Pandora sat infront of Ethan's grave, she gripped the soft grass, and bit her lip, trying to hide the tears the didn't stop coming. "Goddammit Ethan why did you have to go!? I survived a year without you, I don't think I can make it another 30.. not even another 5.." She cried, thinking back to a year ago, to Ethan's funural, but pushed it away, it was just to sad to think about. She was already tearing up her wrists and trying every attempt to join him, let alone think about him any longer. She layed back on the grass, letting the tears flow down. Staring up into the sky, she sobbed, every cloud looked like him. "Ethan.. come back." She cried out.