letters to cam

by oliviasaundersxx

"I feel alone here, And cold here, But I don't want to die" - Cut, The plumb. Two weeks after cam's death, Dallas isn't dealing with it well, He's becoming a stranger to himself. Not showing up to hockey, drinking and skipping classes. He starts writing to cam, will it help or just lead him farther down the same path that cam took?.

10. Chapter 10

16th June 2013.

dear cam,

i have no friends. not counting you.

i've lost every ounce of happiness in my life and i have nothing to live for anymore, is this how you felt cam?

I can't be happy, I can't smile, I can't laugh, I can't love.

i think everybody gave up on me, even maya, she won't talk to me, coach stopped caring if i come to practice or not, which is usually not, ali stopped trying to cheer me up, and the torres's stopped caring what i did.

Cam, I think i'm done.

I burned myself with a smoke i was smoking yesterday, it made me feel bad, but good.

i can't remember the last time i was happy, can you, cam?