letters to cam

by oliviasaundersxx

"I feel alone here, And cold here, But I don't want to die" - Cut, The plumb. Two weeks after cam's death, Dallas isn't dealing with it well, He's becoming a stranger to himself. Not showing up to hockey, drinking and skipping classes. He starts writing to cam, will it help or just lead him farther down the same path that cam took?.

8. Chapter 8

7th June 2013.

dear cam,

I never really knew that much about you, nor did you know anything about me. So, here's 10 things that you probably didn't know, or found out.

1. I'm selfish.

2. I'm self-pitying.

3. I'm ego-centric

4. I'm arrogant.

5. I'm running out of things to tell you because ego-centric and arrogant are synonyms of each other.

6. I'm alone, even if i'm not alone.

7. I'm crying.

8. I smoke.

9. three months ago i started hating myself.

10. I'm selfish.