"Yes, Fuji?" Tezuka mused.
"You want me Tezuka." Fuji casually declared.
"Oh.."
Tezuka smirked. Fuji was obviously trying to hold his ground - much to his entertainment. The taller guy thought that he must have loved Fuji more than Leanne. After all, the blue-eyed boy had always provided him with the things that spiced up his dull life; thrill and fascination, coated with the mixture of elegance and unpredictability. If only they became closer, their possibility of being together might be of higher percentage. Unfortunately, it turned out the otherwise...and that was all thanks to Fuji's silent continuous seduction on him, which apparently blew his self-control 'that' night.
"You better leave, Fuji. And thanks for the company, anyway." Tezuka finally declared. It's true that he wanted Fuji so much. That's all the more reason why he should let him go. Hurting the blue-eyed boy was never an option. " I enjoyed our short talk." he added.
Tezuka had expected him to leave. He wanted him to leave silently, afraid that he would once again lose his cool. Fuji was just so damn beautiful on his eyes, and he was sure it wouldn't take for a lifetime before his self-control snaps out.
But as Fuji leaned closer to claim his lips, Tezuka lost all his resolve to hold back. Fuji was kissing him, obviously...and he was confused.
"Fuji..." Tezuka muttered after he gently pulled himself away from the other guy. Fuji's arms were wrapped around his neck so he really didn't manage to distance himself much. But of course, it didn't matter. He loved the proximity between them anyway.
"What?" Fuji snapped, and Tezuka was sure he heard annoyance on that tone of voice.
"Just what do you think you're doing?"
Fuji looked at him in amusement.
"Kissing you, obviously.."
Tezuka sighed. Great. A genius answer.
"Fuji...please just...leave." Tezuka said hopelessly, worry coating his plea.
"I will after this..."
Tezuka didn't protest when Fuji went back into kissing him. It was a slow and gentle kiss, which only got more passionate when he kissed him back. Now he felt that he's really losing it. He had wanted Fuji even before, and an offer like this is just so impossible to resist even if he intentionally petrify all of his senses. Fuji was being careless...again.
"You wouldn't hate me for this, would you?" he asked just to make sure. He couldn't bear to do more unnecessary risks.
"Nope. Just be gentle. I'm still more fragile than you are. Just in case you don't know."
Tezuka snickered. Why is Fuji so adorable?
"I know. I have a good memory.." he teased.
Fuji rolled his eyes. Tezuka never changed. He still gets on his nerves. Strangely, he doesn't feel angry this time. Good sign.
And when Tezuka finally laid him down on bed, Fuji thought that maybe he had waited for this moment. He converted his confusion and longing for Tezuka before into anger just to escape from more heartaches that their first night had brought. But this time was completely different. He didn't care what Tezuka's reason in doing this, and even if he knew the heartache that this night would give him, Fuji knew he wouldn't care. He just wanted to own Tezuka...even just for a night...yet no matter how he make himself believe that Tezuka was his, reality just had its own way in reminding him of the contrary...and Fuji thought it was the most painful thing he could ever experience...but then again, he didn't care.