That night Alois came in I guess I was really exhausted and didn't notice. Oswn came in to wake me as she usually did; except I felt the bed move and I heard light whispering. The door opened and closed afterwards I fell back asleep.
"Rosalie, come on let's go" I heard Ciel say hazily. I didn't really know what was going on was this a dream or was this reality, I followed Ciel closely as we ran, he turned around and smiled just like he used to when we were children. He hugged me and lifted me into his arms. I had my hands on his face, we were sopping wet and I was in a very revealing swimsuit. He held me in his arms and I leaned in and kissed his lips. Why was I dreaming about Ciel, or was this really a dream, maybe we were on our date, I don't remember much of being picked up so this must be a dream. It was just as it had been last night, we were kissing and we heard a loud crash downstairs. Reality felt as if it were rushing at me like a herd of angry horses. What was happening to me? We were kissing and the scene changed we were completely dry maybe this is reality and maybe I was dreaming I was on the beach with Ciel, we were lying in the bed but no crash, we just sat there kissing. I was confused; what was happening what was going on? Those were just two questions running through my head. I was blushing and so was Ciel, he tugged on the ribbon that was holding up my dress; it came untied and he pulled it out. Ciel helped me out of my dress and it lie on the floor. We turned so I was lying on top of him; I unbuttoned his jacket and shirt. He opened his eyes and fidgeted with the button on his pants. I moved down his body and undid the button and unzipped his pants with my teeth. We removed his pants and threw them on the pile of clothes lying on the floor.
"Ciel," I whispered. He hides a smile and blushes.
"What is it my love?" He replied.
"Are you ready?" I asked taking off my underwear. His face went completely red.
"Yes," He said not looking away. We peeled off his last layer of clothing and we crawled under the covers. He lay on top of me and blushed; I looked into both of his eyes. His mark was dominant over the darkness of the room. "Rosalie… Are you ready?" He asked looking into my eyes. I smiled and felt my face heat up.
"Yes," I replied. "I'm ready for whatever Ciel! You're my dance partner, you lead and I'll follow okay?" I felt the sweat bead off my forehead under the heat of his body.
"Okay, I hope I don't hurt you," He remarked.
"Don't worry, you won't just hurry, I'm ready Ciel, I'm ready for it… for you," I said. I just realized what was happening, and I was dreaming, I blushed slightly and pain came across my whole body. I let out a slight moan of pain. His marked eye shook as if he were scared; he stopped what he was doing.
"Are you okay does it hurt?" He asked.
"Ciel I'm fine keep doing it it feels nice." I smiled and more sweat beaded off of my forehead.
"Okay," he said, sounding more worried. "Are you sure your okay I'll stop if it hurts." I shook my head and his eyes stopped shaking. And he went back to doing what he was doing. He kisses me while he's slowly going at it. I knew exactly what was happening, but was this really a dream I'm sure it is and if it is but this is the one dream I don't want to be awaken from. I let out another moan and a tear streaked down my face. Ciel knew what was happening and stopped; he got off of me and stuck two of his fingers in his mouth. "This should be easier," he said happily. I nodded and He put his fingers in me I closed my eyes and grabbed the sheets.
"C-Ciel, i-is this your first time?" I asked.
"No, they took advantage of me when I worked for the Noah's Ark Circus," He replied. "I learned so much from there about how to pleasure any woman." We blushed. I blinked and winced, I closed my left eye and Ciel stared at me. "It'll only hurt for a second." Ciel said slightly. I relaxed and the pain went away. Ciel smiled. "See no more pain is there?" He asked.
"No, there's no pain at all, I trust you Ciel, I know that you won't hurt me intentionally," I replied.
"Good then do you want me to get back to what I was doing before?" He asked flirtatiously. I blushed and nodded quickly. This is real; it has to be I want it to be real.
"Ciel it's too tight," I winced. He kept going.
"Relax, and you'll be fine please I want to finish nothing's going to stop me unless you ask," Ciel said. I nodded and relaxed my whole body. He looked at me and smiled. "Am I doing a good job Rosie?" He asked. I stared into his eyes, I swallowed hard.
"Yes, you are doing a very good job please keep going Oswn told me it always hurts the first time," I answered. Ciel looked at me and smiled. We shared another look and I grabbed his back and moaned. "Oh Ciel, yes yes! Keep going it feels so good." I moaned. Ciel looked at me my eyes were shut and noises escaped from my open mouth. I felt slight pinching as he continued. I couldn't help it my face was red and I was thoroughly enjoying it. Ciel looked down at me. I was holding the bed sheets in one hand and tightening my grip on his back with the other. Ciel smiled and he knew I was enjoying myself. I was thinking about the pleasure of this and he stopped. I looked up at him and gave him a weird look. Suddenly Ciel's face morphed into something different. His eyes changed they went from dark blue to white Blue like Alois' He smiled. And I was shaken into reality.
"Rosalie Why are you Calling me Ciel, It's Alois!" He looked at me and I jolted forward.
"M-Milady Wake up, please your Scaring me wake up!" Oswn shook me back into reality. I felt the sweat bead off my forehead gasping for air I held my chest. My breathing steadied. "Milady are you okay? You seemed like you were having a wonderful dream but then about fifteen minutes ago you started to move around as if you were having a nightmare. Is everything okay? What happened in your dream?" She asked with a worried look.
"I-I don't know at first I was having the time of my life with Ciel and then Ciel turned into Alois, I'm confused about this Oswn, What does this mean?"I answered.
"What happened? What do you mean by you were having the time of your life?" Oswn asked, with a worried look.
"Well You know how when two people love each other that they usually express it in a very… well sensual way? Well you could say it doesn't get any more sensual then what happened in my dream. But at first it was between Ciel and I but then Ciel turned into Alois and it was just confusing" I said, hoarsely. What did that dream mean, was I really with Alois that whole time or was I with Ciel? So many questions that need answering, there's only one thing to do; I must talk to Ciel about my dream! I thought. "Oswn is Ciel here I need to talk to him?"
"Well yes, he's here, but shouldn't you talk to Earl Trancy as well? If your dream was really that, dare I say sexual maybe?" She answered.
"Yes Sexual, that's exactly what I was thinking but Ciel is more important for me to talk to right at this very moment now can you bring him up please!" I coughed heavily.
"Milady are you okay?!" She asked, with another worried look. I coughed and coughed I nodded and shooed her away.
"Go get Ciel!" I coughed. She ran out of the room and ran downstairs.
"Lord Phantomhive, the princess wishes to have a word with you," She said frantically. Ciel pushed away from the table and followed Oswn in my bedroom.
"Rosalie are you alright!" He asked, frantically. I nodded and patted the bed beside me. He came and sat down. He gave me a warm and inviting look, but his eyes shook with fright and worry.
"Are you sure you okay, I came to make sure you were, you see Oswn was talking to Sebastian today about you and she said that you were in poor condition I blame myself, I made you run off outside and it's November I shouldn't have done something so stupid, I shouldn't have made you upset like I did last night. I ordered Sebastian to bring me here; he couldn't stay though I have company coming to my manor tonight so he had to make sure that Barderoy, Finnian, and Mey-Rin are on their very best behaviour," He said; his face started to get a bit red. I smiled and started to stare at my feet. I noticed that Ciel was holding his left side.
"Ciel what happened?" I asked, with a worried look. He shook his head as if he were denying he was hurt; he smiled slightly.
"It's nothing Rosie don't worry about me, worry about your own health." I could tell he was in pain. His stubbornness always got the best of him I smacked his hand from his side and lifted his shirt.
"Ciel Earl Phantomhive! Tell me who did this to you right this instant!" I used a cold harsh tone, I never would have thought I'd be capable of possessing. I glared at him and he finally gave in.
"Fine, it was Alois he was practicing fencing and when I walked in he threw the sword at me. It cut my jacket, my shirt, and me. He glared at me and Said these exact words, 'I thought I told you to stay away from Rosalie you hound, now die!' and then he threw his sword at me." Ciel said.
I got out of bed and stomped downstairs. I looked at Alois who was looking at the sword and contemplating whether or not he did the right thing. He smiled slightly when he saw me. Alois walked over to me and hugged me. I pushed him away and glared into his soft inviting ice blue eyes.
"How dare you stab a guest of mine, I'm supposed to be offering hospitality as the queen's granddaughter I'm supposed to be very welcoming and because someone who likes me walks in that doesn't give you the right to throw your sword at him you jerk!" I screamed. I coughed heavily and used the table to balance myself.
"Nothing happened I didn't cut him he's lying to you Rose, can't you see that!? Look at him Rosalie you'd think that if I would've cut him, you'd think that he'd be limping? Alois replied. I thought for a minute, he had a point, if Ciel was hurt he would be limping because not even Ciel is that strong!
"Alois you're lying! I checked under Ciel's shirt, he's bleeding!" I yelled with an angry face.
"Rose I am not lying to you; he is the one lying! I never cut him; please you have to believe me Rosie!" He begged as if he were on the precipice of tears.
"Oswn, will you please show Earl Trancy the door?" I asked. Oswn grabbed Alois' arm he then slapped her across the face. Oswn dropped to the floor and stared up at him for a minute she then turned to me, I looked at her and realized that she had a red mark on her face from the slap.
"How dare you slap a woman?" I screamed as my face twisted with anger.
"Because I can do what I want to-." And before he could finish Alastair picked him up by the collar of his coat rushed him out the door. Alastair ran back to see if Oswn was alright.
"Are you okay Oswn? " He asked collecting her off the floor.
"Yes I am okay, it was just a slap nothing more," Oswn replied.
"Alastair I order you to go fix Ciel's cut!" I started coughing again. I looked at Alastair and then to Ciel I opened my left eye. "And that's an order." I coughed heavily again. Alastair picked up Ciel and walked to my bedroom.
"Hey Rosie," Anthony said.
"Hi Anthony," I replied hoarsely.
"I'll go call a doctor!" he called turning around I glared at Anthony and Oswn gave me another worried look.
"Okay that's the fourth time today you've given me that look, what the hell is wrong with you!?" I shouted and started coughing again.
"Milady, you should be in bed, I'm sure that you have a cold, you can't risk getting any worse than what you are please go lie down!" she begged. I looked at her.
"Go make me some tea, I'll take… Lady Grey," I ordered. I stuck out my tongue revealing the small pink and purple mark. Her eyes went Pink and she bowed.
"Yes, your highness," She purred and exited the grand hall. I stumbled up the stairs, and collapsed in my chair in my drawing room. I throw my head into my arms.
I'm so exhausted, I want this day to be over I sighed heavily. Alastair walked in with a cart that had my tea and dessert on it.
"My lady, Are you okay you seem distant," He said with a concerned look. I looked up at him and slammed my head against the desk once more. I sighed heavily and nodded.
"I'm fine I'm just sick nonetheless I still have much work to do have you finished with Ciel, can I talk to him please!" I asked. He smiled and put the tea in front of me on the desk.
"I've taken the preparations for your afternoon dessert into my own hands. I hope you didn't mind the wait my young princess," He exclaimed, with a slight bow.
"Alastair you didn't answer my question can I nor can't I see Ciel!" I begged.
He smiled. "Yes Milady don't worry yourself to much about him, you must worry about your health." He said. I stood up and walked passed him and headed out the door. I sluggishly stumbled down the hall; I opened the door to my room and saw Ciel lying on the bed. I coughed heavily and flashed him a real smile.
"Hey are you okay Ciel," I asked. He glanced at me and smiled.
"I'm fine come on and lie down with Me." He replied. I walked over to him and lay down beside him and I fell asleep in his arms.
Ciel looked at me while I slept he held me in his arms he gently shook me to try and wake me.
"Rosie, Rosie are you awake I have to tell you something important, please wake up." He said. I blinked my eyes into focus and rubbed the sleep from them.
"I'm awake now, what time is it? I asked.
"I'm not sure but I was feeling guilty I don't want you to get mad about this but… Alois never stabbed me or cut me or anything, I did it to protect you! You're way better off with me than him I'm sorry Rosie please don't get mad at me! Please!"
"So you mean to tell me you lied straight to my face to protect me! Ciel Phantomhive, never have I been more disappointed in you than I am now! Get out of my sight! I never want to see you again!" I screamed at him.
"Rose I'm sorry; please forgive me I'm sorry I never meant any harm by this, Rosie!" He pleaded. He put his hands up to my face caringly. I glared at him and swatted his hand before he could touch me.
"I THOUGHT I SAID TO GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!" I screamed. I coughed heavily and saw the tears run down his face. He gave me the sad look he used to give me when we were children.
"I'll go, I'm sorry Rosie, I'll leave you to get better, maybe once you do you'll come to your senses, once you do come find me, I will always Love you Rosie!"
"Don't call me that! It's Lady Clark to you, that's what liars have to call me," I cried. Ciel left and I broke down in tears. Oswn wasn't here to comfort me for once. Anthony watched Ciel walk by crying he didn't ask he just pretended to be sleeping. He watched the front door open and close. Anthony ran down the hall and into my room.
"Rose what happened!" Anthony asked with a worried look. "What's wrong with Earl Phantomhive Why was he crying; did you two have a fight?"
I looked at my older brother and began to sob. He ran over to me and held me while I cried. Anthony tried to calm me down, the more he tried the harder I cried. Anthony looked at me. My sobs came in slow shuddered breaths. Anthony looked into my icy blue eyes and smiled.
"Are you ready to explain to me what that was all about, Rose?" He asked.
"Yes I suppose so I guess I'm ready to tell you, you know how Ciel got cut by Alois well nothing actually happened I should have listened to Alois, I feel so stupid, I'm a moron Anthony, I should have known better than to believe Ciel, I should have known better. I'm so stupid Anthony!" I exclaimed. "I'm always so happy when I'm with Alois, and I know that I'll always be happy with Alois I-I just He just makes me feel like the princess I am, and whenever he's with me. He just makes me smile and he never lies to me, I don't know what it is I like about Ciel. Maybe it's the fact that it's illicit love. I don't know Anthony, Who do I choose?" I replied.
"Just go with whoever you think is right for you I want you to be happy, I don't like Alois, but if you love him as much as you say you do than I'm happy, that's all there is to it!" Anthony said. "I'd like to see you choose Ciel, but if it means you won't be happy than I guess I have nothing but to be able to see my baby sister happy, and that's more than what I can say or do." Anthony replied. I smiled at him, and put my head on his shoulder.
"I wish it wasn't so confusing Anthony, I just wish that someone like you or Richard would sweep me off my feet," I said with a slight smirk.
"Well Rosie, I know what you have to do! You have to go visit Earl Trancy!"
"I agree," My voice stiffened. "Anthony, go prepare a carriage!" Anthony stood up, and gave me a slight bow and left me to meditate over whether I was making a good judgment, or not. I sat in my room for ten minutes waiting when Richard came in dressed in a very nice suit. I looked at him and stared mouth open.
"M-My lady are you okay?"
"I can't help but not stare, Richard you look… stunning"
"Thank you my lady are you ready to go visit with the Earl of Trancy?" He asked. I closed my mouth and smiled a seemingly real smile. I stood up and nodded. I'm such a moron for kicking him out I should have listened to him, I'm so stupid what's he going to do when he sees me? How is he going to react, is he going to be angry or happy that I've come to my senses Oh Alois I wish you were the kind of guy I could rely on to never be mad at me but how will you react? I kept asking myself these questions as Richard takes me to the carriage. I walk out of my mansion and my older brother opens the door and holds his hand out to help me in; I step in and Anthony follows. I smile at my brother and I stare at him from across the carriage, where was Oswn, she never came when I called so Sephronia had to help me get dressed. I hadn't realized the fact that carriage had already started to move.
"You know Rose, Richard likes you," Anthony stated.
"If only someone like him would sweep me off my feet, that would be the day," I sighed heavily. "That would be the only thing I want for Christmas, to not have to fight to choose, and to be able to see mother and father… Oh Anthony, I saw them the day they died. I watched them die I heard two gunshots, two, and they collapsed. I stared at them and I watched the tears roll down mother's face. you just can't un-see something like that, and now with all this stress of trying to keep a relationship with both guys, only one can I choose yet I love them both, I want to please everyone but I can't Anthony look at me and tell me, who I should choose, Anthony what should I do?" I asked
My brother stared at me. "Rose you should choose whoever you love the most the one you want to spend your life with, I'm not going to tell you who you should but I think you would be happier with Ciel, I don't like Alois, I'm sorry sis, but you would be better off with Ciel, I'm sorry Rose, but you are." I wiped the tears I was crying and Anthony handed me a handkerchief I put my head on the glass window and watched the passing scenery, "Do you want me to tell Richard to sweep you off your feet?" he asked.
"Ha ha, no Anthony that's not how it works I am a noble, and nobles marry other nobles, My life may not be played by the books, but I will play it the way that makes my family the happiest. I keep the fact you're my brother to myself and the people in Clark manor simply because I do not want to lose you Anthony, and maybe the people who killed our parents want to wipe out the Clark family completely." I said, with worry.
"But he loves you Rose," Anthony replied.
"And I love Poochie but I can't marry her!" I snapped. Anthony shut his mouth and was quiet the rest of the ride.
"I-I think we're here," Anthony said, with a slight smile. The carriage came to a rolling stop. Anthony opened the door and got out. He extended his arm and helped me out. I walked up to the door and noticed the carriage take off down the path. I sighed and waited for fifteen minutes contemplating whether I should knock or not. I am Lady Rosalie Alicia Leanne Clark I am a princess, and I will knock on this door! I reached for the doorknocker and began knocking. I sighed. Well let's see how this works out. The door opened and Alois looked at me.
"Happy Birthday, Alois, I'm sorry I should have listened to you, won't you forgive me?" I asked. He smiled at me and he gave me an inviting look.
"Oh Rose I thought I had lost you to a liar!" He said with a smile. "Come in please, you look frigid, it must be below zero, what are you doing how long have you been waiting I'll take you to the dining room to have tea to warm you up."
"Alois, you don't have to do that, but I could use the bath room and we can have a nice hot bath," I gave him a slight smirk. "Well if you still want to be seen with me that is,"
"Oh Rose, of course" He put his hand on my shoulder going to give me a hug. "Let's go, your chilled right to the bone, Why are you so cold?" He asked again. I fell into his chest. "CLAUDE! PREPARE A HOT BATH NOW! THAT'S AN ORDER!" He screamed. He tried to shake me awake. "Rosie wake up, please! Wake up!" he screamed. He heard my breathing and calmed down a bit. He picked me up and carried me upstairs, "You look so sweet like that just how we used to act when we were kids, Oh Rose, I want you to choose me so much, but I know you won't but there's always today, don't worry about the future just worry about today," He smiled. I had my thumb up to my mouth and I was smiling. He walked into the bathroom and Hannah stood there looking at the floor, Hannah helped Alois out of my clothing so that I could get in the bath tub. Alois handed me over to Timber who stood there to be of any assistance he could be. Alois got undressed and took me back and he stepped into the deep bath tub.
"Hey there sunshine," He said with a smile. My body was heating up and I looked up at Alois. I blinked a few times to try and focus; I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes, and blushed when I saw Alois. I looked up into his eyes and he pressed his lips against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I realized my dream was coming true, the dream I had last night, it was coming true there was only one thing different I was with Alois, not Ciel. But maybe I was with Alois the whole time and I thought I was with Ciel, Oh well not time to argue.
"Wanna get out Alois? I think it's time to warm up a different way," I said, biting down on my thumbnail. Alois nodded and we stepped out of the tub and wrapped towels around ourselves and ran into his room. I slammed the door behind me and he locked it. He crawled onto the bed and smiled. I walked over beside the bed. "Like I said earlier, happy birthday Alois Trancy, all you need now is a bow an -" Alois kissed me cutting me off. I smiled I could completely be myself with him and I was about to have sex with a guy I really cared about. Alois I want you but give me some more time, in due time Alois darling, I will choose you I know I will I have to right?
Alois kissed my neck and breathed in my ear heavily. A slight moan escaped from my mouth and I grabbed a hold of Alois back. He smiled and we both blushed. "Rosalie, come on let's go, let's do this" I heard Alois say hazily. I knew exactly what was going on this was reality, He held me in his arms and I leaned in and kissed his lips. I was with Alois, and I was glad, this was really real; I wasn't dreaming. It was just as it had been last night in my dream. We were kissing we just sat there kissing. I had nothing rushing through my thoughts. I was blushing and so was Alois
"Alois," I whispered. He hides a smile and blushes.
"What is it my love?" He replied.
"Are you ready?" I asked taking off my towel. His face went completely red.
"Yes," He said not looking away. We crawled under the covers. He lay on top of me and blushed; I looked into his icy cool blue eyes, and smiled. "Rosalie… Are you ready?" He asked looking into my eyes. I smiled and felt my face heat up.
"Yes," I replied. "I'm ready for whatever Alois! You're my dance partner, you lead and I'll follow okay?" I felt the sweat bead off my forehead under the heat of his body. Things were just as it was in my dream the night before, every word the exact same!
"Okay, I hope I don't hurt you," He remarked.
"Don't worry, you won't just hurry, I'm ready Alois, I'm ready for it… for you," I said. This was really happening this was really happening, I blushed slightly and pain came across my whole body. I let out a slight moan. His eyes shook as if he were scared; he stopped what he was doing.
"Are you okay does it hurt?" He asked.
"Alois I'm fine keep doing it it feels nice." I smiled and more sweat beaded off of my forehead.
"Okay," he said, sounding more worried. "Are you sure your okay I'll stop if it hurts." I shook my head and his eyes stopped shaking. And he went back to doing what he was doing. He kisses me while he's slowly going at it. I knew exactly what was happening, I let out another moan and a tear streaked down my face. Alois knew what was happening and stopped; he got off of me and stuck two of his fingers in his mouth. "This should be a lot better," he said happily. I nodded and He put his fingers in me I closed my eyes and grabbed the sheets.
"Alois, i-is this your first time?" I asked.
"N-No I was a slave, a sex slave, I was forced to do it I had no choice, I had to I never wanted it, but with you in mind I knew that I would keep going, I love you Rosalie, I love you with all of my heart!" He replied. We blushed. I blinked and winced, I closed my eyes and Alois stared at me. "It'll only hurt for a second." Alois said slightly. I relaxed and the pain went away. Alois smiled. "See no more pain is there?" He asked.
"No, there's no pain at all, I trust you Alois, I know that you won't hurt me intentionally," I replied.
"Good then do you want me to get back to what I was doing before?" He asked flirtatiously. I blushed and nodded quickly. This WAS real, I'm glad it was I wanted my first to be with someone I truly loved. With a guy I cared about.
"A-Alois it's too tight," I winced. He kept going.
"Relax, and you'll be fine please I want to finish nothing's going to stop me unless you ask," Alois said. I nodded and relaxed my whole body. He looked at me and smiled. "Am I doing a good job Rosie?" He asked. I stared into his eyes, I swallowed hard.
"Yes, you are doing a very good job please keep going Oswn told me it always hurts the first time," I answered. Alois looked at me and smiled. We shared another look and I grabbed his back and moaned. "Oh Alois, yes yes! Keep going it feels so good." I moaned. Alois looked at me my eyes were shut and noises escaped from my open mouth. I felt slight pinching as he continued. I couldn't help it my face was red and I was thoroughly enjoying myself. Alois looked down at me. I was holding the bed sheets in one hand and tightening my grip on his back with the other. He smiled and he knew I was enjoying myself. That night, I never returned home; I spent the night with Alois at Trancy Manor!