Im so so sorry for not updating sooner I've just had problems with my Internet! Thanks to everyone who reviewed, favored etc. This is supposed to be the last chapter but if anyone wants more please tell me!

WARNING: this has mature content that's why the story is rated M! Fon't like, don't read.

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I smiled at the memory and just stay there looking at Sirius, I couldn't believe I had had the guts to do what I did. I hope he wouldn't ignore what happened or regret it. I saw him stir and open his eyes groggily.

"Morning," I say smiling at him. At first, he looked at me confused, then it changed to realization, to happiness and of what guilt? I sighed as my suspicious where confirmed, he regretted sleeping with me, and that hurt, it really did.

"We shouldn't have done that," he said looking at me with guilt in his eyes.

"Don't say that Sirius, if we both want it why shouldn't we?!" I said angrily.

"Because its wrong Ali, I'm you're godfather and much older…"

"WHO CARES IF YOU'RE MY FUCKING GODFATHER, I LOVE YOU AND AGE SHOULDN'T MATTER!" I said losing it. He looked at me wide eyed with his mouth slightly open. "WHAT?!" I screamed at him not knowing what was happening.

"You, You what…?" I looked at him confused when it hit me…OMG I had told him I loved him…OMG, OMG, OMG! I didn't know what to do so I ran. Ran until I reached my room and threw myself in bed.

It was well passed after lunchtime when Sirius knocked on my door.

"Go away," I say to him moodily, hiding my face into my pillow.

"Come on Alli you haven't eaten all day, you surly must be hungry!" he said through the door.

"I'm not hungry! Go away!" I said, my stomach grumbling.

"You're stomach doesn't say the same…" he said coming in. I sat up to look at him when I realized I didn't have any clothes on. I blushed furiously and covered myself with my hands. " Sorry, sorry! I'll just umm go…" he said going out the room as fast as he could. I sighed and let myself fall on the bed. Oh my… this was going to be an awkward day… I threw on the first I saw and went downstairs to eat lunch cause I really was starving.

When I arrived to the kitchen Sirius was in only his grey pajama pants which were low on his hips. I couldn't help but stare at his perfect ass… my trance was interrupted by Sirius talking to me.

"Ummm… I didn't know you were coming down, I'll go put a shirt on…"

"No!" I shouted, "I mean, yeah okay!" I quickly corrected. He just stared at me while I blushed furiously and he quickly went up to his room. The da kept getting better and better… I plopped in one of the chairs and waited for him to come back down. He came back down in a few minutes an continued preparing lunch. I was distracted looking at him when a boom was heard. I looked up to see what had happened and saw the entire kitchen including Sirius covered in tomato sauce. I couldn't help laughing, and in a few seconds Sirius and me were rolling on the floor in laughter.

"Why didn't you use magic?" I asked between laughs.

"It's more fun the muggle way" he said smiling at me. "Oh, and what do we have here," he said approaching me "it's a girl, and she is completely clean…" before I could escape he grabbed me by the hand and hugged me tightly covering me in tomato sauce too. My heart accelerated because of the closeness, I hoped he wouldn't feel it cause I had enough embarrassments today. I looked up at him and saw him staring at my lips, I wanted to kiss him badly but I didn't want another rejection… it hurt too much. He wasn't letting me go, still looking at my lips, so I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him fiercely, all fears forgotten. He kissed me back with the same intensity, and before I knew it I was undressed and seated on the edge of the table with Sirius all over me. He was planting kisses down my neck making me moan and shiver, grabbing my breasts making me moan his name.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and freeing his large cock form his jeans. Before I knew it he was deep inside me, thrusting in and out of me with roughness and need.

"YES, SIRIUS, OOH GOD YES RIGHT THERE!" I shouted when he started massaging my clit. When I was reaching my climax he suddenly pulled out of me making me groan. He turned me around and made me bend over the kitchen table, and started taking me from behind, groaning loudly. He was being rough and hard and I love that.

"Ughhh, Sirius take me harder and faster, go on right there… yeahh! " I moaned.

"You turn me on so much when you dirty talk" he said pushing harder and fater into me.

"Yes Sirius I'm…" I said climaxing. He continued to thrust into me his thrust becoming more erratic until he finally cumed with a loud moan. He laid down on top of me squashing me between him and the table my clit pressing hard into the table, turning me in again. I moaned in pleasure as I started to grind into the table. Sirius saw this and immediately turned me around, making me stand against the table and bent down to lick me. He started running his tongue against my folds occasionally biting my clit, It was heaven. I started to grind into his mouth wanting more of him. Suddenly I felt one of hid fingers go inside me, and then 2 and three and…OMG I was cumin hard, my knees weak. He licked me up and came up to kiss me on the mouth.

He caught me in his arms and carried me to his room picking up our clothes along the way. He laid me down on his bed and hugged me to him.

"Alli?" he whispered.

"Yes?"

"I love you too."