Sorry, it's been a long time and I wrote this awile back, but forgot to upload it. Anyways, here we go, the finale :)
Sian approached me again. I still looked out the window, my mind going into overdrive
"Listen Sian, we can't keep going like this. Us sleeping together is not possible any longer" I tried to sound convinced, but failed miserably.
I didn't dare to turn around and look her in the eyes, she would have easily found out that that's not what I really wanted.
"Why? What's wrong with that? I thought you enjoyed it as much as I do?" Her voice gave away how hurt she felt right in this moment.
I was the cause of that and it hurt me deep down.
"It just doesn't feel right anymore. I don't want to keep going"
Not even my dumb sister Rosie would have believed me the way I said it.
Suddenly Sian spun me around, just like this night when we slept together for the first time. Her body pressed into me I could feel her hot breath on my face. My heart started to beat faster immediately.
She crashed her lips forcefully on my own. I responded after hesitating for a second. As fast as the kiss began it ended
"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't want me as much as I want you right now, Sophie…Tell me" I couldn't stand her look.
I tried to escape, it was hopeless she gripped me tightly.
Her gaze captured mine. I looked away. I stayed silent.
"Why can't you be brave, only one time, Sophie Webster?"
With tears in her eyes she turned and left. Shutting the door loudly.
With that Sian was gone.
Damn, she was so right, why did I have to be such a coward?
There was something in her eyes when she said her last sentence.
Maybe love? Could it be possible that she felt the same way about me?
Man up, Webster! Like Sian said, be brave for once!...
The storm still smashed loudly outside the window.
Sian was outside, walking through the rain, alone.
General POV:
Immediately Sophie sprinted towards the door, out onto the streets.
It was raining cats and dogs, in her hurry she hadn't bothered to put on a jacket, therefore she was only dressed in a white top and some tight jeans shorts, that clung to her body now that she was soaked after only a few seconds.
She spotted Sian walking in the distance and ran after her.
Sophie POV:
She must be freezing…oh god she is beautiful.
As I was nearly 50 meters away I shouted "Sian" and she stopped dead in her tracks. I ran past her to stand in front of her.
"Please, listen to me…"
"What is it, Sophie? Finally found the strength to tell me, ay?"
"Sian, what you asked me earlier, if I didn't want you anymore…my answer, it was a lie…"
"I know" she looked certain but at the same time so fragile.
I took a step further to her, standing in her personal space.
She didn't get away, like I supposed she would after me lieing to her earlier.
"We can't keep going like this, because…" I saw again the look of hurt on her face and my heart broke all over again.
I stood there speechless again.
"Why?" Anger was visible on her features.
"Why Sophie? Why don't you want me anymore?" Her voice got louder.
Oh damn, now or never, Sophie… I thought.
"That's exactly the point, Sian. I want you so bad. I always do.
Every moment of the day.
In the morning when I wake up, I want you to be the person I see when I open my eyes.
In the evening when I close my eyes I want you to be the person who snuggles into me, the last one I see before I fall asleep…But..But…
But it hurts me to know that the only thing you want from me is sex…"
Finally I confessed, I couldn't take it anymore. I had to get it all out.
"I can't keep going, because I can't take not having you fully. It hurts me too much…"
As realization hit her she loosened her grip on me and I walked a few steps away. Turning away from her, afraid to see her rejection I got on
"Something's changed…" Still with my back towards her I heard her
"That's why you distanced yourself from me?" I nodded with tears forming behind my eyelids.
I turned around trying to be brave and face the truth.
"I'm…" She silenced me with a mind-blowing kiss wearing a huge smile on her face.
It was magical.
She grabbed my neck and pressed herself into me.
I put my hands on her waist.
Amazing… I didn't want this to end.
I savored the feeling of her touch on me.
Suddenly I heard her angelic voice saying the most unexpected words
"Sophie Webster, you silly geek, I have fallen for you a long time ago.
I can't believe you never realized what was right in front of you"
Dumbfounded and shocked could perfectly express the way I felt in this moment. Immediately a wide smile spread over my face.
I grabbed her by the neck and kissed her with all my love.
"You don't know how lucky you just made me, babe" I told her happily.
I could feel her smile into the kiss.
"I love you, Sian" I mumbled leaning my forehead against hers with my eyes still closed.
This time I wasn't afraid to see her reaction.
"I love you, too" she whispered sweetly.
Still standing in the rain we kissed passionately.
I grabbed her hand and looked her deep in the eyes, she understood me without words and knew exactly what I asked her as she nodded and we ran off hand in hand towards my house.
As we made it to my doorstep she kissed me hungrily as I stumbled her backwards to my bedroom.
I wasn't about to have sex with a friend with benefits.
No I was about to make love to the girl of my dreams…
That's it. Thanks for reading and all your lovely comments ;)