Warren pulled himself away from the warmth of the bed. Just because it was Sunday didn't mean he could lay in bed all day. "You hungry?" Warren asked standing. Will looked down at the blanket and picked at a loose thread, anything so he didn't have to look at a very naked Warren. Why couldn't he remember anything, would he eventually remember it like he had everything else he had remembered? Exactly what had happened? Why were they both naked?
Will shook his head. The way his stomach was flipping he doubted he could even touch anything that Warren made. Right now he needed to figure out what these feelings were. I'm not gay. Will told himself. He repeated it inside his head a thousand times. It was like saying it made it true. Then why did he want Warren to kiss him.
"You know what we talked about last night." Warren said picking up his pants. "I'm going to help you get better. But I can't do that if you don't let me." He said pulling them on.
"Actually I don't remember. I don't remember anything. Bits and pieces are coming back but for the most part I'm completely clueless about what happened." Will said with a sigh.
Warren paused before picking up his shirt and pulling it over his head. Will didn't remember anything. They had made so much progress. They had talked about so much, made so much ground. And he didn't remember any of it, bits and pieces would do them no good. He had to remember everything. He had to remember this. Warren had waited so long for it to happen and after it finally had it was all gone.
Will finally looked up. Warren was just finishing with the top button of his shirt. It broke Wills heart when he turned around. Warren looked so sad, clearly something major had happened and Will just didn't remember. "It's alright." Warren said with a small smile. He was upset but no need to let that interfere. "I'll go on downstairs and get some breakfast started. You can come on down whenever you get dressed." He leaned over not really thinking about it and pressed his lips to Wills. Warren pulled back and sped out of the room. 'He doesn't remember anything you idiot.' He harshly told himself.
Down in the kitchen he took his frustration out on the pots and pans hanging on hooks against the wall. His fist became a ball of fire and he had to resist the urge to throw it. A fire right now would do him no good. Instead he banged them loudly. After a few minutes he felt much better. He grabbed a large nonstick skillet. He went to his refrigerator and gathered ingredients. Pancakes. Pancakes always made him feel better. Maybe Will would remember more once his stomach was full.
He had just finished the first couple when Will timidly stepped into the kitchen. "Hey." Warren said brightly placing the heavenly smelling pancakes on the table. "I made pancakes." Warren said. 'Way to go captain obvious. Clearly these are pancakes.'
Will nodded sitting at the table. Warren returned to the stove and slid the next few out of the pan before turning the stove top off. "You want some juice or something?" Warren asked setting his own plate across from Will. Will shook his head and toyed with his fork.
"I bet you're pretty confused right now huh?" Warren asked pouring a heavy amount of syrup over his pancakes. It was like a syrup ocean. Will tried but the words just wouldn't come. He nodded again. "What do you remember? We'll go from there." Warren said stabbing a piece of pancake.
Will didn't want to say it. Saying it made it real, if he didn't say it it didn't happen and he could just forget about it. He could forget about all the unwanted emotions involved with it.
Warren could see that Will was struggling. "It's okay. I already know everything that happened; you don't have to be afraid." He said patting Wills hand. "I'm just here to clarify what you remember." Will looked down at his plate. "The last thing I remember is me kissing you back."
Warren didn't know whether to be relieved or more saddened by the confession. At least Will remembered that much, but there was still so much that he didn't.
"Okay we can work from there." Warren said pushing the half eaten plate of pancakes away from him. "Um we came in here and we talked about some stuff."
(Slight Pov Change)
"You're going to have to help me out here I told can't remember anything." Will said this whole thing frustrated him. "Um, we talked about Layla dumping you, and what happened after that." Warren told him. "Um huh." Will said nodding. It was blurry but it was slowly coming back.
"Everything'll be okay." Warren said patting my back. "You want to tell me what all's been going on. It'll make you feel better." I stared at him like he had grown a second head. "I promise it will."
I shook my head. "Come on if we're going to get things back to normal we need to work all the way back first." Warren insisted.
"Alright." I finally caved. "She used me." I didn't want to tell this, I'd been holding it inside for so long.
"She used you? How?" Warren asked. I know it sounded crazy. If I hadn't been the one to go through it I'd be asking the same thing. "I never thought she'd do it, but she used me to climb the social ladder. After showing everyone her powers she didn't need me anymore."
"And that's what caused all this?" Warren asked. It sounded silly that something like this caused me to have such a huge melt down. "I just felt so used after Layla left me. I felt useless."
"Why did you let it get so bad?" Warren asked me. Honestly I didn't know the answer to that. "At first I thought if she saw how much she was hurting me that she'd come back. After realizing that wasn't the case I just sort of let go and things just kept getting worse and worse." I explained.
Warren nodded.
"You had a glass of orange juice. I thought it would make you feel better." Warren told me. "I hate orange juice." I said making a face. Orange juice was disgusting. It was all pulpy and citrusy. "Yeah I know you told me." Warren said smiling.
"I hate orange juice." I said glaring at the glass Warren sat down in front of me. "Just drink it." Warren said laughing. "What? Orange juice is gross."
"And then….then we…" Warren started but quickly cut himself off. "What?" Will asked. What could be so bad that he would hide it? "You sure you want to know?" He asked. Uh oh, something so bad he thought that I wouldn't want to know. Will nodded his head. If he was going to figure out what had happened and untangle all lf the jumbled emotions he had to know.
"We talked about us." Warren said fiddling with his fork. "Okay. What's so bad about us?" Will joked. "We talked about us. What we are, what we want to be, what we're going to be." Warren said stuffing another piece of pancake into his mouth. "And?" Will asked.
"You know I really didn't mean to kiss you." Warren told me. "And I'm sure you didn't mean to kiss me back." He got up and put my half full orange juice glass in the sink. "No, I wanted to." I said defending my action. "You're just confused Will." Warren said leaning against the sink. "You're just making it worse by saying that."
"I'm not making anything worse. It's the truth." I replied. "I really like you." Warren said suddenly. That surprised me. I hadn't expected to hear it. "I have for a long time now. " He continued. "And you think that me liking you back is going to make things worse?" I asked standing up. "You don't like me Will. I feel awful about it I shouldn't have taken advantage of you and now your confused."
I took a step forward and thought about what I was about to do. "If I didn't like you would I do this?" I asked taking another step toward him. He looked confused. I didn't give him any time to ask what I was about to do. I pressed myself up against him. "What are you doing?" Warren asked trying to push me away. Luckily I was stronger with my super strength. "I thought I was supposed to be the dumb jock." I said before pressing my lips against his. He stopped trying to push me away. He stood frozen and I took the opportunity to kiss him again. "You're just playing with me." Warren argued once again trying to push me away. "Really I'm not." I pressed against him more. He could argue all he wanted but I could tell he liked it. He had already told me that he had feelings for me, plus Warren Jr. was all happy. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Don't you dare…" He complained. I leaned in again this time taking advantage of his open mouth. I brushed my tongue over his and he quickly gave up trying to fight. He wrapped his arms around my waist. They were warm; not uncomfortably so but just right. "So what are we?" I asked
"So do you remember? I'd be rather embarrassed if I had to explain what happened?" Warren asked picking up my uneaten plate of pancakes and putting it in sink. Will was starting to realize that this was something Warren did when he was trying to avoid talking about something.
"So what are we?" Will asked. "What do you mean what are we?" He asked. "What are we, are we dating or what?" Will asked. "Uh yeah." Warren replied. "I mean if you still want to that is." He quickly added. Will nodded. He didn't really know what to say.
"So what happened after that?" Will asked. Nothing else was coming back. "We talked some more. It was late and you weren't hungry so we decided that you'd just stay here."
"I kinda figured that out when I woke up here." WIll said. Then He remembered exactly how He had woken up this morning, how Warren was when he woke up. "Whoa wait a minute we didn't did we?" Will asked. All the signs lead to them sleeping together.
(POV switch to Warren.)
He didn't remember anything else, the most important thing that happened and he didn't remember it. "No." I lied. It broke my heart to say it, but he wasn't ready to know that we had slept together. He didn't remember it and our relationship was just starting out. "Nothing like that you were out as soon as you hit the pillow."
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I haven't updated this in awhile and my Avengers FF has not been updated even longer. It's just crazy with school. I don't get much time to sit down and plan and type.
