Chapter Once!
I do not own. Non-canon characters! Probably some OOC... Read&Review if you know what I'm sayin..? Enjoy(;
You gotta love me in the light and the dark. You gotta give me, give me all of your heart. ~-~ Cassie (Official Girl)
Alice's Point Of View
"Oh Krusty Krab. Oh Krusty Krab. Oh how I love you Krusty Krab." Spongebob sang as I munched on my Ben and Jerry's Half Baked ice cream while wrapped in a blanket. "Oh Krusty Krab, you've always been there for me. When I'm tired and hungry, I just reach out my hand and there you are, with a krabby patty that is so hot and juicy."
I wish my life was like Spongebob's. He doesn't have anything to worry about. He is always happy no matter what Squidward says to him or no matter how much Mr. Krabs pays him and he doesn't even have a girlfriend... or boyfriend... Or is Patrick his boyfriend? Well there always happy together no matter what. Patrick doesn't get mad when Spongebob wants to hang out with Squidward! Or when he has to go to work! Or when Spongebob has to go help Sandy! He is fine with it! Because Patrick is a good fucking boyfriend who loves him no matter what!
I jammed my spoon into my ice cream and pouted while watching TV deciding to switch it to MTV instead seeing that there was a Jersey Shore Marathon going on. As I watched the show I started to sniffle when I saw Snooki crying because Vinny brought home another girl and was having sex with her. Didn't he just tell her he was going to cuddle with her right before they went clubbing? Why would he go and do a dick move like that?! He knows that Snooki likes him! Poor Snooki. Well she has a baby now so maybe she's happier than she was in this episode. I huffed and got up to go and put my ice cream in the freezer when I saw Paul still in the kitchen sitting there staring at his phone with a look on his face.
"What's wrong?" I asked him and he gave me a smile.
"Nothing."
"Lying is a sin. Tell me what's wrong." I put one of my arms on the table and he just looked at me again.
"I'm fine." he smiled at me and I rolled my eyes.
"Hey Paully." I whimpered and he looked at me with a small smile.
"Yes, evil raccoon?" He cooed back at me and I growled. I went to snatch the phone and he pulled his arm back. "Ah ah ah." he wagged a finger at me.
"Paul!" I whined and he just gave me a smile.
"Yessss...?" he gave me a goofy smile and I pouted at him. "Awe." he pulled me into a hug and I smirked evilly. I slowly moved my arm and snatched his phone from his hand.
"HA! I got your phone!" I stuck my tongue out at him and his eyes went wide I looked down at my hand and raised my eye brows. "This is... My... Phone..."
"Hey guys I'm back!" I heard Rose yell.
"Why did you have my phone?" I asked him and he looked towards Rose.
"What's going on here?" Rose looked back and forth.
"You didn't need to see some of the stuff on there." he said a little defensively.
"Paul... What was on there?" Rose asked.
"What do you think Rose?" Paul said and gave her a look and her eyes went wide.
"Allie. Can I please see your phone?"
"What are you guys talking about?"
"Why not let her see it. I mean it is her ex boyfriend." Paul shrugged his shoulders.
"Paul!" Rose screeched.
I unlocked my phone and it went straight to messages from Emmett.
I'm so sorry. I was dumb to say that. Please talk to me.
Alice, please talk to me.
Allie, I swear I didn't mean it.
Will you meet me at the spot on La Push where we took Rajah. Please Come.
Allie...? I love you. I really do.
Mary Alice Cullen please say something. Call me, text me, Facebook message me, tweet me, instagram me or something. Please talk to me.
Meet me at the spot at 9:30. I'll understand if you don't come..
There was also 7 missed calls and 4 voicemails from him. I stared at my phone for a moment then looked at the time. It was 7:15.
"I'm gonna go." I looked up and Paul nodded but Rosalie looked confused.
"Go where?" she asked.
"To meet Emmett. At La Push beach. At 9:30."
"At least he'll have sobered up by then." Rosalie muttered.
"What do you mean sobered up?"
"I went to go see him and Jacob, I promise I didn't let anything slip I just asked him why he was such a fucking idiot and why he did all of that and if he even cared that you were balling your eyes out over him. Then I smacked him for being drunk and listening to Jacob. Oh and he finally realized how dumb he was and tried to talk but I got in my car and drove to get you more ice cream and pop corn and romantic movies so we could have a girls movie night."
I looked at Rose and gave her a hug. "I should be so mad at you right now."
"But your not, because you love me and you know it." She smiled and hugged me back. "Now go get ready so you can talk to your boy."
"I will never understand girls." Paul said and I gave him a hug.
"Thanks for trying to save my feelings Pauly." I hugged his waist.
"Your welcome Pix." he wrapped his arms around me when he bent over.
"I'm going to go get ready." I ran upstairs.
I walked into my room to see clothes spread all over the place. I sighed and looked around. I was meeting him at 9:30 so I knew it was going to be cold. I decided that I would wear a hoodie and jeans. I looked all over my closet deciding on my white XO hoodie, knowing that it was a warm hoodie. I threw clothes all around my closet looking for my favorite black distressed skinny jeans. I threw everything around and huffed in frustration when I could only find my white distressed skinny jeans and grey ones. I sat down on the floor in front of my closet and looked down in front of my face to find my jeans and made a face feeling dumb and glad that no one was there. I set the jeans and hoodie on my bed and then went to look for a tan top. I quickly picked up my grey lace one and threw it with the hoodie and jeans then reached for my sock drawer and grabbed a pair of fuzzy socks. I then went for my black t-shirt bra and black lacey thong. I looked at the outfit and smiled. It will have to do. I want to be warm but I want him to miss me.
I looked in the mirror. My hair in beach waves and still wet. My make-up re-applied since, in Paul's words, I looked like an evil raccoon. It was now clean and made my eyes look less pink. My hoodie clung to my body and was nice and warm. My jeans made me legs and butt look great and my black ugg boots and fuzzy socks made my toes extra warm. I looked at the time. It was 9:00 and I sighed. I didn't want to show up early to make him think I was really excited that he texted me, even though I was, but I didn't want to show up to late to make him think I didn't want him anymore, because I did.
I walked down the stairs with my hood up only showing part of my hair.
"Watch you freeze to death." Paul muttered looking over at me.
"Be nice Paul." Rosalie punched his stomach but he looked unaffected by the hit.
"I think I'm going to go now." Rosalie got up to give me a hug and Paul followed. I saw him sneak a look at her butt and I giggled. He just shrugged his shoulders and held a cocky grin on his face.
"Quit it Lahote." Rosalie said and smirked at him out of the corner of her eyes.
"Make me Whitlock." He smirked back and I rolled my eyes.
"Let's go Raj." My white fluffy dog bounded up from the living room and rubbed his body against mine with his tongue hanging out, looking oh so happy.
"Good luck." Rose smiled and Paul smiled at me over her shoulder.
"Good luck to you too." I winked at her and she rolled her eyes while Paul lifted his eye brows up and down.
I stepped out of my car and looked around. It was slightly dark so I took my phone out for light. There weren't many street lights on in the area. Rajah let out a low whimper and I rubbed his ear and looked around. I didn't see Emmett anywhere and I was kinda scared. It was 9:27 right now. I heard a rustling in the bushed and pushed again my car. Rajah let out a growl and I felt my body tense. I looked over at the area and saw nothing and calmed myself down, telling myself it was nothing. I let my body relax and I looked at my phone to see if there was any texts from him.
I heard more noises but this time it came from near the cliffs and I saw something that looked light a wolf, or a coyote. I took in a sharp breath and Rajah got in defensive mode. I pushed myself up against my car even tighter. There was leaves rustling and sticks cracking and I took in another sharp breath, refusing to let it out. Rajah stood in front of me looking around and growling. I felt tears well up in my eyes.
I was dumb enough to come and he wasn't even here. There was some animal out here that was about to kill me and I was too scared to even scream for help. A tear rolled down when I saw the animal stalk closer to us. I started to whimper and pray to God that I would survive or something or someone would save me. I didn't care who, I just wanted to be saved. I let out a deep breath and I felt something grab my arm and I let out a bloody murder scream.
"Alice! Its just me!" I shook my head and felt tears fall and the voice pulled me into a hug. "I'm sorry me and Baloo scared you... I thought you were down there and Baloo ran up here and he found you and I guess he scared you. I'm sorry." I snuggled closer to the body that was warm and just nodded my head. He wrapped his arms around me and rocked my body back and forth lightly. "I'm really sorry Allie." The voice whispered.
I nodded my head and just stayed where I felt safe. I felt Rajah come up and sit by my legs and I felt another dog push against the side of my legs, guessing this was Baloo.
"I love you." the voice whispered into my hair. "So much. I'm so sorry about everything I said. I was dumb and drunk and that was a dumb excuse but I thought I could take care of my problems that way. I was jealous. I don't want to lose you. I love you. I need you." The hug got tighter and I threw my arms around his shoulders and pulled him tighter, feeling tears fall slowly on my face with every word he said. I got on my tippy toes and pushed my face between the crook of his neck and shoulder and just nodded.
"Please don't cry. I don't want to make you cry anymore." I just shook my head, not trusting my voice. "Please say something Allie. Anything."
"I love you too, Emmy." I whispered and he hugged me tighter. I felt more tears fill my eyes and I let out a small whimper.
"I'm so sorry Allie. I really am. Please forgive me." I put my full weight on my heels and felt my arms drop slightly from his shoulders. I laid my head against his chest and nodded.
"I forgive you." I whispered and he kissed the top of my head and raised my body off the ground. I let him grab my legs and pull me closer to him while I wrapped my shoulders around his neck tightly. I kissed his cheek and snuggled into his warmth.
"Are you cold?" I nodded again and I heard my car door open. Rajah jumped in and went from the drivers seat to the passanger seat. Emmett reached inside my big hoodie pocket and grabbed the keys. He sat down with me on his lap and he turned the heat on. "Can I let Baloo in? I think he's getting jealous..."
"Yeah go ahead. I think theres a bone in the back that Rajah didn't want." He set me down on the seat which was heating up and opened the drivers side back door. "Can we lay down back there?"
"Anything you want." He came and picked me up after moving the seat down. I grabbed the pillows and blankets that lay on the ground of my Navigation and waited for Emmett to come and down with me.
"Aren't you coming?" I huffed and I heard a small chuckle before I looked and saw his muscular, hoodie-cladded chest in front of me. I smiled and cuddled into him and he wrapped his arm around my body.
"I love you." I heard him say and I fell asleep.
I'm thinking 'bout you (Ooh no, no, no)
I've been thinking 'bout you (You know, know, know)
I've been thinking 'bout you
Do you think about me still? Do ya, do ya?
I felt the vibrating against my butt.
Or do you not think so far ahead
Cause I been thinking bout forever, ooh
Or do you not think so far ahead
Cause I been thinking 'bout forever, ooh
"Answer your phone." I heard a grumble and I opened my eyes looking around slightly shocked. "The vibrating is slightly uncomfortable."
"So is your morning wood but I'm not complaining now am I?" I replied with sarcasm in my voice. I flipped my body around and cuddled into his chest. "Is that better?'
"Yes. It is." he wrapped his arm around me again and pulled me closer to his 6'5" muscular frame.
I pulled my phone out of my back pocket. It was Rosalie calling me. "Hello?"
"Hey so there's this thing called I have no idea where the fuck you are and your brother should be home any goddamn minute and isn't going to believe me if I tell him your at my house."
"There's this thing called tell him I went to go get breaky."
"Mmm food..." Emmett moansed.
"There's a thing called Paul is still over here and won't wake the fuck up!"
"There's this thing called kicking him balls."
"Owww" Emmett moaned and pulled me closer. I heard a yelp in the background and yelling.
"There's a thing called thanks." Rosalie chuckled.
"There's a thing called your welcome and I'll be home with donuts."
"YUM!" Emmett smiled and I giggled.
"There's this thing called I love you." Rose said.
"There's this thing called I love you more you. I'll see you later. Bye!"
I started to get up and Emmett tightened his grip on me. "Nooo..." he whined.
"I have to."
"I don't want you too." He whined again.
"Then come with me."
"Okay." He let me get up this time.
I heard a yelp and looked to see a Doberman laying down.
"Oh I'm so sorry!" I pet the dogs head and he made a dog smile. I reached down and grabbed a bone and handed it to the big dog who wagged its docked tail in enjoyment.
You gotta love me in the light and the dark. You gotta give me, give me all of your heart. ~-~ Cassie (Official Girl)
Hey guys I am so sorry! I know it took a loooooong time and I really hope how long it is makes up for that. I'm still really sorry that it was late. Remember, I do not own!