Not had a case today, spent all day catching up on paper work and chatting to Maura.

She looked amazing today, she had a blue dress on it was really pretty. she always looks gorgeous.

i love her, really i do, shes such an inspiring woman look how much she has acheved, she hasnt had an easy life, with Paddy and Hope, but she has found her familt now, me and my mum, frankie and Frost and Korsak were all family.I dont know what i would do if something happened to her.

i have never felt like this before, not even with Casey or Dean. i love how she knows everything and her pointless facts. she has helped me be in this mans world in my job as the only woman i talk to regularly.

Maura is stunning,clever and special , she is a once in a lifetime woman.

its now or never.

I'm going to tell her.

Jane