19th July 2013.

dear cam,

the end of the year party was fun, the seniors went and we all raised our glasses and said goodbye to them, Bianca raised her glass and made a toast to making it through, my vision was clouding and i ran out of the party.

cam you didn't make it.

I stood in front of the lake, i thought about jumping in, cam, but i didn't and i wish i could.