A/N: Sorry it took so long
EPOV
My first day of college went along pretty normally. I carried all my bags to my new room and was surprised to see my cousin Emmett and Rosalie's cousin Jasper in the room. Apparently they were my new roommates, which was a pretty funny coincidence.
I saw Bella this morning but I was already missing her. I started to smile just thinking about her. I was completely in love with Isabella Swan, but she didn't even know.
I've been too chicken shit to tell her. Every time I thought it was right, I'd start sweating profusely and choke back my words.
I sat on the chair in my freshly unpacked room tapping my foot anxiously. Would I seem obsessed if I called her now? What if she doesn't want to see me?
I kept second guessing myself but soon realized it was stupid. I had no reason to suspect anything. It's just a phone call, it's not like I'm telling her I love her…. yet.
I sucked in a breath and grabbed my cell. Before I could stop myself I pressed down the one on my phone to speed dial my love.
"What?" I heard an angry voice come over the voice. I held back a laugh. Bella probably stubbed her foot to get to her phone. Typical Bella and I loved every part of her.
"Oh well sorry. I didn't know you were going to be so grumpy." I said jokingly. I couldn't help the laugh coming through my lips as I thought of Bella trying to recover from her bitter mood.
"No! Edward, don't hang up," I started to quietly laugh again.
Bella could be so absurd. I would never hang up on my angel and I was just about to tell her when she started going into a whole monologue to make up for her attitude.
I started laughing near the end from her frazzled story which seemed to snap her out of the ramble. She stopped midsentence and didn't say anything, so I started to assure her it was alright and arrange plans to meet her.
I was so nervous she would turn me down, and not just to meeting me that day but to my feelings for her. What if I professed by love to her and she didn't have any feeling in return? What if it also ruined our friendship? I couldn't handle not having my beautiful Bella in my life. She is my everything and anything I'll ever need.
I walked out the door and met Bella at the fountain by the school cafeteria. I sat down on the edge to wait for her. I almost sprinted here, excited to see Bella.
It seemed sort of overzealous now. I'd probably be waiting here looking like an idiot for a while.