Hey everyone! It's been a little while since my lat update, but here it is! I guess I should give you a heads up that a certain character may be appearing again shortly.

So hold on tight! The song used is Without You by Brighten. It's an amazing song so check it out...

Please review! I enjoy them, it's nice to see what people think! I have a tumblr if you want to know it's rikercurtlove . tumblr. com so yeah...

Enjoy!


Jeff singing

Nick singing

Both singing together


Jeff looked over at Nick who was looking over study notes on his bed, "Hey you know what we haven't done in a while? Sing."

"Jeff we sing all the time with The Warblers." Nick looked at Jeff who was on his laptop sitting on his respective bed.

"I mean sing together Nick. You know a duet." Jeff looked at Nick with the best puppy dog expression he could muster. "We should sing something. Just for fun, since Blaine always solos, except when he and Kurt sang Candles."

Nick smiled at his boyfriend shaking his head lightly, "Sure Jeff, these History notes are killing me, it will be a fun break. What song do you have in mind?" Nick got up and walked over to Jeff and leaned over to see the screen of the laptop, he grinned when he saw the song Jeff had selected. "Without You by Brighten... It's one-"

"Of your favorite songs. I know, it's a good song. Will you sing it with me?" Jeff looked at Nick and snuck a quick kiss. "I'll start." Jeff pressed play, he got up grabbing Nick's hands and started swaying.

I can make a mess of a good thing.
Try to think it through; think of everything.
I'll never get engaged with a mood ring.
And that's why I need you.

Jeff pulled Nick close when he finished singing, grabbing Nicks hips and slowly swaying in a circle. Nick laughed and places his hands on Jeff shoulders before singing.

I'll never look for love; it will find me.
Take me surprise; it will blind me.
I never know, it could be right behind me
And that's why I need you.
Oh, darling, I need you.

Nick laid his head on Jeff's shoulder. They were still swaying to the music, Jeff placed a light kiss on Nick's head. The both started singing the chorus.

He don't know what to do.
He won't call me.
I'll never know everything,
But I know you love me.
And I will never lose to you.
I can't do a thing without you.
And I will never lose to you.
I can't do a thing without you.

Jeff twirled Nick, who started laughing.

Well I can fight a war like a veteran,
Give you a little more like a gentleman.
Learning from before, I will be a better man.
And I know I need you.

Nick placed his hands on Jeff's chest where is heart was.

I know I need a heart like the one you have.
I know I need a love like my Mom and Dad's.
I'll try to stay cool when things get bad.
And that's why I have you.
Oh, darling I have you.

Both boys started swaying together when they started up the chorus.

He don't know what to do.
He won't call me.
I'll never know everything,
But I know you love me.
And I will never lose to you.
I can't do a thing without you.
And I will never lose to you.
I can't do a thing without you.

Nick and Jeff leaned into each other, resting their foreheads against the other singing quietly.

No matter where we are…
No matter where we are…
You know everything about me.

Jeff spun Nick around again and pulled him close so his back was pressed up against Jeff's chest.

He don't know what to do.
He won't call me.
I'll never know everything,
But I know you love me.

Jeff twisted Nick so they were face to face again, singing to each other, eyes full of emotion.

And I will never lose to you.
I can't do a thing without you.
You know I'll never lose to you.
I can't do a thing without you.
I can't do a thing without you.

When the song ended Nick and Jeff were breathing fast. Nick moved his hands up to Jeff neck, cupping the back of it. Jeff's hands snaked down Nick's body and grabbed the darker haired boys hips. Their lips crashed together in a heated kiss, their tongues clashing, fighting for dominance, Jeff pulled Nick's hips closer, rolling them together. Nick dropped his hands onto Jeff's chest and roughly pushed him away.

Stumbling back a few steps Nick was shaking with fear his eyes wide. Jeff froze, his eyes wide with shock, he slowly stretched out a shaking hand toward Nick. The brunet moved farther back, only to find himself pressed against a wall. Shaking he ran forward and shoved Jeff out of the way, causing him to fall to the ground. Nick reached the door and ran out of the room, running down the hallway as fast and he could bumping into Wes on the way. Wes looked at where Nick had been a moment before, straightening his blazer he walked into Jeff and Nick's dorm room.


Jeff let himself fall to the floor when Nick pushed him, his body was numb with shock. He tried to get up but his body wouldn't respond his eyes were glazed staring blankly ahead. Shit, why am I such an idiot? Nick is broken and I just made it worse. Fuck, I'm a terrible person. What if he hates me? What if he never wants to see me again? What if I ruined everything? Jeff mind was buzzing with thoughts. I told him he should try something with Adrian. It's my fault that happened to him. Why couldn't I protect him? Jeff was still laying on the floor when someone walked in looking up he saw Wes enter the room.

Wes grabbed Jeff's hand and pulled him up, "What the hell happened Jeff? Nick just ran down the hallway, he almost knocked me down He looked pretty broken about something." Wes looked into Jeff's eyes and saw how lost he looked. "Really Jeff what happened?"

Jeff shook his head miserably and sat down on the edge of his bed, "I messed up Wes. I forgot how broken he was. What if I made it worse?" Jeff looked at Wes, his eyes full of tears, he could see Jeff's heart breaking. His voice cracked, "It's all my fault Wes, I caused all of this."

Placing a hand lightly on Jeff's shoulder, "What do you mean it's your fault? That sick bastard was the one who hurt him."

Again Jeff shook his head. "I told Nick he should go out with Adrian. I convinced him to say yes. It's my fault." Jeff stood up unsteadily, "It's all my fucking fault." Jeff punched the nearest wall and collapsed against it. Wes stood up and hurried over to him, crouching down by Jeff he saw the tears streaming down the blondes face. Jeff never cried in front of anyone.

"Just breath Jeff, you didn't know what Adrian was like. Don't go blaming yourself. Right now your best friend and boyfriend is just are broken as you and he might be alone. You need to find him, and make sure he is okay. He loves you and won't hate you, he's just scared. So go find Nick."

Jeff stood up leaning against the wall for support, "You're right Wes." Quickly wiping the tears off his face he straightened out his blazer. Wes was watching him concerned, he was still unsteady.

"You want me to go with you?" Wes grabbed Jeff's arm as he almost fell.

Taking a deep breath Jeff steadied himself. "No I'm fine... Thanks for talking to me Wes." Jeff left the room, wondering where to look first.

"You're welcome." Wes called out half amused half worried.


Nick was sitting on a bench in Dalton's courtyard alone. It's where he always went when he was stressed or upset. He had his face buried in his hands. He was so caught up in his thoughts he didn't hear the approaching footsteps.

"Nick I'm so sorry." Nick jumped at the voice looking around his eyes landed on Jeff who was standing a few feet away, his eyes were bloodshot as if he had been crying. "I didn't mean too." Jeff's voice cracked, he looked at the ground to stop himself from crying.

When Jeff felt two arms wrap around him he broke down, tears streaming down his face. Hugging Nick back, "I'm so damn sorry Nick. I thought I lost you. I didn't mean to do it. I was stupid and I forgot, and you should hate me. I'm so sorry." Jeff was sobbing into Nick's hair.

"It's okay." Came a quiet whisper from Nick, "I know it was an accident Jeff." He faced Jeff, delicately wiping away the tears falling down his face. "Don't cry Jeffy."

Jeff gave Nick a watery smile, "I thought you were going to hate me. I don't know what I would do if you hated me." He spoke quietly.

"How about this Jeff, tomorrow we go out on a late night picnic in the park. It'll be fun. We haven't really gone out on a date, and we should." Nick looked up and Jeff eyes bright, lightly stroking his cheek.

Jeff nodded, "It's a plan." Nick lightly kissed Jeff's lips, "Come on, let's go back inside. We can cuddle."

Grinning the blonde took his hand, and kissed the top of his head as they headed back to their dorm room.