It's been about 5 days now. I'm now staying at Kate's. I didn't bother going home to Mom, i love her with all my heart but her constant worrying would have me going insane. Kate's been wonderful, as of Elliot. Kate asked Elliot not to tell Christian of my whereabouts, and he has promised not to tell him. I called Kate that morning after checking into a hotel, she had insisted that I went and stayed with her. She and Elliot came to pick me up and take me back to their place, which is beautiful. I'm very proud of both of them, I love seeing Kate happy, and with Elliot. It's a whole new Kate. She doesn't know why i've moved out from Christian and my home, and she doesn't even know i'm pregnant. I haven't thought about telling her, Christian's on my mind every minute of every day and every night. I have to see him, let him here me out. I can't believe he thought i was in love with someone else, who? I don't know. I wonder what he could be doing right now. Maybe he's already found someone else. Forgotten about me already I guess, but I don't blame him.
It's still darkness at home. No one was around, you could literally hear a pin drop in the full house. Christian was lying in his bed, he hadn't moved from there from when Ana left. He had been up to go to the bathroom and then to the kitchen to get water and straight back into his room he went. He hadn't eaten and showered in days. He didn't see the point, he was lost without Ana. Christian had been crying, his face was flushed and his eyes were bloodshot. He looked at his cell, nothing from Ana. He still believes that Ana has another man, that Ana didn't love him. Christian was tired. Although he had been locked away in his bedroom for days he had not slept because his mind and thoughts were on over-drive and this was constant. It was 3.30 p.m. on a thursday but of course, Christian didn't seem to care. He grabbed his silk sheets and covered himself, he closed his big grey eyes hoping that he would just forget everything and fall into what he hoped was a relaxing deep sleep. His mind stopped over thinking, his body relaxed and he fell asleep, slowly..
"Christian, wake up baby". A soft, sweet voice whispered in his ear. Ana. His eyes opened as he heard his lovers voice.
"Ana, I'm sorry. I never ment what i said, please don't go now your back. Don't leave me". He said with such compassion, and in his arms, Ana finally lay into him.
"Leave you? Baby, i will never leave you. I'm staying right here, with you. Forever". Ana's voice with concern swept him away. Her head arose and turned to look him in the eyes. Her lips softly touched his, kissing him softly. Ana felt his smile as she touched his lips, she had gotten up slowly and placed herself on top of him.
Christian was ready, he had missed Ana so much. He grabbed her face gently and began to swipe his fingers down her face.
"Oh Ana. Baby. I've missed you so much".
.. Christian's eyes opened as his head lay on the pillow, he clicked onto what had happened. He gotten up quickly, and turned around to face the other side of the bed. No Ana. He could not believe this, that all of this was a dream. He turned back around and lay his head on his pillow again. He relaxed all of his muscles in his body and closed his eyes yet again. There was a knock on the bedroom door. Christian ignored it, possibly thinking it was Taylor. Taylor knew not to bother him, and so did Gale. He had given them the week off. He didn't need them. There was another know on the door.
"Go away". Christian's voice gave it all away, he couldn't be bothered with anyone.
The knock got louder.
"Christian..".
Without considering Christian's wishes, Elliot walked in without concern. Elliot could see that he hasn't showered, shaved or even eaten anything. Christian turned around and seen Elliot shake his head in disaproval.
"What do you want? leave me alone". Christian didn't care on how rude he was being. He was heartbroken.
" Get out of bed. I'm taking you out to mine for dinner. With Me and Kate. Now go get a shower, and shave. Christian, we can talk going over to my place ". Elliot had now taken over the role of Big Brother, he felt responsible for Christian. Without even arguing and fighting back with elliot, Christian does what he is told. Forgetting about Ana for a while might be what he needs. Spending time with Elliot and Kate might even do him the world of good. Although he knew nothing about Ana being at Kate and Elliots home.
At least half an hour later, Christian was ready. In one of his many grey suit, his shirt unbuttoned at the top. He had definetly cleaned himself up. He walks into the livingroom where Elliot was sitting on his cell, texting kate as always. As he noticed his brother, he stood up. Smiling as he approached him, he put his arms around Christian. Christian without hesitation does the same. Brotherly love. As the seperate they both head towards the door.
"Elliot, are you sure about this?". Christian stops in thought.
"Of course, your my brother and i'm here for you. Now c'mon, let's go and talk".
They both head towards the door.