Chapter 7
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Chapter Songs:
"Is This Love" Whitesnake
"Summer of '69" Bryan Adams
"When I Fall in Love" Nat King Cole
"Do You Wanna Touch Me" Joan Jett & The Blackhearts
APOV
"You think you love Jasper or you do love him?" Bella asked.
"I am 100 percent sure that I am head over heels in love with him," I admitted in a whisper.
I felt fear and excitement after I uttered my innermost thoughts out loud for the first time.
"How does he feel about you, Alice?"
"After last night, I don't think we were just having sex, Bella. We were making love," I sighed. "It was so hot, so passionate, but I could feel him pouring out his emotions through each stroke of his fingers and each brush of his lips against mine. If he isn't in love with me yet, I really think he is going to be soon." God I prayed that I wasn't wrong about this. I would never be the same if he broke my heart. I was sure of it.
"How are you going to feel while he is on tour? When you can't see him every day? I know that is going to be very difficult for you," Bella reasoned.
"Even though I know that we will talk, he's promised to come see me. I will still miss him when he isn't with me. I want to spend every spare minute that I have getting to know everything about him, and having Jasper learn everything about me. He's just so much more than I ever could have expected. We just...click."
I could feel my cheeks starting to hurt from the huge smile that I couldn't wipe off my face just from thinking about Jasper. Bella reached out and squeezed my hand.
"I have to admit that I see a difference in you. You're literally glowing, Alice. I don't think I have ever seen you this happy before. Your smile could power all of New York City," Bella laughed.
I was suddenly overwhelmed by a moment of self-doubt. The sexiest man I had ever seen was going to be everywhere, meeting women much prettier, much sexier than me. I swallowed back a lump in my throat.
"I am so nervous about him leaving. I've never tried the long distance relationship thing before, Bella. What if he meets someone better while he is on tour? God, of course he's going to meet someone better than me! He'll be traveling all over the world, meeting beautiful, rich women everywhere he goes." I feel the panic start to bubble into noxious hysteria.
"Alice, there is no one better for him than you. You know it. I know it, and I believe that Jasper knows it too,' she stressed as she reached for me and hugged me tightly.
"Thanks for everything, Bells. I love you," I said through watery eyes.
"I love you too," Bella said. "I just remembered something you said about not sitting on the couch. Why is that, Alice? Did you and Jasper break it or just simply break it in?" Bella's teasing tone caused me to blush furiously. "It is so nice to see that color on your beautiful complexion," Bella said as she playfully patted my cheek, and I pushed her hand away.
"Enough about me," I said trying to deflect her attention from the couch that was definitely going to need a shit ton of sanitation later. "Someone was out all night again with a super hot, stud muffin actor. Did he screw your brains out again?"
"No," Bella mumbled as her face turned tomato red. "I told you that I didn't want to sleep with him again. I want to get to know him first just like he does me."
"If you didn't sleep with him, what did you do?" I asked.
"Slept with him," Bella said.
"You just told me you didn't," I giggled at her. I didn't think it was possible for her to blush more than she already had, but she did.
"I didn't sleep with him," Bella emphasized. "All we did was sleep, and we cuddled." She sighed dreamily as she looked into space. "He is the best cuddler ever. I could sleep in his arms every night for the rest of my life," she confessed as she sighed again.
"Sounds like someone has it as bad as I do," I said. "How do you feel about Edward?"
"The bad girl in me wanted to jump him and have sex with him on every surface of his house, repeatedly. The good girl in me couldn't be the bad girl two nights in a row," Bella admitted.
"That didn't answer my question, Bells," I prodded for an answer.
"I like him. I really, really like him. He wants to date me, and I want to date him. I'm just too cautious with my heart right now. I gave it to that rat bastard Jake, and he didn't even want it. The next time I give my heart, it will be completely. It will be forever," Bella suddenly began laughing.
"What's so funny?" I asked.
"I just quoted a damn song. How fucking cheesy is that," Bella laughed so hard she snorted. Her laughter was contagious. It wasn't long before we both had tears streaming down our faces.
Bella abruptly turned serious. "I want Edward like I've never wanted anyone else before. I'm honestly afraid to put myself out there, because he has the power to totally destroy me. I don't want to end up like my mom did. She was certain Dad was it for her and look what happened to them."
"Bella, you can't be afraid to live your life. You are not your mom, and Edward is not your dad." I rubbed my hand soothingly down her arm. "I think we've had enough serious talk for now. We both have to work tomorrow, and we will be seeing our unbelievably hot men tonight. Why don't we spend today pampering ourselves? Facial, mani-pedi. The works," I suggested watching her face light up. Bella may not like me dressing her up in fancy clothes, but that girl adored spa days.
"That sounds amazing," Bella sighed.
The afternoon went by in a haze of activities. Bella and I had spa day down to an art. Our living room was converted into a temporary haven where we pampered each other from head to toe. We were both so relaxed that we could barely move when our phone rang. First call was from Edward asking Bella to dinner at the Waverly Inn.
I was crushed to learn that I wasn't going to be meeting the love of Edward's and possibly the love of Jasper's life. Edward didn't want to drive his beloved Tanya since he would be drinking tonight. I was glad that Edward was smart enough not to drink and drive. I wondered if Bella would give in and do to Edward what I wanted to do with Jasper after the concert tonight.
The second call that we got was from Jasper. He was sending a car to pick me up and take me to Madison Square Garden in time for sound check. He said that he had dinner taken care of for the evening, too.
After Bella left with Edward, I decided to dress up for my date with Jasper. I had a cute little flirty, neon pink dress that had a punk feel to it. I loved that it was cute and edgy at the same time. It was sexy and short to show off my great legs and pink with black lace and ribbon to make it super feminine. I loved the zipper down the front, and I shivered when I pictured Jasper helping me out of it later. I slipped on my black patent leather pumps that had a neon pink heel. The added platform of the shoes would put me closer to Jasper's lickable lips too.
I felt like a million bucks when the driver helped me out of the car at Madison Square Garden. I went to the side entrance where Jasper told me to go and knocked on the door.
Huge arms seized me, and a hand clapped over my mouth.
"Shhh, don't say a word, Alice," Emmett ordered.
I raised my foot behind me, and my heel hit near his groin.
"Dammit, that hurt," he whined as he let me go and began to rub his leg.
"That's what you get for sneaking up on me and almost giving me a heart attack you big bully," I said pushing my index finger in his chest to emphasize each word.
"I'm sorry," Emmett said contritely. "Please, please keep quiet for just a few more minutes." He looked around like he was expecting to be attacked by a horde of screaming fans any minute.
"What exactly are you hiding from?" I whispered.
"Well, you see, I—" Emmett stopped talking the instant he heard Jasper.
"Emmett!" Jasper yelled. "You are going to pay for this!"
"He's over—" Emmett clamped his hands over my mouth. The comedian must have done something that wasn't so funny after all.
I stomped on his toes with my heel causing Emmett to squeal.
"We're over here, Jasper," I smirked at Emmett as I yelled to Jasper. In no time at all Jasper arrived with Rosalie behind him. She was fighting back a laugh as Jasper approached Emmett menacingly.
"You are not as funny as you think you are, Emmett. You really need to stop and think before you act moronic," Jasper ordered. He turned and kissed me quickly on the mouth. "I'll be right back, baby. I need to take care of this baboon first."
Emmett took off running with Jasper catching up quickly. Rose couldn't contain her laughter anymore.
"What in the hell did he do to make Jasper this angry," I asked her.
"Jasper is always so serious. Emmett loves to press his buttons at any given opportunity just to get a rise out of him. One thing you might not know about Jasper is that he loathes all farm animals. When we were little, our parents took us to a friend's farm. Needless to say, it was an event that is burned in Jasper's brain forever," Rosalie said as she wiped away some of the tears from her laughter. "When Jasper entered his dressing room this afternoon, Emmett rigged it with a bucket of syrup. He was ready for Jasper the second he turned around covered in goo. Emmett threw a bag of chicken feathers at him and started clucking," Rosalie laughed.
Evidently, laughter was in the air today, because I closed my eyes and could see Jasper's shock color his expression. I couldn't help but laugh too.
"Jasper started screaming like a frightened schoolgirl the second he realized that he had feathers covering him from head to toe and ran away frantically to shower them off. Emmett has been in hiding ever since."
"Okay, I'm sorry. I'm sorry," Emmett bellowed as he walked up like a scolded child as I watched Jasper smack him on the back of the head. "You have to protect me from your insane brother, babe," he told Rose as he tried to hide his enormous frame behind her petite one.
"Emmett, if you play, you've got to pay," Rosalie told him.
Jasper came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me against him.
"Sorry you had to see that, Alice. I love Emmett like a brother, but sometimes he gets on my last nerve...on purpose." I saw Jasper glaring at Emmett, and Emmett tried ducking behind Rose to block the look.
"What did you do to Emmett, Jasper?" I asked as I turned around to hug him.
"I told him that if he valued every part of his anatomy that he wouldn't pull a stunt like that again," Jasper admitted.
"That can't be all you told him," Rosalie snickered. "I swear I feel him shaking like a leaf behind me."
"I may have had a very large pair of scissors in my hand that just might have proved my point," Jasper said wryly.
"Rosie, baby, he almost cut Long Schlong Silver off," Emmett whimpered causing all of us to laugh again. "It's not funny. Could you imagine a world without little Emmetts running around? That would just be so very wrong," he exclaimed.
"I think the world just might be a better place without a shit ton of little Emmetts," Jasper chimed in with laughter that was immediately cut short when Rosalie smacked him upside the head. "Ouch, Rose. He started it," Jasper said as he pointed to Emmett.
"Well, I'm finishing it," Rosalie said. "Don't you ever threaten Long Schlong Silver again. Got it?" Rose demanded. It was Jasper's turn to cower down now.
"Got it, Sis," Jasper answered meekly.
"Come on, baby," Rose said as she took Emmett's hand. "Welcome to my world, Alice," Rosalie grinned as she and Emmett walked towards their dressing room.
"Jasper, is it always like this?" I asked with a laugh.
"Pretty much," he admitted. "I don't think Emmett is ever going to grow up, and God help us all when the first little Emmett enters the world. They say that the kids are much worse than their parents," Jasper added. "Thanks for coming tonight."
"Thanks for inviting me," I told him with a kiss. "There is nowhere else I want to be tonight."
"I'm sorry I didn't say something earlier, but you look absolutely delicious," Jasper breathed against my ear. "I think I know exactly what I will be having for a midnight snack tonight."
I felt the moisture pool between my legs. "I think I know what I'd like for a midnight snack too, Jasper," I whispered huskily.
The Double Vision concert this evening was even better than the one last night. Every time Jasper glanced my way, his eyes were filled with heat and a promise of incredible things to come.
We barely made it into my bedroom before we started to tear our clothes off each other.
"Keep those kick ass heels on, baby," Jasper said as he laid me on the bed like a buffet that he was ready to devour. Standing beside the bed, he bent down and kissed me as his fingers circled my breasts gently.
His kisses were gentle and held the promise of the pleasure that would come. His strong fingers were making feather-light circles on my heated skin, and each time he neared my nipple his fingers retreated away from it. Over and over the sweet torture of being touched by him but not being touched was burning me alive. I felt my nipples harden to the point of pain with each near pass of his fingers.
I broke my lips away from his. "Touch me, Jasper. Please," I begged.
His eyes bore into mine. "Patience, my love. We have all night," he murmured as the exquisite torture began again.
Before I knew it, Jasper was kneeling on the bed beside my torso. He kissed softly down my neck. When he reached my chest, he bit each nipple roughly causing me to moan. He soothed the love bites with his tongue and lips then repeated the caresses. Bite. Lick. Kiss. He was killing me slowly. What a way to go.
His mouth continued its journey down my abdomen to my belly button then down my side. His tongue and lips found their way down my thighs to the back of my knee. His hands reached down and pulled my shoes off throwing them across the room.
His torso was now covering my lower body, while he continued to stay on his knees. He quickly pulled my legs apart, wrapping his right arm around the top of my right thigh, raising my knee off the bed. His left hand began massaging my right foot. The next thing I knew, Jasper's mouth found my pussy. I reached for the headboard and squeezed it tightly. His mouth was fucking playing me like he did his harmonica.
He bit my clit and soothed it by circling his tongue over it setting all my nerves afire. His tongue moved lower then pushed its way inside of me. Thrusting. Licking. Licking. Thrusting. His hand continued to rub my foot firmly. I felt the heat begin to pull in my belly, but I refused to cum without him.
I took my hands from the headboard and licked my hand, reaching for his erection beside me. I wrapped my fingers around him tightly causing him to groan inside of me, the vibrations sending me closer to the edge. I moved my torso over and took his cock into my mouth. I felt his surprise as my lips and tongue circled the head over and over again. His tongue found my clit again causing me to moan and bite gently on the head of his penis. His moan sent waves of pleasure through my entire body.
I wasn't going to last much longer, and I wanted to make sure that I gave Jasper just as much as he was giving me. I reached out and took his balls into my hand and squeezed gently as I licked the ridge on the underside of his penis. Just as I took the head of his penis in my mouth again, his hand found a spot on my foot. When his fingers pressed in, I felt myself let go, arching further into his mouth, his lips and tongue continuing their sweet torture. I felt his balls tighten and ran my fingers towards his rectum and back to his balls. Jasper jerked his hips into my face, and I felt the tightening in his balls increase. The next thing I knew I was swallowing all of Jasper's cum as it poured into my mouth.
With one last lick to my pussy, Jasper moved up and covered my body with his. We looked each other in the eyes and smiled. "That's what I call one hell of a midnight snack, baby," he said with a searing kiss. I could taste myself on him and whimpered into his mouth.
I felt his erection stir to life again, and I was thrilled I wasn't the only one who needed more and needed it right now. "Wow, someone is ready for their second snack for the night huh?" I purred into his lips. Our eyes never left each other as I felt his erection sink into me, filling me completely. Of one thing I was absolutely certain. He owned my body, heart and soul.
BPOV
When Alice decided to play Bella Barbie with me and dress me up for my dinner with Edward, I surprised myself by not putting up a struggle. Because of her job as a buyer, Alice often had samples of clothing that she was able to bring home for the both of us. I always preferred a pair of worn jeans, a t-shirt and my chucks, but my closet was very well-stocked with clothing from just about every designer imaginable.
Alice never feared dressing in the most outlandish outfits possible. She often showed more skin than I thought should be visible when in public places. I have always been much more conservative. Luckily, she found an incredibly elegant, royal blue Versace tie-waist dress in the back of my closet. It was sexy but still left plenty to the imagination, which I adored. The v-neck showed off minimal cleavage, and the fluttering hem of the dress flirted with my knees.
I found a strand of black onyx and gold beads, which accentuated the neckline of the dress. I ran my hands across the vee of my neckline imagining Edward's lips brushing across my sensitized skin.
I shook my head and cleared my thoughts as I slipped on my shoes. The black Louboutin pumps worried me a bit. I was not the most graceful person in the world. Since this was just going to be dinner, I knew that I couldn't trip while I was sitting down. At least I thought I couldn't trip while sitting down. Alice said that I had a knack of tripping over a flat surface when I wasn't even walking.
I was so excited to see Edward that I couldn't even stay in the apartment waiting for him. I had barely made it to the lobby when the black stretch limo appeared. I wobbled a little as I briskly walked outside.
When Edward stepped out of the limo in a black suit, I just about gave in to the devil who was shouting at me frantically to throw him back inside the limo and ravish him in the darkened backseat.
As usual, that fucking annoying angel won, and I bit my lip as Edward approached me like a tiger on the prowl. He was absolutely scrumptious and the most dashingly handsome man I'd ever laid eyes upon. I was the luckiest person on the planet right now that this incredible man, who was so beautiful he was almost too perfect to be human, wanted to be with me.
Edward startled me by pulling me tightly to him and attacking my lips almost brutally. I moaned as his tongue found mind. His kiss was heavenly. His lips possessed mine with an intense fervor that set every nerve ending in me on fire. The kiss was perfect, but it wasn't enough. My body wanted to possess all of him, devour him until we were both so weak we couldn't even blink an eye.
The kiss began to slow, and I felt him smile against my lips. I didn't even know that I had wrapped my calf around his thigh putting his cock right where that damn devil wanted it. I unhooked my leg from around his waist and would have fallen flat on my face if Edward hadn't steadied me.
"That was quite a welcome, baby," Edward said with a wicked grin as his large fingers caressed my cheek down my neck to my collar bone. Those clever digits dipped towards my cleavage and made me shiver. His damn hand moved back up to my shoulder. His fingers ghosted down my arm then trailed to my elbow. Finally, his fingers linked with mine and our eyes locked with a heated look.
His eyes were suddenly filled with something that I couldn't place. I was wondering if his conscience had the devil and angel battling for power like mine did.
"You always look stunning, Bella," Edward stated as his eyes looked me over from top to bottom. "Tonight you absolutely take my breath away."
His compliment made me blush as usual. "You, too. You look absolutely delicious. I'd love to eat you up," I told him, then slapped my hand over my mouth. I can't believe I just said that out loud. I was going to get that devilish part of my conscience a fucking muzzle. "I'm sorry," I said meekly.
"Don't be sorry, Bella. If I told you everything that I wanted to say, everything that I was thinking, I'm pretty sure that you would run for the hills."
"Nothing you could say to me could make me run away from you," I whispered.
"I wouldn't be too sure about that, love," he confessed. "Your chariot awaits, my lady," Edward said motioning to the limo. He pulled me inside with him never letting go of my hand during the entire ride to the Waverly Inn.
We were seated rather quickly. I had never been here before but had heard many great things about it. Edward wasn't the only celebrity there. He was greeted and greeted others as the hostess led us to a private table in the corner of the restaurant.
The food was absolutely scrumptious. I enjoyed a grilled vegetable salad for an appetizer with the vegetarian Mediterranean platter for my entree. Edward's appetizer was oysters on the half shell, and he scarfed down the chicken pot pie with an occasional moan that set my body on edge. He was almost like Meg Ryan's character from When Harry Met Sally with every bite of that damn pot pie. The thought of other people hearing him make those sounds that I only wanted him to make with me made me a little jealous.
During dinner we shared some of our more difficult stories from our lives that really helped shape the people that we had become. I told him how I felt crushed when my parents separated. I had to fight back the tears as I recalled Mom and me coming home early from a shopping trip in Seattle to find Dad in bed with Mom's best friend, Sue.
My mom had never remarried. She simply slept with anyone who even gave her a second glance. That was the main reason that I wasn't as sexually active as Alice had been. Considering my childhood role models, it was imperative for me to be in a committed relationship. I refused to use sex as a weapon like my mom did, and would likely do, until the day she died.
Dad and Sue married as soon as it was legal for them to after their divorces from their respective spouses. Sue's ex-husband Harry suffered a heart attack not long after Dad and Sue tied the knot. I always thought that he died of a broken heart. There's nothing like your best friend and your wife falling in love with each other to crush your spirit. I couldn't imagine how much pain my mom and Harry must have felt being betrayed by the two most important people in their lives.
Edward had a similar situation. The first love of his life that wasn't a classic carslept with his cousin Riley. They had gone on a camping trip with a bunch of friends and Edward came back from a hike to find Victoria and Riley having sex against a tree behind their tent.
Unlike my dad and Sue, Riley and Victoria didn't stay together. Riley married Victoria's best friend Jane after he knocked her up. Victoria ended up in a different relationship all together. She and her partner Irina had been together for five years now.
Edward was so open and willing to share everything about his life with me. I had to admit to myself that it was nice to talk about my parents with someone other than Alice. I'd never shared all the details of what happened with any of the other guys I had dated. It felt refreshing to find that Edward and I were already extremely comfortable with each other after such a short time.
"Bella, I'm so sorry we couldn't spend this afternoon together like I wanted. My director called, and we had to have an emergency production meeting. I even had to head into the offices for a little while," Edward confided.
"I hope everything is okay," I said.
"Things are pretty serious at this point. We are supposed to start shooting next week, but we still haven't found an actress for the lead role. We're all pretty frustrated. I even read lines with a few actresses today, but the chemistry just wasn't there. The person has to be just right for this movie. This is the first time that I'm helping produce one of my films, and this project means the world to me. I don't want to fuck this up," Edward admitted.
I reached out and took his hand in mine. "I can tell that this movie means a lot to you. I have faith that you'll find the absolutely perfect actress to do this with you."
He squeezed my hand. "I think I've found her, Bella," he said with certainty.
"What do you mean?" I questioned. "Have I heard of her?"
"Yes, Bella. It's you."
A/N: 69 is our favorite number right now lol. Since we had 69 reviews when I started writing the chapter, we decided to include a 69. It seemed like a sign ;). So what is Bella going to say about Edward wanting her to star in his new movie? There are bound to be plenty of love scenes for Bella, right?
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