letters to cam

by oliviasaundersxx

"I feel alone here, And cold here, But I don't want to die" - Cut, The plumb. Two weeks after cam's death, Dallas isn't dealing with it well, He's becoming a stranger to himself. Not showing up to hockey, drinking and skipping classes. He starts writing to cam, will it help or just lead him farther down the same path that cam took?.

15. Chapter 15

17th June 2013.

dear cam,

My family says they think i'm getting happier, audra said i was smiling more, I'm not sure if it's true but my swell let them believe it, right?

just because i'm not happy doesn't mean they can't be, right?

it's raining out, cam, did you like the rain?

I do. I feel like it matches my moods, comes when i'm sad and stays away when i'm happy, doesn't that sound like the exact opposite of a friend.

should i feel guilty that i've been happier cam?

vanessa brought over Rocky, I've missed him, cam, but i miss you too.