I was walking out to the vehicle, the Commander stayed in his office. I don't think he wanted to see me off. As I was about to get in the car I paused, and turned to the driver. "Could you wait just a moment?"
"Yes mam."
I ran back into the building and into the Commanders office. I wrapped my arms around him kissing him deeply. I got up on my toes to whisper in his ear, "I love you." I ran out of the room getting into the vehicle hot tears streamed down my watched as the car drove away, heart aching.
Claude walked in, "Where did the puppet go?"
"I sent her home..." Sebastian sighed.
"Why! I wanted to have more fun with her!" Claude protested pushing Sebastian to the wall. "I am guessing she doesn't even know who you even are!"
"She still told me she loved me before she left. I actually do believe she knows who I am but cannot accept it."
"At least I could make her panties wet." Claude laughed. The Commander punched Claude in the face.
"Don't talk about her that way." He growled.
"Did she get your dick wet, because she sure as hell made mine! I'm getting hard just thinking about that tight pu..." Sebastian punched him again.
"SHUT YOUR MOUTH!" He yelled, shoving his hand through Claude's chest.
Months had passed since I was at the camp, I and the servants were alone in the manor. I stayed in my nightgown in my bedroom most of the days. I didn't really have anything to do otherwise.
I was taking a bath when MeyRin knocked on the door. "Madam Phantomhive?"
"Yes?"
"You have a guest."
The Commander strolled in and leaned against the counter, "Hello Evalynn."
"Hey!" I giggled.
"Do you remember my name?"
"I do but I am not sure..." I sighed.
"How unfortunate." He frowned, placing his hand on my head. "Sleep now."
"D-Don't leave..." I trailed off.
I woke up still in the bathtub, looking around. The Commander was gone. "Commander..." I frowned. "Sebastian..." I started to cry uncontrollably, curling up against the wall of the tub.
Another knock came. "Madam Phantomhive, are you okay?"
MeyRin again. "You can come in..." I coughed, my eyes were puffy and red from sobbing.
"Madam what's wrong?"
"I saw him again..."
"The Commander from the camp?"
"Yeah.. Wait you saw him too!" I looked at her.
"Well yeah, I allowed him in."
"So I wasn't Imagining it.. Sebastian was really here..."
MeyRin frowned. "Mi-Lady Sebastian is dead."
"No he isn't..." I looked down. "I honestly don't know though..."
MeyRin was silent. "MeyRin may I talk to you about something?"
"Always Mi-Lady"
"When I was at the camp the Commander watched over me all of the time. If I was hurt he would get me medical assistance. Um... He found out who I was and for some odd reason I started to see Sebastian around. I would wake up from dreams and he would be right at my side but I had no idea if it was real or not. The Commander asked me for sex a couple times, but for love not lust I hope. Well I always refused. But when I found out I wouldn't have much time left for him I consented. When I was going to cum he told me to say his name, that I knew his name. Well the first thing that came to mind was, Sebastian. So that's what I said. Well he never told me I was wrong."
"That's not all that bad, is it Mi-Lady?" MeyRin giggled, I always tell her everything. I even told her the first time Sebastian kissed me.
"Well not at all, but I have no idea if they are the same person or two different people. I fell in love with Sebastian and was saving myself for him. But I had sex with the Commander, well if they are the same person, I didn't break my promise. But if it isn't..." I looked down. "I love them both MeyRin. I have no idea what to do. I keep having nightmares, I wake up to him beside me like when I was a kid. Asking me if I am okay." Tears streamed down my face.
"Then why don't you persue them?"
"The Commander sent me away because I didn't belong at the camp." I got out of the tub and let the water drain. "I just want him to be real."
"I know Mi-Lady, you'll find your prince charming soon." She laughed.
"Thank you MeyRin." I hugged her. I peered out the window because something caught my attention.
"What's wrong."
"I thought I saw something." I turned around and dressed myself, Sebastian had been sitting at the window the whole time. From when he knocked me out to when I left the bathroom for dinner.
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A week later MeyRin knocked on my bedroom door "Lady Evalynn?" I don't really understand why they knock when they know I am here. "Yes MeyRin?"
"You have a visitor! A gentleman from the concentration camp Mi-Lady." I opened my door peering my head out. "What does he look like."
"Tall with black hair Mi-Lady, he's very handsome. Just like the two you know whose you love" She giggled and winked.
"Trust me I know. I will be down in a moment, I need to dress myself quick." He's really here! I kept freaking out, I threw on a corset, hip scarf, and long skirt. Okay I need to keep calm. Keep calm. I had the glasses on he had given me, my eyes were a dark purple. I walked down the hall talking to myself, trying to not freak out. I got to the stairs and there he was the Commander standing at the door talking to Finnian and Bard. Walking down the stairs I felt my heart racing. "Commander." I smiled walking towards him.
"Hello Evalynn, how are you?" he bowed to me and kissed my hand. "You are as beautiful as ever."
I blushed softly, "I am well, Its odd for you to come here at night."
"It's easy for me to travel in the dark more than the day." he laughed.
"True, how are you Commander?"
"I am good, is there a place we could talk to in private?"
"Yes, follow me." We walked up the stairs to my father's study. "Here we are."
I walked in and sat down at my father's desk. "It's odd being on the other side of the desk now." Sebastian laughed. I smiled "It is kind of odd, I am the one with the power now."
"Oh scary." he leaned over my desk, "Did you miss me?" He smirked.
"Every day and night." I blushed as he leaned in closer to me, his breath felt warm against my lips. "So you're having the same problem I am." He smirked again as he gave me a gentle kiss. "I missed you. I can't get you out of my head. When I close my eyes I see your face, I hear your voice." I drew him into another kiss.
"I told you I didn't want to leave." I frowned.
"You had to though." Sebastian walked around my desk. "I couldn't let Claude touch you again." He moved me out of my chair and backed up to the window. "You're mine." He whispered in a low seductive tone into my ear as he nibbled on it. "I didn't want him anywhere near you. This was the easiest way to keep you safe Evalynn." I wrapped my arms tightly around him letting my head drop to his chest he was about a foot taller than me even when I wore heels. "Evalynn, do you remember my name?" He pulled me closer.
I was hesitant, so scared that this wasn't real. Please be real, "Sebastian..." I smiled tears pressing at my eyes, "Sebastian Michaelis." His eyes turned red.
"How did you become a demon Evalynn?"
"I honestly don't know, just one day I woke up with my nails like yours." I peered up at him, leaning back to the wall so I could see his face perfectly as he towered over me. "Well I am the Phantomhive family butler.." he paused, "What is your order my lady." he bowed to me turning into his butler form. "Kiss me."