So I havnt done the hole POV thing yet so yeah hear goes, let me know what you think and also PLEASE let me know what you think I should do with my story next... ? I kinda want to do a competition sort of thing I don't know? So if you do read and you have an idea let me know and I will do one or all of those ideas! check out my tumblr if you like my writing and want to know more about me xxx
Phil's POV:
I sat in the café with Chris, Dan and PJ, It was so grate to be with my closest friends, it felt like I hadn't seen them in forever, but for some reason my mined kept wondering...i wonder how I should tell them? can I tell them? should I wait for Dan to tell them? will they mined? How are the fans going to react? Even worse how are the 'phans' going to react?
"Phil"
"Phiiiil..."
I came harshly back into reality seeing all of my friend waving and clicking in my face, apparently I didn't blink aether judging by the dry pain in my eyes. I blinked and snapped my head up, they all looked at me confused. guess its better to get it out now? But … I cant tell them about Dan … no just me then...
"I'm gay"
damn I hadn't meant for it to come out so quickly or … expressionlessly but … well I had to tell them so... the others raised there eyebrows and awkwardly giggled not sure if I was joking or not.
"sorry, I … well I ... I had to tell you and well … well I just sort of slipped it out",
I mumbled wishing I could take every word back.
"hey Phil don't worry, I mean its not as if we think differently about you "
Chris said looking at me reassuringly, but oddly even thou Dan already knew it was him I was worried about?
Dan's POV:
Phil sat dead still he wasn't even blinking, he was starting to creep me out. I waved my hand in Phil's face but he didn't move.
"Phil"
"Phiiiil..."
I said trying to bring him back into this world. He blinked then snapped his head up. I was beginning to think he was going mad. I worrier about him sitting so still he still hadn't said anything, I thought back to phone conversations I had herd him having in the background as I was editing a video this morning, or something he had scene online. I couldn't think of anything that might be bothering him, then I started to panic … what if I had said something ?
"I'm gay"
I herd Phil's voice clearly, but I tried to convince myself it was in my mined until I herd the others awkwardly giggling, I looked at Phil, yes he defiantly just said that, I tried to stop myself from fainting. Dose this mean I have to come out too? I think Phils been gay for longer than me? it is ok for hi … oh what do I do?
"sorry, I … well I ... I had to tell you and well … well I just sort of slipped it out"
Phil mumbled well I guess he found it just as hard as I would then?
"hey Phil don't worry, I mean its not as if we think differently about you "
Chris' answer made me think I should come out. It wont be that bad will it? The phrase 'actions speak louder than words' slipped into my mined and before I even thought about what I was doing a lent towards Phil, who was sat next to me on the large red sofa seats so that we wear directly facing Chris and PJ, and kissed him lightly on the cheek. I felt the warmth of him blushing under my lips, then I lent back and I couldn't help but give a big smile and then I tried to hide it, looking anxiously at the rest of the group in anticipation of there reactions.
3rd person:
"are you..."
PJ trailed of not wanting to sound awkward. Dan looked at Phil worrying that he had given away to much and that Phil would get upset, but to Dan's surprise Phil was beaming at him and Dan couldn't help but smile back. Chris and PJ looked at each other not quite knowing how to react until Chris looked over to see Phil and Dan sharing a look witch held all the love and emotion they both had.
"get a room you to seriously"
Chris said in a mock American girl voice and holding up his hand as thou he was covering his eyes. They all fell apart laughing and smiling.
Thank you if you have read this so far and if you haven't already please read my comments at the top because it would be nice to feel as thou someone actually reads this rather than me talking to myself XD