Phil's POV:

Dan seemed more happy than ever before, and even thou it was January I already felt like it was spring, it didn't matter that because its London its snowing, it was warm in the flat and the light is bright enough to make up for the lack of sunshine. I looked at my … boyfriend … that felt odd still, even after so long. He was just on his laptop but I stopped sweeping up just to look at the back of his head and hear his laugh when he came across a 'Phan' fic or a funny gif. He is so perfect, so incredible. How is it that someone who is not you can make you more you than you have ever been. I am so complete. I almost feel that we are one and now I am perfect to, that because I have him I am incredible.

"hey Phil can you check this new vi..."

Dan stopped talking when he turned around and noticing me looking dreamily like a little girl with my first crush.

"you are perfect"

I just let the words slip out in my unconscious day dream state. Then Dan's raised eyebrows brought me back to conciseness and I noticed what I just said. I looked shyly and mumbled an apology.

Third person:

Dan laughed and hugged Phil.

"don't worry, I know its what we all think I'm just soooo perfect..."

Dan said jokingly with a little giggle. Then he kissed Phil's cheek and told him he had to go out and do some shopping. He asked Phil to come but he said he had to edit a video. Dan left the flat and went to a shop to get food. Phil sat at home trying desperately not to get to distracted from his editing but something was taking over every single thought he had.

Dan's POV:

the grass crunched under my feet, I took the short cut home because I worried my fingers would freeze of, if I stayed out any longer. I put the key in the door then walked in silently hoping to jump out at Phil. He was probably in his room editing, but as I walked past the door to the living room I sore a glaring light from a laptop. A looked to see the back of Phil's head sat on the sofa and I could just see vaguely what was on the screen of the laptop. Just one word. It made me freeze. And it wasn't because of the cold this time. Just the bold title of an article on wikipedia. Its probably nothing. I thought but … how could this be nothing. Phil turned around so I smiled pretending I hadn't seen anything. He slammed shut his laptop and smiled back. I felt dizzy.

"hey Dan you're back quick",

Phil said brightly still with a big smile on his face. I tried as hard as I could to act normal.

"yeah just ... erm to cold to … er stay out … for er very long... I have to … erm I need a shower"

I rushed of and pretended not to hear Phil shouting after me. Why was this such a big deal I mean I am 22 already this isn't a big deal. Its not a big deal it doesn't mean anything … it was probably just for one of his friends or something I repeated this to myself as I lye in my bed but that one word just kept going round and round in my brain making me panic. Adoption, adoption, adoption ... erg stop it brain stop it, it means nothing. But it was impossible that it meant nothing... I knew Phil wanted a family but … I am only 22 and … we just? But its to soon isn't it? I don't know? How can I ever give Phil what he wants.

Third person:

Dan sat worrying and Phil sat thinking about how he was going to tell Dan how he felt. Phil walked into Dan's room and said,

"Dan we need to talk",

Dan began to panic this was it Phil was going to tell Dan about what he had seen...