Dan woke up with his arms tightly wound around Phil. He crept out trying not to wake his friend. The door swung open and he tiptoed down the stairs, the events of the day before flooding into his memory. Dan quietly ate some pancakes and thought about what on earth he was going to do? Was he with Phil now? Dose Phil love him? Dan herd the familiar nose of Phil getting out of bed and stretching. Phil thought about all that had gone on the day before … he wanted desperately to go down stairs and feel the same love he had felt yesterday but he worried that Dan only acted that way on account of Phil's tears. Eventually Phil decided he would just go down stairs and act completely normal.
"morning Dan"
"hey Phil"
Dan and Phil both looked away awkwardly at the floor.
"just made pancakes, you want some?"
Phil looked at Dan wondering if he should make some Delia Smith joke but it all seemed so long ago. Dan interrupted Phils train of thought,
"hey we should make a video today?"
Phil nodded and then left the kitchen and fell back into the sofa feeling deflated.
"hey Phil um.. I just I thought... I mean I don't want to … this is weird."
Dan awkwardly announced as he walked into the living room and sat next to Phil.
"yeh it is ... d'you want to go back to the way things were before?"
Dan nodded then looked away awkwardly. Phil's heart ached to tell Dan that he didn't want to go back to how they used to be. Phil and Dan sat in silence for 10 minuets before finally Phil broke the silence.
"NO"
"um ... Phil what are you talking about?"
Dan questioned looking at Phil with his eyebrows raised
"I don't ... I don't want to go back to how it used to be. I love you Dan you know that"
"I … I um … I hoped that you would say that"
"s … so you … I mean d'you like m … me?"
Phil stuttered in surprise at Dan's reply.
"i don't know"
Dan answered after about ten minuets
"Phil's chest sank again",
"but I do know that I cant go back to the way it was … and well I don't know if I love you because I don't know what this feeling is?",
Phil just smiled at Dan, and that was enough, they grabbed each others hands and set up the camera.
They both decided not to tell you tube just yet.
