Chapter 5

All Kagome knew was that she felt really stupid. She was also a little scared. Her fist was about to pound on the door, and she was just standing there. Kagome didn't have on the skimpy.... things that Sesshomaru sent to her. She was wearing the complete opposite of it; She was wearing a baggy shirt under a huge sweatshirt, and her pants would fall of if not for a belt holding them up.

' Ha. I wonder what he can do about this.'

The door opened and a sleepy eyed, messy haired Sesshomaru stood in front of her. He was wearing a wifebeater and gray sweatpants. Sesshomaru looked at her hard, the sleep clearing from his eyes.

" Where is the clothes I told you to wear? You better have them on under that crap."

Kagome put her hands on her hips.

" Actually, no, I don't. I have standard clothing on only. Is that a problem?"

Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed.

" You did not listen to me, huh?"

Kagome shook her head side-to-side. Sesshomaru suddenly smirked and grabbed hold of her arm and yanked her in, the door shutting behind her. Kagome yelped as she was slammed against Sesshomaru's body, his arms like steel bands wrapped around her.

" Well, since you didn't listen to me, your going to have to be punished."

Kagome squirmed to try and get out of his grasp when she felt something hard and stiff poke her in the rear. She stopped dead still, knowing, yet hoping not, what that was. Sesshomaru's laugh rumbled in his chest.

" Yes, see what you do to me?" He bent his head down and nibbled on Kagome's earlobe. Kagome was getting seriously freaked out, and she twisted herself around, and glared at Sesshomaru.

" Look, just what do you think your do-......" She trailed off as she saw his eyes. His pupils were dilated, and for some reason, a little red. She then got a good whiff of his breath, and knew that he had been drinking prior to her coming in. She also noticed, with some embarrassment, that since she turned around, Sesshomaru's eyes could not tear themselves away from her breasts, which were pressed against his chest. Sesshomaru bent his head down to her neck and softly nipped her on that tender spot where her neck meets her shoulder. Kagome let off an involuntary shudder, and felt her arms wrap around his neck. Sesshomaru looked up at Kagome, then let his mouth roam around her neck, giving kisses and nips here and there. Kagome was shaking now, never having experienced this for herself. She felt so happy though, so.... good.

' Is this what the characters in my romance novels go through? If so, I never want this to end...'

Sesshomaru went up to Kagome's mouth, and kissed her fully. He saw Kagome's eyes widen, then lower, as he invaded her mouth with his tongue, his mouth fitting over hers nicely.

' God.. she tastes so sweet....'

Sesshomaru was in heaven, he didn't know that she would taste like this. He spent many hours thinking about this, how it would be. It was as if he could be lost forever...but...wait.....

' WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING!?!?!?'

Sesshomaru ripped his mouth off Kagome's and shoved her away with one hand. Kagome had stars in her eyes, yet kinda distant, as if in a far away land. When her head cleared, she looked hurt, even angry. Kagome was about to ask why he'd done that, and then why did he stop, but Sesshomaru glared at her.

" That is your punishment for the evening. Go back to your room, and don't come back for today."

Kagome flinched at the anger in his voice.

' Where did that come from?'

She went to the door and stopped, turning around to have at least the last word in, but he was already gone. Face dropping, she left.

On the other side of the wall opposite the door, Sesshomaru clenching his fists, held himself rigid to prevent himself from grabbing her and ravishing her mouth again. He was also disgusted in himself. He allowed himself to submit, even enjoy, the feelings that he had been holding back since the first time he saw her. Shakily, he walked to his room and dropped on the bed face-first, unconscious from the amount of alcohol he consumed earlier.

Kagome, on the other hand, was fuming. She was pacing, ranting and raving, throwing her hands everywhere and punctuating every other sentence with, " Fucking Sesshomaru." Sango just looked alarmed for her friend, ready to bolt just in case Kagome decided to turn her wrath on her.

" I mean, really. Who the hell does he think he is? What gives him the right to kiss...no, it wasn't even that. It was like.....mouth-rape or something!"

Sango lifted an eyebrow.

" Mouth-rape?"

Kagome glared at her.

" What the hell ever. The point is, he kissed me without permission!"

Sango sighed and stood up, grabbing her pillow that she brought out.

" Kags, I don't know about you, but I'm tired. I have some hard classes tomorrow, and it's already 11:45PM. Good-night." Sango walked to the shared bedroom and stopped in the doorway, turning to look back at Kagome.

" Besides, you can't tell me you didn't like it."

Kagome looked confused.

" Liked what?"

Sango rolled her eyes.

" the kiss, you idiot. No matter what, you still got kissed by Sesshomaru Taisho. You can't tell me that you felt nothing."

Kagome stood there behind the couch, mouth slightly open even after Sango went into the room and shut the door. ' Could it be possible...did I like it?'

She thought back to when it happened. How Sesshomaru grabbed her, how her breasts tightened when she was in his embrace. Her reaction while he was kissing her, total surrender. Kagome gasped and clamped her hands over her mouth as she sat down hard on the floor. She did like it. In fact, she loved his kiss, his warm body against hers. Could it be...that she was falling for him?