So, this next chapter is very soon, I know. But I saw Nelle07's review and I just couldn't help but show this chapter, because they speak of that particular side-effect/problem. Please review and I hope you enjoy.

When my eyes fluttered open again, I didn't know my surroundings, I just felt numb. My eyes we're barely open, all I could see were two blurry figures above me.

"Mia, can you hear me!" I heard Godric shout.

"Numb..." I silently muttered. Of course the reason I was feeling nothing was because of the adrenaline, I'm not a fool, I know I was dying.

I felt a cold hand underneath my head and lightly tilting it upwards. I heard something pierce through what it sounded like, skin. Then something cold touched my lips, thick metallic liquid was then being poured into my mouth.

When I opened my eyes I could feel my whole body had been healed, I sat to see a both concerned Eric and Godric sitting at the end of the bed in our hotel room.

They both looked relieved to see me alive.

I looked down to see I had been changed into skinny jeans and a simple grey vest top.

"So our blood does heal you as if it would anyone else but does it have an affect on you?" Godric asked me as he slowly stood up.

"What do you mean?" I asked confusion sweeping through me.

"Have you ever dreamt of Eric in a sexual manner?"

My cheeks reddened at the crude question.

"No! Why? His never been in my dreams and especially like that!"

The two vampires looked at each other in surprise.

"Well, you are full of surprise, aren't you? I've only dreamt of you since you've had my blood. It seems all the effects that a human should have on blood has somehow affected me." Eric said somehow sounding confident about it all.

I quickly climbed off the bed and looked up at the vampires.

"What? How is that even possible?"

Eric shrugged and began walking to the door with Godric.

"I am not quite sure, we will discuss it later. Me and Godric are going to a meeting with the others. Stay here and rest."

Before I could protest, Eric shut the door.

I had fallen asleep once again and when I woke up I had noticed I had a 7 missed calls from Sookie.

I looked at the messages she had sent me just a few minutes ago and my stomach sank.

I quickly ran out of the hotel room, without even thinking about putting my shoes on and bolted towards the roof.

When I climbed the last flight of stairs in my view was Eric kneeling to Godric and Sookie watching the scene distraught.

"I won't let you die alone." Eric said quietly.

"Yes you will." Godric said.

I watched the scene, heart broken. I had never seen Eric cry and after today I don't want to see him cry ever again, the sight made my heart hurt. Eric was right, we will never understand the bond between a maker and his vampire.

Eric slowly looked up at Godric.

"As your maker, I command you." when those words left Godrics lips I could feel the full effect of the emotions coming off of them both. Feeling both of their emotions tore me apart, I wanted all of their pains to just go away.

Eric slowly stood up and began to walk to the stairs. When he walked passed me he slowed down slightly. I took his hand.

"I'm going to stay with him."

Eric gave me a nod, the sadness in his face is like I have never seen it before. Seeing bloody tears from the viking vampire was the most hurtful thing to watch.

I slowly walked to Sookie as Eric watched me. My hand went on her shoulder.

"Sook, take Eric to our room. Give us a minute please."

Sookie looked at me for moment but then nodded and began leading Eric down the steps.

When they left there was a few meters between me and Godric. He had his back to me as he gazed out to the sky.

"It shouldn't take long not at my age." he said.

This hurt me, hearing these words from him made them seem all to real.

"Please don't say that."

"Do you believe in God?" he suddenly asked me.

The question surprised me.

"I don't know what I believe in."

He turned around and looked at me.

"How do you think he would punish me?"

My eyes began to water at the sight of Godric.

"Sookie always told me God isn't to punish but to forgive." I barely muttered.

"I don't deserve it but I hope for it."

We fell silent again. I didn't know what to say to him.

"Godric, you have so much to live for. Please just stay."

He smiled at me slightly.

"Will you look after Eric for me."

Tears escaped from my eyes.

I gave a small nod. "I'll try, as long as he will let me."

He gave a small laugh.

"He was always to proud, he was proud till the end." his eyes suddenly saddened."Please don't cry, I wish one of my last sights to be of you smiling, that is what will make me truly happy."

I wiped away my tears and took one step forward. I saw the sun would be here soon.

"Before I go, let me ask of you one last thing. If I don't I will regret it, even when I'm dead."

"What's that?"

"kiss me, let me feel that joyous feeling when you kiss someone who you yearn to touch, let me feel that true passion one last time."

I quickly ran into his arm and his cold lips merged into mine. I couldn't help it, but more tears escaped from me. My arms snaked around his neck and I pulled him closer to me as I slipped my tongue through his lips. I could feel how much he wanted this kiss. His arms slipped around my waist.

The kiss was like something I had never experienced before, blue flames emerged around us, having no harm to him. I noticed they we're my flames.

The kiss softened and he gently pulled away, looking at the flames around in amazement.

Our foreheads then pressed together.

"I don't want you to be in pain Godric."

He lifted my head up to look into his eyes.

"I am full of joy, I wan't to burn."

"Can I be afraid for you?"

He placed a small peck on my forehead as he always did.

"I don't want you to see me burn, go and comfort Eric please."

I nodded.

"I'm going to miss you, but I know we will meet again Godric."

I smiled at him.

"Seeing you smile like that, I can now die a happy vampire."

"Not a vampire Godric, a man" I corrected.

He smiled.

"I have many regrets but my biggest is not staying here with you and Eric. I hope to see your mother and tell her how beautiful you have grown...Good bye Mia."

what he said surprised me but I turned around and walked to the stairs, when I was at the top of them I turned to Godric and gave him one last smile.

"Good bye Godric, I will never forget you."

"And I you Amelia."

I ran down the stairs and when I got inside I collapsed on the floor and began crying. I hope what I just did to him wasn't a mistake.