"I'm Pregnant... Yes mom, you heard me right."

The weight lifted from my shoulders, finally getting those words out. Mom was so excited that she was going to be a grandma, she was laughing and crying at the same time. "Honey, that's fantastic news. Why do you need my help, have you told Christian?" Christian.. OH SHIT CHRISTIAN. I've kept him waiting, he'll be worried because i screamed. Maybe he clicked on, or maybe not. "Mom, i don't know how to. I mean, he told me he didn't want children and i just don't want to spring it on him... should i?". Listening to my mom's advice i began to feel more settled about telling him. Although she made me laugh and told me to tell him after we had sex. Well she knew i was pregnant, so she obviously knew i had done 'it'. She said because he would be happy, but with Christian's moods you never know what to expect.

I finished the conversation with my mom and headed back into the bedroom. He was on his cell. Work. Work, and more work. He doesn't know when to take a break. But again, i couldn't help but smile. As i stood at the doorway, he acknowledged my presence. I entered, closed the door behind me and locked it . My bra was still unclipped, i shrugged my shoulders and as the straps slid down my arms, and from under my shirt my bra fell to the floor. Christian's face lit up with gleem and dropped his cell on the floor, not giving a care of the world he got up from the bed and ran to me, picked me up again wrapping my legs around his hips. Maybe the seducing advice my mother gave to me would work. Why not, lets try it. I smiled and i felt his erection, there. He placed me gently on the bed. "I'll be gentle Ana. I promise".

Wow. He definetly was gentle about it, yet it was amazing. We lay under our sheets, naked. As you do. Skin to Skin. My head lay on his soft skinned chest and i could hear his heart beating fast, was that because of me or was it because i gave him a good time? I'm sticking with the first one.

"Christian?" quietly, i knew now was the time to tell him. "Ana, what's wrong?" That concerning and worried tone again, i hope he doesn't think he's hurt me. " Remember when my mom called i was just about to tell you something, when i asked you not to get mad?" Oh no. I'm finally doing this. at 4.12 a.m. " Ana, it's okay. Don't worry about it, it happens all the time." He removed me from his chest softly, sat up and slid himself to the side of the bed to get up. What happens all the time, you get girls pregnant? No, it can't be. He's controlling with the protection. He stood up, grabbing his robe at the corner of the room. " They always leave me, always, Ana, i thought you were different. I've given you my whole life, we committed to each other." He's lost me. Shit, Christian no i'm not leaving you. " Is it someone else Ana, aren't i good enough for you anymore?" i was startled, silent. I couldn't speak, i didn't know what to say. " Leave Ana, just get your things and go."

"Christian, please no you've got it wrong." Tears were streaming down my face.

"That's what they all say Ana, yet i did think you were different." He wasn't amused at the slightest and turned in disgust.

"Please, Christian. I love you."

"Ana, i wish i could say the same about you." As he said this, he walked towards the door. Unlocked it, and opened it. "Ana, Please. Just leave." Christian Grey, you selfish man. LET ME TALK!

"i'm pregnant, i'm pregnant.." Hysterically in tears, she whispers. Christian doesn't hear her and walks out the door closing it behind him.

It's now 5 a.m. My things were packed, although i would have to come back and collect more. Or maybe Christian will have someone send them over. I have to go to my Mom's, or Kate's. It's too early to be bothering them. i'll just check into a hotel. Grabbing my things i opened the door, and walked down to the living room. Christian was no where to be seen. I walked across to the kitchen where I seen an envelope with my name on it. It was his handwriting, i opened it and there was $2000. In cash, wow. It's not like him. There was a note too.

Ana,

I can't believe this is happened. I hope your happy with the man you are truly in love with. i will thank you for changing my life. Here is some money to help you get back to your mom. Have a wonderful life.

Christian.

I couldn't. I looked back to see if he was standing there like he usually would. Still no sight of him. She grabbed the note, took just $500 to help her at the hotel leaving the rest inside the envelope. Also leaving her wedding and engagement ring behind too. She walked out the door again looking behind her. Still no sign of him a tear fell down her face. she opened the door not looking back and closed it.

as she closed the door behind her, Christian appeared from behind, rolling down his face were the tears of heartbreak and pain.

We walked away, sobbing, into the darkness of his home.