Translator's note: I'm so sorry, I know I'm late but I had a lot of homework and, when I finished the translation, I couldn't find time to post, sorry, sorry, sorry! Bur here's the chapter see you at the end. C:
"So the little boy hugged me, he hugged me so close.. as he wanted to say to me 'please, save me from all of this'"
Blaine and Kurt were sitting on the floor, in front of each other, in the middle of the dining room. Between them some biscuits with chocolate – Blaine's favorite – and they were holding two big cups. From Kurt's one was smell a soft chamomile perfume and from his husband's one was smell a strong milk and chocolate perfume*
Blaine cried, cried a lot. Because of Amy, of Thomas and because of the anger he had for the children's parents who had the possibility of having them and they treated them in that way. So, he cried for the pain he felt inside, the pain that something terrible could happen and he cried because he really wanted to do anything, but he just couldn't.
Kurt listened to him and he dried his tears. He, also, kissed and cuddled him. He didn't do any questions then he went in the kitchen and came back, a few minutes later, with the biscuits and the cups. Blaine thought that it was impossible to find someone as perfect as Kurt. He took his cup and he started speaking about what happened.
Then, when Blaine finished, he stared at Kurt and smiled, a sad smile. So he whispered "do you think is strange if I tell you that I would like to bring them home.. with us?"
Kurt looked at him losing every kind of lucidity he had in his mind because of Blaine's eyes, which were an hurricane of green and brown caramel. In all of these years he didn't become comfortable with all the feelings that, those eyes, caused him. He loved him, because he was just sweet, emotional, sensible and special. And he loved him because he always looked after everyone. Kurt left his cup on the floor and went closer to Blaine, smiled and answered: "Blaine, I think you're fantastic, I think you'd be a perfect dad for our children, I think I couldn't live without you and I'm so proud of who you are, because you gave these two children a beautiful morning." Blaine smiled and Kurt kissed him trying to put, in that kiss, all the words that he couldn't say because there wasn't enough big or beautiful words to express how beautiful his husband was, he knew it and, so, he tried to express them with other things. He hugged him and, a few minutes after, he felt like Blaine was clinging on him. Because, yes, Blaine didn't hug he, literary, clinging with all himself such as, that hug, was life. Was oxygen. Kurt smiled and started touching Blaine's curls. These curls that he loved so much and that Blaine stopped to put jell on. Kurt kissed him, he kissed his cheeks, his nose, his eyes. He kissed his lips and touched Blaine's nose with his, and the curl one smiled. And when he smiled Kurt felt so in peace with the world such as the simple fact that he made him smile could fix all the mistakes of world.
Blaine said softly: "Thank you, Kurt. I don't know what I did to deserve someone like you as my husband but I'm thankful to God because he gave me you. You are my life."
Kurt's eyes became full of tears because of all the feelings he was having in that moment. He didn't answered because there weren't any answers, he just hugged Blaine putting his head on Blaine's shoulder. They stood in silence for a few minutes while Kurt was passing his nose on Blaine's neck who was drawing imaginary circles on his husbands' back.
"Are you thinking about them, aren't you?" said Kurt, he said it because he was thinking it too. He was asking himself how it was possible that their parents were so mean. They were so lucky to have them and they treated them like rubbish, it was just unfair.
"yes" Blaine said softly "I wish they're alright, I want that they're alright. I hope I'm not going to see them again at least, this, could give me the idea that I was wrong."
Kurt nodded. He was tired and Blaine knew that. Kurt worked in a fashion agency and he usually worked too much from morning to evening and, when he got home, he was very tired. That day he was tired, as always, but he spent his time with Blaine who needed him and, so now, he just wanted to go to bed.
"Let's go to bed, my darling" whispered Blaine in his husband's hear. "No.. no.. I'm, I'm okay" he said. Blaine smiled and said "come one, I promise I'll do you a lot of cuddles, come one" "okay but I want millions of them." Blaine stoop up and whispered " four millions, if you want..." Kurt smiled and they went in their bedroom.
BIP BIP BIP BIP
Blaine's phone started ringing and he immediately woke up. He stared at it and it rang, again.**
"What's happening?" asked Kurt who woke up because of the noises. Blaine didn't answered because he picked up the call: "Hello?" said with tired voice "hello, doctor Anderson?" "yes, I am.."
"Blaine, I'm Emma, the social assistance. We talked this morning" Blaine stopped breathing, he was sure that something wrong happened with Amy and Thomas and he was scared. "What's wrong?" answered "Amy and Thomas, the two children of this morning, well.. they're here, again." For Blaine was like a punch in the face, he knew it! I knew it since he heard the phone rang. But those words scared him so much.
"How are they?" the women didn't answered. "Blaine, you must come here. You have to say what you saw this morning and, anyway, Amy doesn't want to be touch from anyone. Every time that someone tries to talk with her, she starts shouting. But she needs help and maybe she trusts you, she already saw you."
Blaine's heart break and he remembered the little girl's terrified green eyes. He got up "I'm coming" he said before closing the call. He started throwing clothes threw the room in search of something to wear.
He just freaked out. How their parents could touch them again? How they just thought to hurt them, again? Blaine really wanted to kill them but he couldn't, he had to help those children.
While this Kurt was holding Blaine's hand. "Blaine, calm down, please. You're destroying the wardrobe." Blaine realized that he was holding the closet door of the wardrobe with too fury. He turned around to Kurt with a lost look, the same look he had when he got home. So Kurt, understood that something wrong happened to Amy and Thomas and he understood why he was so in pain. And, Kurt, decided what to do. Just with one look. "dress up without destroying my wardrobe" he said smiled and taking a little breath. Said that he took a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and put them on. So he looked at Blaine who was staring at him without really knew what he was doing. So Kurt said: "Come on Blaine! Listen: I know you're shocked so I won't let you alone for any reasons, I don't care if it's 2 o'clock in the morning. I'm coming with you, at the hospital.. and I drive. Blaine, hurry up!"
Blaine smiled at his husband and whispered him a softly 'I love you' because he thought that this was the right thing to do. But, then, he remembered about Amy's eyes and the tears of Thomas and he started dressing up quickly
Blaine ran in the hospital and looked around in search of the children but he couldn't see them. In a few minutes felt someone holding his hand. He turned around and saw Kurt staring at something in his direction. Blaine followed his eyes and, then, I just wanted to die. Thomas had a bleeding lip a bandage on his hand and the eyes full of tears. Thomas was terrifying, he was broken but he still has hope burning inside of him. He was so beautiful. Blaine thought of beautiful and nice he was while he was holding strong his hand and his teddy bear. Blaine wanted to scream, he wanted to punch the person who did it to him. "Hi Tommy" said gently. The little boy tried a smile but his lip hurt to much to did that. Blaine took his in his arm and, the little boy put his head on the man's shoulder. "it's okay, honey, I'm here now" the young man could say just this maybe to calm down himself and Thomas.
Kurt went closer to them, he had tears in his eyes and a sad smile, the sad smile which just a person who knows what being abuse was like could have. He was trying to say something but someone got their attention. "Blaine?" Blaine saw Emma and asked her the only thing he wanted to know from her. "Where is Amy?" "surgery number two, I hope she will accept your help" Blaine looked at Thomas then at Kurt who looked him back nodded. "Tommy, I want you to know the most special guy in this world. Look" he told to the little boy while he was pointing Kurt who smiled nervously "he's Kurt and he'll stay with you because I must go to your sister" Thomas thought on it for a while then he moved his hands near Kurt and the boy took him in his arms. Blaine gave Kurt a little kiss and then went to the surgery.
In the surgery there where a nurse and Blaine told her to go away because I preferred to be alone. He looked round the room and found Amy sat under a desk on the floor. Blaine went closer to her "hey, honey" said carefully. Amy looked at him and, in that moment, he felt like it was better die. She had a livid on her eye, which was completely close, a big cut on the cheek, blood under her nose and on her mouth and a red sign on her neck, like they tried to no.. no Blaine couldn't think that. It could be possible, maybe it was just a dream a horrible dream.
Blaine took and breath, smiled and said: "Amy get out of here, ok? No one will ever hurt you, I'm here with you now." Amy shacked her head. Blaine didn't know what to do, he had to help her. So he did the only think he had in his mind: he moved his arms to cuddle her but she didn't let him do that. "Don't touch me" these were the very first words from Amy to Blaine. Those words were so wrong for a six years old girl. "Amy I won't hurt you and I won't let anyone to hurt you in the future." "I don't believe you." Amy stared at him coldly and, Blaine, though about how may person had already told that to her and didn't really care about her. So he thought about Kurt. When, at the high school, he thought he could lose him because two different school could separate them. But, Kurt, told him that thing and he believed in it. I believed in it because it was true, it was right. Because they were right and Amy was right as them.
"I'm never saying goodbye to you."
He said it with his sincerely and gently eyes he said it with all of his heart. He said it and it was true. The little girl didn't answer, she was just surprise. Maybe this doctor would be her prince and, maybe, he could save her form the bad people.
Amy stood up slowly and once she wasn't under the ask anymore she sat on the bed in the surgery. Blaine took a breath and stood up. He went closer to her with a smile started examinee her cuts.
Knock - knock.
"Come in" said Blaine while he was bandaging Amy's leg. The door opened and Thomas came in running , climbing on the bed and sitting next to his sister. A few seconds later Kurt came in too. "Hey.." said Blaine to him while he was finish with the bandage "What's happening?" "Blaine, you have to testimony" said Kurt softly "now?" "yes, if you finished. I can stay with them."
"No." Amy said, she had just started believing in Blaine how could she let someone else come in her life? "Amy, he's Kurt and he's my husband. He's a special person and I won't left you with someone I don't know, ok? I'll give Kurt my life. I believe in him." The little girl stared at him, she was just to scared to believe in someone else, she already had too much sadness in her life. Then Thomas got her attention touching her arm. She looked at him nodding. He ran to Kurt and hugged his leg. Amy took a breath, looked at her brother and just said "ok."
Was in that moment that, Blaine, saw his family for the first time. He saw Christmas, Birthday, parties and trips. And maybe he thought it from the beginning because those children steal his heart. But, in that moment, he was sure of it.
*okay, I don't like this translation but was the only way right form I found.
**And it's the same here.
So, this is the second chapter and this Sunday, at least, Monday I'll post the third. I swear!
Lily really loves you and I love you too. Btw if you want to read the fict in italian tell me and i'll give you the link. Bye –S.
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