Authors Note: Sorry it took so long guys! I've been so busy lately! Anyways, hope you enjoy! Also, this chapter was co-written with Taintedbutterfly88
Quote: You're my shining star. But why do you have to be so far? I want to see you. Don't you have a clue? I hope everything will be alright since I'm not with you tonight. Nothing could keep us apart. You'll always remain in my heart.
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If you look up the definitions of desperate and angry right now you would most defiantly find Naruto Uzumaki's picture next to the words. Even if his face remained calm and his voice never rose above a quiet plea he was pissed on the inside, more than pissed, he was furious. He had only felt this way once before in his life and that was when he discovered what Muku was doing to him was wrong. That wanting need to just cry out and scream, hit things and shout his anger away like a three year old that did not get what he wanted. It was a desperate need to get away and find a release from this harsh reality and have just the slightest bit of normalcy, something he only got when he was with Sasuke.
That was exactly the problem right now; Sasuke. For once in his life he had found something; a precious jewel; a solid rock that kept him sane and held back the damn of remorse inside of him waiting to leak through one of the many cracks so it could shatter that damn and flood through him like a tsunami, raging and breaking everything that was left of him on it's way through his small frame.
The day had started out just like any other day, he had woken up and went straight to the bathroom as quietly as possible, taken a shower, brushed his teeth, and got ready for the day and then made his way down stairs to greet the devil himself. Yesterday Sasuke had asked him if he wanted to hang out at work with him for a little while and then go to the coffee shop down the street and get some lunch. Although the lunch part sounded a bit disturbing he had said he would ask Muku and get back with him today.
He had pushed all his fears aside and asked his master if he could hang out with a friend today. Needless to say Muku had said no, but that was not why he was so angry, oh no.
"You've been going out to much lately Naruto." Muku crossed his slim arms over his toned chest and looked at the younger blonde with something akin to anger. "I don't know this Sasuke that you keep going out with but it stops now, no more going out."
Naruto's eyes widened noticeably, disbelievingly. He wasn't sure what to say, he was afraid to push the topic any further but he knew he couldn't just sit around and let this pass without so much as a fight. For once in his life he felt the need to break through to Muku, to make him understand that if he did not get this than he was going to go insane someday and he would not let him away from his insane wrath unharmed.
"Please… I just want to go out for a few hours and I'll be home before midnight. He's just a friend, nothing more I swear." Naruto said calmly, something inside of him stirring at the word friend.
He watched his master's features harden further as he took a step closer, towering over him. His shirtless chest slowly rose and fell with his breathing, such pale skin… "I said no, unless you want to be punished for arguing with me then I advise you shut up while you still can." He smirked.
"No."
Naruto had said it before he even realized what he was saying and when he did realize the fear coursing through his veins became more announced. His eyes widened and he took a step backwards away from his master who looked oh so amused.
"Are you back talking me Naruto?" Muku chuckled, "I thought I taught you this lesson many years ago, maybe you need something to remind you?"
Fight for the things that are worth fighting for and leave the things that aren't behind. Those words echoed in his head, the words Gaara had spoken to him the last time he saw him. Gaara was wise to say in the least, he always listened to Gaara so right now he pushed his fears aside and spoke what he wanted, knowing he would be punished anyway.
"What, are you going to rape me again?" Naruto let out a bitter laugh and looked up at the taller man, his bangs feathering in his face. "Going to push me down and tell me how worthless I am? Choke me until I nearly pass out or slap me in the face and fuck me until I cry? Bruise my skin and break my will?"
The shock on Muku's face was something Naruto had never seen in his life, the way his eyes were wide and his mouth hanging open slightly was priceless. He recovered from his shock and drew his hand back, ready to slap the blonde in the face for talking to him like that.
"Go ahead, do it!" And he did, the sound echoed through the quiet space and Naruto growled. "You're a fucking monster…"
Muku felt his blood boil with every word that came from Naruto's mouth. The one he had taken in and provided for, the one he 'owned', was starting to turn against him. Ever since this 'Sasuke' came into the picture, Naruto- his love had changed. Was changing. He decided it was time Naruto remembered whom he truly belonged too and would never escape from.
"Monster, huh? Oh, Naruto you've seen nothing of the 'Monster' I can be." Muku nearly whispered, coal eyes dark with a dangerous edge as he inched closer and closer to the blonde, watching him as he backed away until his back hit the wall; Muku trapped him, stole a bruising kiss from supple lips. Onyx eyes seething in rage at seeing a mix of fear and defiance flash in those beautiful electric blue eyes. He would fix that.
"Stop," Naruto hissed lowly, as pale fingers ripped a handful of golden locks and started tugging him toward the stairs.
Muku tightened his grip in Naruto's hair, pulling harder as the blonde tripped over a few steps in Muku's haste. Reaching his bedroom Muku slammed Naruto against the door and started removing the clothes bit by bit. Taking purchase in Naruto's slender neck, digging in until that familiar taste of blood met his tongue.
Engulfed in his task, as he reached Naruto's boxers a tan hand on his, he was astonished glaring up into cerulean irises, they were hard, growing stronger and stronger. Muku snapped, punching Naruto across the face, but it wasn't enough the look was still there. Raining more and more punches down on the blonde, now laid along the floor after the first hit knocking him down. Blood seeping from a few small cuts on his face, eyes were still speaking that Muku was losing his grip.
He leaned down to whisper in Naruto's ear; "You may think you've found someone you can trust, but trust is for the weak, Naruto. Do you honestly think any of your little friends would have anything to do with you if they knew everything? Like the fact that you've been such a nasty whore since you were a small child, every dirty thing you've done and let be done to you with no protest, and even enjoyed? The way you stare at you're reflection for hours, looking at you're fat smothered body, the way you shove those fingers down your throat after eating the slightest thing? Think your precious Sasuke would want to even look at such a worthless, spineless, fat, little slut like you after hearing how disgusting you really are? Never, you belong to me and me alone. I'm the only one who will ever love you."
Muku pulled back pleased with the self-doubt leaking into the boy's eyes. Running a hand along his chest up to the top along collar bones where he stopped one hand on both sides and dug his nails in the tan flesh making Naruto squirming trying to buck him off after strattling caramel hips, Muku drug his sharp nails down Naruto's chest, causing a screaming to bounce off the walls. He growling "That's right, Naruto scream for me." reveling in the blood coating his fingers and sight of crimson trails dripping down the skinny chest
This beautiful blonde was all he had ever wanted, all he needed, and he'd be damned before he lost him, even if he had to break and shatter what was left of the boy to do it. Was it really that horrible to want be loved back, to be the only one Naruto could see?
Tears trailing from the crystalline eyes, the sight was an intoxicating mix of disgust and immense pleasure. Only he saw the blonde like this, but it wasn't enough he needed more, to hear Naruto moan, even if it begrudgingly, to feel him every single inch he had mapped out and claimed for his own, to mark the sun-kissed skin to show any who dare look the boy was taken.
Muku stood yanking Naruto to his feet, the raven catching again the pale, pink lips of the boy guiding him back to bed, lying above the blonde, Muku reached around to grab the first of three restraints, tying Naruto wrist together, then to the headboard, enjoying the look of disgust, mingling with shame that was drowning in azure eyes. Muku striped Naruto of his boxers, ran his fingers over the silky yet scarred skin, so many had faded; it made the raven crave to make more.
He stood up and made his way to night table; pulling open the drawer knocking a few things around before he found one of the things he was looking for, a silicone and leather bite gag. Resuming his position atop the blonde slipping the gag around Naruto's head, Muku keeping the struggling boy still grounding his core on Naruto's middle before removing himself to secure the blondes ankles, the gleaming, bright, metal cuffs attaching to the bed with thick, black, braided nylon cord bringing a smile to Muku's face.
Retrieve the last of his tools and checking to make sure the restraints were tight so the blonde couldn't move, Muku nestled himself between tan legs he set to work, jeering "I'll make your body even more disgusting so nobody will ever even think about touching such a grotesque creature. No one but me." Tears again began to pour from the boy eyes along with soft, muffled mewls of protest as he slung his head side to side. Muku picked up one the four blades of different sizes ranging from a small two inch blade to a six inch blade, he was currently holding, the others in a black velvet case reaching into the little pocket in the case pulling out a alcohol swab and cleaning the shiny blade, because the last thing Muku wanted was to have to take Naruto to the hospital for an infection, too many people would see his artwork all over the blonde.
Muku ran a hand lovingly along a thin, beige thigh looking for the perfect place to start his design.
He gazed at his masterpiece, Naruto's strangled howls still seductively ringing his ears as his fingers tracing six long, shallow lines along Naruto inner thighs, two similar ones running from hip to hip, one going from the blonde's bellybutton to the middle of the boys pecks finishing with four on each side going the length of the bony ribs.
Licking his lips and not being able to hold back his lust for the doppelgänger of a love long past, Muku rid himself of his clothing, before crawling up the lithe body below him leaning back on his knees to remove the gag from Naruto's month, staring into the nearly crushed, almost broken, look in welling in the deep blue eyes, that drove him crazier.
Capturing the abused lips with his own, teeth meeting teeth as the raven forcing his way into the blonde's dark cavern, Muku's teeth tearing into Naruto's lips, his tongue nearly choking the boy. As he pulled away a string of saliva still connecting them. Muku groaned "Now for the real fun." Pulling up to his knees once more, feeling the fragile boy under him tense Muku chuckle at the reaction and purred "Don't worry it'll feel good for you too, Naruto."
Staring into such deep emotion swimming in the wide azure eyes, taking in the pink tint to tan cheeks and light sheen of sweat brought old memories to the for front of the onyx-haired man's mind and he knew he had to be in this body right now.
Moving back in between creamy thighs, reaching on both sides loosening the cord connected the bed before throwing Naruto's leg onto his shoulders, hardly positioning himself before driving into the smaller boys tight heat, all in one thrust, the volume of Naruto's outcry the loudest yet, nearly vibrating the man but he paid no attention just continued to slam into the warm orifice over and over, Naruto's wails never meeting his ears lost in a fantasy world of never to be.
He heard the strangled cries and pleas to stop but he just couldn't do it, the feeling was too great and Naruto needed to know that he was his and his alone; no one else could ever have him. He would kill him before he let him go, Naruto was his. Faded memories of Minato flashed through his mind and he quickened his pace. Electric blue eyes, flawless skin, shocking blonde hair, lips so supple, so kissable...
He cracked an eye open to peer down at the bloody boy beneath him with lustful eyes, the way those perfect lips parted in a loud scream nearly brought him over the edge. He closed his eyes once more and leaned down to connect their lips, kissing him softly this time, less rough and more passion. As he reached his climax he turned his head, whispering, "Minato..."
Naruto was glad when it was over, when his arms and legs were freed and he was left in the room alone with nothing but silence to greet him. He curled up into a ball as best he could with the painful damage done to his skin, tears silently shimmering from his eyes, he knew he at least had a busted lip along with some cuts and bruises on his face and that below was far worse, though even now all he could think about was how much he wanted to see Sasuke.
He didn't know why or how but right now he just needed to get out of here, right now he just needed to see Sasuke. He would not explain, he would not ask to leave; he was simply just going to go.