"I ... I found something out and … well … I'm going to Norway"

Phil said, his voice shaking as he looked at Dan, clearly not knowing how he was going to react to this.

"what!? Why!?"

Dan looked so shocked that Phil jumped back.

"well … I … I just found out …"

Phil burst into tears .

"Dan … I'm adopted",

"aww Phil I'm so sorry, but your parents are still your parents, y'know its not about your birth relation its … well they raised you"

Dan gently stroked Phil's black hair.

"i know Dan I do, I just never knew it would affect me this much until I found out.

"are you sure you want to go to Norway, Phil?"

"yes, I want to fined them"

Phil nodded his head very confidently and looked at Dan still with tears streaming down his face.

"well then Phil"

Dan said jumping up of the bed and pulling clothes out of his wardrobe.

"pack your bags, you go and see what you can fined out about your mum and dad and I will book train tickets to the airport, tomorrow … are you ok with leaving tomorrow?"

Dan smiled at Phil happily, obviously trying to make him feel better. He started to stuff his clothes into a suit case and picking up his laptop to book tickets.

"urm … yes … um are you … are you coming with me?"

Phil looked at Dan wiping the tears from his eyes. His eyebrows were raised questioningly. Dan stopped packing at looked at Phil. He felt a little let down, all Dan ever wanted was to make Phil happy and he didn't know what he would do if he couldn't help him when Phil was obliviously going to need most support in his life.

"urm … well I just thought … well I don't have to I thought it might be nice but, I totally understand. I mean going to meat … its just a big thing I thought you might want .., m … m … me with you?"

Dan stuttered feeling really deflated that he wasn't going with Phil. How long would Phil even be going?

"oh thank god I was so worried that you weren't going to come with me."

Phil relaxed on Dan's bed feeling much more comfortable now he knew he wasn't going alone.

" I am Phil, do you really think I would let the love of my life go on a potentially life changing holiday, with might I add lots of grate room for being pathetically romantic, all on his own?

Phil giggled then stood up and entwined his arms around Dan's neck. Phil brushed his lips softly over Dan's. Dan put his arms round Phils waist and they stood for an eternal moment completely lost in a sea of love. Phil woke up he was looking into Dan's chocolate eyes he thought he could never feel more in love but when Dan smiled it engulfed him his heart spluttered and his mined raced. Nothing in the world could feel better than this.

"i would never adopt, I think if I had a child it would have to be mine, or yours, what do they call that? Y'know when they have a gay couple but one of them has a kid with one of there female friends, because they don't want to adopt?"

Dan's words shocked Phil from his dreamy state. He blinked and looked at Dan.

Phil's POV:

I tried not to show that the idea of having a son or daughter that was mine or Dan's had seemed like a dream that I could never have. But what Dan had just said gave him a spark of hope, a dream for the future, I hopped it was not the to distant future.