So Good to be Seen

by LaNinaDeBaguio

People notice you when you least expect it. Kelsi practically pushed Ryan and his sister out of the limelight or at least she helped. She's always been desperate for Ryan's attention. What happens when she actually gets it? NOW COMPLETE!

11. I Can't Help

a/n: Three chapters in one night, how awesome am I?!

"Take my hand

Take my whole life, too

'Cause I can't help

Falling in love with you"

-Elvis Presley

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Ryan,

I know it's kind of sudden, me moving and all, but I really have to tell you this. I didn't think it would have to be in a letter, right before I leave and probably never see you again, but here it goes.

I am insanely in love with you. There it is. That's it. All there is to it. And I can't even remember how long. But I admire everything about you and I've tried and tried to get over you, but I just can't help it anymore.

This might come to you as a surprise, but I pay attention to everything you do. From afar, of course. It never really occurred to me that I'd have to move, so I never really gave much consideration to telling you how I feel.

I've been in denial for the past few months, telling myself over and over that we were just friends, that you didn't mean as much as I thought you did to me, that maybe I'm just plain crazy, but I can't lie to myself anymore. I have officially fallen head over heels, truly, madly, deeply, crazy for you. And I can't think of any other way to put it.

It really hurts me to have to tell you this so late.

I'm sorry.

Kelsi Nielson

a/n: First off, NO, she hasn't given it to him yet, because she's still in New Mexico. Second, I will be going on a three-day vacation, as mentioned earlier, so, third, expect the next chapter late. Poodles! - - - Kat