I do not own Victorious, though it would be sweet if I did.

Chapter 11

Jade's POV

'Well this just flat out sucks. First, I talk myself into coming to this stupid thing at Vega's house, knowing that she was going to be all over Beck, and now I have to stay here until the morning, all because of this stupid storm. Ugh, why does my life have to suck so much sometimes….. To make matters worse is that I have still been having these damn dreams about Robbie. I'm trying to just ignore these feelings and hope they go away. Maybe I should talk to someone about these things that are going on, get some outside input on the situation.

I just don't know who I should go to. Vega and Beck are definitely out, because I do really like them right now. Robbie is out as well, for reasons that do not need to be explained. That leaves Cat and Andre. Cat is my only other best friend, though sometimes she is hard to handle. Andre is just Andre, but I am not sure if I would feel comfortable with talking to a guy about this. So Cat it is. I will just have to get her alone at some point tonight.

Time had moved by fairly slowly, seeing as we all had nothing to do with no power. We pretty much just sat in silence for an hour or so. Mrs. Vega had brought us a bunch of blankets and pillows to make places to sleep. We were all just sort of laying down, nobody really falling asleep quite yet. Beck and Vega were lying on one blanket, next was Andre, and I was in between Cat and Robbie.

I had not talked to Robbie all that much tonight, though I guess I had not really talked to anyone for that matter. I didn't want to be there all that much in the first place, so I guess I was acting like my usual gank-like self. Slowly, everyone began to get tired, and people began to fall asleep. Once I was certain everyone was sleeping, I rolled over to face Cat and shook her awake.

"Cat, wake up. I need to talk to you about something."

"Jade…. Can it wait till morning? Cat sleepy…."

"No Cat, it can't wait till morning, so get up and come outside with me."

Cat rubbed her eyes, and slowly stood up. We walked to the front door carefully, so we didn't wake up any of the others, and once we were outside I sat down.

"So Jade, what is it that you want to talk about?"

"You promise me what I am about to tell you will stay between us?"

"Of course Jadey, now tell me so I can get back to sleep."

I knew Cat was not the best secret keeper in the world, but usually when it was between me and her, she could keep her mouth shut. I assume it had to do with the fact that she was afraid of what would happen if she told anyone anything I ever told her.

"Alright, well, I think that I may be getting feelings for Robbie."

Cat just kind of stared at me, mouth slightly open. She appeared to be in slight shock, but she finally spoke again.

"Alright, umm, wasn't really expecting that, but tell me about it."

So I told her, I told her about leaving Tori's house and Robbie coming into the diner, told her about finding the picture of me and Robbie from when we were kids, told her about how I went over to his house the next day, about how he had to take me to school because my car broke down, about leaving school early after Beck told me about him and Tori dating, how I stayed at his house that night, and finally about the dreams that I had been having about him since that night.

"That's pretty much everything. I thought that maybe if I just forget about the dreams that they would go away over time, but so far it has not worked. It's not that I don't like Robbie at all, he is a great friend. I just don't really want a boyfriend right now. Not after what just happened with me and Beck. I just don't know what I should do."

Again, Cat just kind of stared at me. This time she stared more in deep thought. After a while, she looked up at the sky, and then back to me.

"Give it some more time to think about it. You will come to the right answer soon."

With those words, Cat got up and left me outside to think to myself. The heavy rain made it easy to concentrate, and I thought about the possibility of me and Robbie. I just wasn't sure what I wanted at this moment in my life. Finally, I told myself that Cat was right, and things would work out for the best in time.

I got up, and made my way back inside. Tip-toeing back to my spot in between a sleeping Cat and Robbie, I laid back down and took a deep breath. That's when I heard a voice.

"So what did you and Cat go outside for?"

I rolled over and saw Robbie, looking up at the ceiling. I guess he wasn't as asleep as I thought he was.

"Umm, she just wanted to talk to me about something her brother did yesterday."

He gave me a look that said, 'I know you're lying', but he looked back up at the ceiling after a second.

"So I think I am going to enter the showcase."

I was surprised by the randomness of this statement, but proceeded to answer.

"That's good, I'm sure you will do good. What are you going to do?"

"I am thinking about singing a song."

"Do you know what song?"

He stayed silent for a while, looking like he wasn't sure of answering. He looked back at me, and told me about how Andre looked through some of the old songs he had written and picked one from those.

"So I guess I am going to do a Robbie Shapiro original."

He gave me a dumb looking smile after he said this, and I laughed a little. We sat up for a while talking about random things, like the fact that Cat was snoring very loudly, and eventually I felt sleep beginning to take over me.

The morning came quickly, and everyone began to stir around nine. Mrs. Vega made breakfast for everyone, and after we ate, everyone decided we better go home. Robbie took me and Andre home, and once I was at my house, I headed up to my room. I got onto my bed, and began to think about mine and Cat's conversation some more. More importantly, I was thinking about how I had another dream about Robbie last night.

My life just got real confusing…..

AN: I thought since I had the entire last chapter in Robbie's POV, this time I would write strictly from Jade's. So we see that they both are beginning to maybe see that they may have some feelings for each other. I am not sure how much longer this story will be, but once it ends, the sequel shall begin, so no worries. Don't forget to review and let me know what y'all think about it.