I gulped down another glass of champaigne and punch, i was so glad Alec's venom hadn't taken it away from me. Alec's hard hand was on my arm as i stumbled laughing ever too loudly at one of Emmett's jokes about Isabella not going to be able to sleep any longer. ''Wynter, stop. You've had enough to drink i'm taking you back to the cottage now''Alec hissed in my ear yanking me like a rag doll, my thoughts spurred out of control and my drunken mind hazed over ''A little kinky are we Alec? '' I asked laughing and snorting at my own joke, people were starting to stare but most laughed away because they were all drunken teenagers. Alec dragge dme off into the forest muttering oodbyes to some people as we left, Edward and Isabella were already on their way to the honeymoon.

Once we arrived to the cottage my mind was out of control Alec set me down on the bed, i giggled ''we could have our own honeymoon in here too Alec'' I purred, though considering iwas drunk and out of mind i probably sounded like a dying cat instead, his eyes flickered briefely then settled down to my own eyes which were probably smudged with cries of laughter. His plump lips and red eyes were s adoring at that moment i chewed my lip hastily ''Thanks for the offer Wynter, i'll be sure to remind you when you wake up'' Alec said smirking, my vision was becoming blurry and all i could do was look as his figure blinked and flashes i inclined my head''who said i was going to sleep'' I slurred, my head sinking itno the pillow like a deep weight against the back of my skull was there, i heard a small chuckle ''i did'' Alec said, as darkness overtook me i wasn't sure if it was his gift or the amount of apparentalchohol i had drunk.

I woke up with a headache, of course, this wasn't jsut another one of Alec's venoms re runs, this was a hangover headache which made my head feel like there was a mini exploding timebomb in my brain. ''UGHH''! I shouted more to my brain than anything else, arching my back against the bed trying to knock myself out somehow. I heard Alec's chuckle from beside me, i peered down with squinty eyes he was sitting on a chair propped up beside my bed his eyes were wide and his smirk held back a laugh, i groaned. ''What did i do? What did i say worth regretting''? I asked with a groan sitting up one the bed cross legged, Alec handed me water and headache tablets, i suddenly loved Jane because she remmebered to pack them. I heard Alec laugh and run a hand through his hair, he sat on the bed staring and examining me ''You offered me a...personal honeymoon with you last night'' He murmered watching my reaction with deilight shining through those red eyes, i spat out my water whcih i had been drinking, the water spreading out onto my face and the blanket, Alec sat there watching me curiously, my eyes were wide my hand covered my mouth, shaking my head worriedly. Alec's expression became guarded and disgusted ''I wouldn't accept it,you were drunk and out of your own mind''Alec stated scoffing at my mind that trailed off itno awkward situiations.

I showered putting on a black and white tshirt, black denim shorts, black ankle-high boots with bows on them and a cut off leather jacket. I untied my hair and straightened it then teased it to give it a little bit more volume, my eyes were red and puffy. I put on a cross necklace and a silver bracelet with a star on it. I put some mascara on and walked out. Alec was in the living room, he was sitting on the couch with his legs spread apart and his arms crossed behind his head which was resting on the back of the couch, his eyes were closed and he seemed to be in deep thought, a small real smile on his face appeared. My breath hitched, i had only seen a real smile on him 4 times in the last year, i wondered what he was thinking about. I walked and sat on the floor looking up at his face, he knew i was there, he shifted a little like a human would shrug carelessly, I sat cross legged looking up at him curiously.

He suddenly snapped out of it his red eyes piercing my own, his eyes always looked wide no matter what. He inclined his head to me, i chewed my lip, a sudden question sprinign to my mind, after all of those mates that were at the wedding...''Alec, why can't I have a mate because of your venom''? I asked, i had always wondered ut the pain of it hurt a little to see all of them so in love and happy, i would never admit i felt paiend by it though. Aleç's eyes snapped to mine in confusion than worry, he licked his lips then shifted his weight to another side ''because Wynter, you aren't fully vampire or human or werewolf for that matter, thank god. Vampires are the only ones that have mates, and my venom prevents you from being a full one, it doesn't matter though because love does not exist'' Alec stated matter of factly, looking up at the ceiling still in the same position, i chewed my lips.

(Flashback)

Demetri was asigned to teach me things about vampires and being in the Volturi, Alec was my personal guard so he would follow me around wherever i went and helped out much to my advantage. We were all sitting in the library, i was seated in a chair while Demetri and Aelc stood, ''Wynter there is also a thing called mates, its true love for vampires apparently''Demetri said, realizing i was about to fall asleep, ''Love doesn't exist'' Alec and I both said in unison emotionessly, well me tiredly. Demetri pursed his lips at us ''now now Wynter, don't be so quick to assume that'' Deemtri said smiling, i rolled my eyes looking at him ''When people say i love you, they never mean it. I know enough to be aware of that anyway'' I said before lolling myself to sleep.

(End of Flashback)

I remembered that wincing as i remembered what i was referring to. Alec noticed my discomfort and stood up quickly, ''You're thirsty'' Alec stated, i shook my head laready grimacing as the amount of guilt hit me from last time i fed, a month and 2 weeks before that. He rolled his red ruby eyes ''your eyes aren't dark for nothing'' He murmered quietly.

Alec crouched beside me on the old run down roof, the alleyway was abandoned apart from the drunken man that was poor, or so Alec said. I glanced down, he was sitting down leaning against the wall a bottle in his hand, he wasn''t ugly per say, but he wasn't attractive either and was rather scrawny. I glanced at Alec who peered down at the man ''It's now or never i guess''I muttered lowly, sighing as i jumped down into the shadows, i pulled my shirt down a little to expose my chest a bit more and puleld my shorts up a bit more, hey, if he was going to die at least have something to look at. I walked slowly up to the man putting on a fake smile as he looked up, he grinend slowly, it didn't reach his eyes though, but his eyes did travel along my body. I shivered visibly and he seemed to smirk at that, maybe he was a disgusting pervert but it would'n't matter he'd be dead soon anyway. ''Looking for a good time Angel'' The mans voice was surprisingly husky,but slurred, i couldn't help but wodner if i seeme dlike him the night before, i pursed my lips walking closer to his body. I could smell his blood, how appealing it was despite the alchohol poisening after not being able to drink someone for so long, i ran my teeth along his soft neck, the only thing i had that had strength was my teeth, my godamned teeth.

The man moaned and i felt disgusted, i slowly bit my teeth into his neck whispering ''i'm sorry'' As his screams faded away into the night, i sucked out the delicious blood feeling it cooling my burning fire, his body dropped to the ground with a thud.

After Alec cleane dup the body i sat on a roof, looking out at all the pretty lights of Seattle, Alec sat beside me completely still as usual my legs dangled off the roof swinging them back and forth. ''Wynter''Alec murmered quietly, i could feel his fake breaths on my neck i turned to him his eyes were on me. Suddenly without warning his lips were over my mouth, cool and shaped so wonderfully, my heart and mind was racing, my lips started to move in sinc with his, cool and icy and numb. His feathery fingertips touched both my hands softly and brought them up around his neck slowly, his arms wrapped around my waist, cool and numb just like his lips. His tongue licked the corners of my mouth greedily. I gripped onto the back of his hair without thinking about what we were doing, his fingernails dug into my waist a little more, we were both holding onto eachother as if one of us let go the other would dissapear. He finally finished with a small kiss to the corner of my mouth, he then pressed his forehead to mine our noses touching ever so slightly, his eyelashes on my cheek he breathed in and out into my open mouth ''you had a drop of blood'' Alec said, his voice husky.

I just kissed Alec Volturi.

I just kissed Alec.

I just kissed the person that agreed love did not exist.

I just kissed the person i argued with.

I just kissed the vampire that changed me.

I just kissed a monster.

I just kissed him.

''oh, my, god'' I stuttered out, slapping my hand against my mouth.

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