letters to cam

by oliviasaundersxx

"I feel alone here, And cold here, But I don't want to die" - Cut, The plumb. Two weeks after cam's death, Dallas isn't dealing with it well, He's becoming a stranger to himself. Not showing up to hockey, drinking and skipping classes. He starts writing to cam, will it help or just lead him farther down the same path that cam took?.

13. Chapter 13

29th June 2013.

dear cam,

it's been four months since you died,cam, it feels like longer.

the shrink keeps saying that I've stayed here for 4 months without cam, i can keep going.

but i know i can't, cam, i really really cant.

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I threw a fit in class today, or that's what they said it was.

it was math and this girl was upset because her best friend wouldn't sit with her, i stood up and told her the closest person i had to a best friend jumped off the roof of the school and died, cam, and then i told her that she needed to shut the fuck up.

i didn't get in trouble, cam, i think it was because they feel pity for me.

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pit·y (pt)

n. pl. pit·ies

1. Sympathy and sorrow aroused by the misfortune or suffering of another.

2. A matter of regret

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i'm suffering, cam.