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Ever since Tori and Kendall kissed, Kendall has been avoiding everyone. Logan tried to get him to talk, Tori tried calling and even showed up at their front door a few times but he wouldn't budge.

"Its my fault." Tori said to Logan as they lounged on the guys couch.

"No its not." Logan reassured her as he mindlessly went through the channels.

"He won't even talk to me or you for that matter."

Carlos, James and Kendall all went out to buy groceries. Tori came over after Logan asked her to come to talk things out with him. With the stress of Kendall not remembering, school was a big blur. She wasn't even excited that her senior year was almost ending.

"I'm so confused." Tori said.

"About what?"

"About what I want."

Logan stayed quiet as he tried to not look over at Tori. Ever since she confessed that she might like him, his brain ran a mile a minute with the possibility of getting a chance with her.

Ever since Kendall introduced Tori to the guys, Logan couldn't ignore the fact that she was beautiful but he respected the fact that she was with Kendall. He pushed aside his thoughts and started to genuinely care for her. He wanted to be there for her whenever Kendall failed to. He soon took the role of her best friend and he didn't mind it because he got to be close to her.

"What do you mean?"

"Ever since Kendall has no memory of us, he's pushing me away. I hate it but I can't help but feel like he's pushing me into the arms of another person." Tori whispered the last bit.

Logan just looked at her with a poker face.

"I did meet Kendall first, and I didn't know who you guys were so I didn't have a fair chance of getting to know you." Tori explained before Logan can speak.

Tori knew what she was saying was true but she didn't know how much she meant. Yeah, she loves Kendall but ever since his memory loss she began to see Logan as more of a friend.

She didn't really know what this new feeling was. She couldn't help but feel like getting neglected by the one she was in love with, made her want to seek it somewhere else, or in her case someone else.

But she looked at Logan, the way his face tried to break into a smile. That's the way Kendall used to look at her whenever she expressed her feelings.

Kendall. Her heart swelled at the thought of him. She missed her boyfriend. But her boyfriend didn't know what they shared and that broke her heart.

"You can't give up," she heard his voice cut threw her thoughts. She smiled weakly as she nodded her head at Logan.

He was right. Tori was a fighter. She fought for what she wanted. She stayed quiet, looking at his face, trying to read his emotions. Logan wore his heart on his face, which made it easy for them to get along in the first place because she was the same.

He was looking down slightly, avoiding all eye contact with her.

"Logan?"

"Yeah?" He asked as she placed her palm on his face.

He stood there, stone cold, afraid to do anything that will send her flying out of the room. He didn't even realize she had moved from her spot, caught in his own thoughts to even acknowledge that she was now a few inches away from him.

Tori took a deep breath in and closed her eyes as she leaned in. Logan's eye lids began to shut as she grew in closer. His heart thumped against his chest, he was afraid it was going to jump through his skin. He was almost certain Tori could hear it.

When their lips met, Tori felt a sudden chill go down her spine. Logan's arms wrapped around her small frame bringing her closer, if that was even possible. He swallowed her sharp gasp as he pulled her onto his lap.

Her hands busied themselves as they weaved into his hair, tugging whenever his tongue glided against hers. Tori was at a loss of words let alone thoughts. She would be lying if she said Logan wasn't a good kisser but something didn't feel right.

Something was off. Her hips grounded against his as his lips moved down her jaw.

When his teeth nipped at her flesh, she moaned. Her eyes widened as realization hit her. She pulled back from Logan as if he were on fire, startling him.

"What? What's wrong?" Logan asked as he watched Tori gather her things from his sitting position on the couch.

"I can't. I'm sorry." Tori said grabbing her bag as she started to make her way to the door.

"Wait, Tori, I'm sorry. I got carried away. Please don't go."

"No Logan! I cheated on my boyfriend. That's not okay. It was a mistake."

Logan shut his mouth, Tori read his features and almost fell sorry for him. She had made the move to kiss him and now here she was telling him it was a mistake.

"Tori, don't tell me you didn't feel something just now!" Logan yelled taking her wrist into his hand, holding tight enough so she won't escape.

"Logan, stop." Tori said tugging for her hand back.

"Tell me you didn't feel a thing and I'll let you go." Logan said bringing her chest to meet his.

He swiftly wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her against the door. He looked into her eyes, worried and fear is what he read.

"Please, tell me you feel exactly the same." Logan said slowly as he placed her right palm against his wildly beating heart.

Tori wanted to cry, get away from the boy who she claimed to be her best friend. Can she love two guys at once?

"I can't."

"Can't or won't."

"Its complicated."

"Then uncomplicated things and be with me. Let Kendall be with Jo. Let him live his life with what he remembers."

Tori felt like she had been bitch slapped but his words hurt a lot worse.

"I can't just give up on him. I love him. That's a very selfish thing to say! How dare you! You're one of his best friends! You're my best friend."

"That's not what I meant!"

"Let go of me!" Tori said pushing Logan off.

She felt disgusted as she pushed the door open and almost ran into three bodies on the way out.

"Tori?" Carlos and James asked.

"I'm sorry." Tori whispered as she brushed past them.

She was almost down the hall when she realized she had hot tears down her face. Her best friend betrayed her. She betrayed her boyfriend.

"Hey are you alright?"

The voice was enough to make her heart stop. Tori didn't even hear anyone chase after her, she gasped as he placed a gentle hand on her elbow, turning around.

"No, but I will be."

"Want to talk about it?"

"No."

Tori mentally slapped herself as she saw Kendall frown as she kept answering in short answers.

"Alright, well as long as you're alright." Kendall said as he raised his hand to wave and turned on his heel.

"Wait."

"Yeah?"

"Who told you to come after me?"

"No one. Once I saw the tears, something inside me went off." Kendall admitted shyly, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand.

Tori smiled wiping away the stray tears that had made their way down her face.

"Want to go somewhere?"

"Uh, sure. Where are we going?"

"A small trip down memory lane." Tori smiled as she pressed the elevator button.