I get home and go straight to the fridge and get out a refreshing Strawberry Blitz fruit punch and put it down on the table. I make myself comfy and get out my acting class book and my PearBook laptop dad got me earlier in the month.
I load straight up Word processer and I start writing a script of the top of my head.
I'm Ali, I am fourteen years old. I love to dance and I wish I can be a professional dancer when I am older and I also wish that I would dance in a music video for someone famous like Beyonce or even one direction. That would be amazing!
I just laugh every single time I read this. Just one year after I wrote this I became pregnant with my best friends boyfriend. Tim. He's a nice boy I guess. I was drunk. He was sober. I went in for a kiss and he didn't even stop me. What a great friend he is you know like he let me kiss him which led to more .Of course I never told BeBe (my best friend) she deserves happiness. Her parents split up and her mother died. Her father is trying so hard and she needs that extra support. Now I cant even look her in the eye when I say the babies father is some one night stand when I got drunk because it wasn't, It meant something to me but I guess that doesn't matter because Tim will never want to know my beautiful Adam.
DINGG DONGG DINGG DONGG.
"Alright, alright" I say shutting the lid to my laptop and putting it on the coffee table in front of the television set.
I open the door and it is Jade. Strange I thought.
"You need to help me. All I can think about is WHAT IF, WHAT IF" Jade says like she is going crazy.
"What if what?" I say trying to sound sympathetic.
"What if I had showed him how much I loved him instead of being this selfish cow. What if I hadn't had been so stupid you know?" Jade says. I am pretty sure I see tears about to running down her face.
"You loved him as much as you could." I say putting my hand on her shoulder but it just gets brushed off.
"You know nothing Tori Vega NOTHING AT ALL" Jade screams at me.
"You know what Jade, I am sick of you. You kept me up ALL night last night moaning about how much you are gonna miss him and how you wish that you could turn things around you miss school and now you are at my house, YOU ARENT EVEN MY FRIEND" I lash back at her and slam the door. I go back to where I was sitting and try and think of more to write for acting class. I just can't. What had Jade done which was so stupid? The questions just keep running through and through my head. Mum walks down the stairs and sits next to me.
"What was all that shouting and door slamming just?" Mum says.
"Oh just Jade's boyfriend drama as per" I say trying to crack a smile.
"Well I have to go pick Trina up for vocal class" Mum laughs. "I'll be back in about an hour because I promised her we'd stop off for some new boots for, do you want anything?" Mum asks standing up and heading for the door. I say no and she grabs her bag and goes.