Okay, so I know you guys hate me. I hate me too. Not only for not updating sooner, but the fact that I lost the motivation to write this. Plus I have major writers block and its really annoying. I wish I could update more often but sometimes it takes me days to actually write the beginning of the chapter.

With that being said, the last chapter will be the next one. It'll be a happy ending and hopefully a long chapter.

Thanks to all those who reviewed and gave this a chance. I really appreciate it!

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Its been weeks and Tori tried not to put any pressure on Kendall to remember. They were starting over, but the fact that Jo was part of his life again bothered her. Kendall sensed Tori's feelings towards Jo but he wasn't willing to let her friendship go. But it seemed like everyday he fought with himself with his feelings. One night he'd dream of Tori and the next it would be Jo's blond hair in his dreams.

He wanted to try with Tori and he ignored his feelings for Jo he went through them once, he just wishes he could remember what he felt.

"How are you?" Jo asked as she came in carrying a large pizza. She called Kendall asking to hang out, coincidently right after the guys had left to an indoor bounce playground.

"I'm good."

"How are things with Tori?"

"They're as good as it can be. I don't remember shit and she remembers everything. Its like we're watching a movie that she already saw." Kendall huffed. He confided in Jo, from what he remembers she was the only that got him, besides the guy.

She opened the box of pizza and got first pick of the slices. She took a humble bite and tried to come up with something to say.

"She's willing to be there through it all again. She loves you. Even a blind man can see the connection between the two of you." Jo said sadly.

Even if she had lost the battle to Kendall's heart didn't mean she wasn't going to be there for him.

"Thanks Jo." Kendall said offering a side hug. Kendall and Jo continued to eat and joke like old times. Kendall feared that he was going to do something stupid, but Tori was in the back of his mind. He had lied to her telling her that he also went with the guys.

What he didn't know was that Tori planned on surprising him, when she got there she tried to be sneaky, looking at the three heads that bounced up and down but she didn't see a fourth. She called him but it rang till voicemail, she called Logan and saw his black head stop bouncing before answering her call.

"Hello?" He said sort of breathless.

"Hey, sorry to bother you, but can I talk to Kendall he's not answering his phone." Tori explained.

"Kendall's back at home, he didn't come with us, he said he was going to be with you?"

That's when all the different scenarios flooded in her mind. He was probably napping. But he lied about being with her to his best friends. He's hiding something. What if he was out with another girl? Jo.

"Tori? Hello?" Logan's voice snapped her out of her own thoughts.

She cleared her throat and said a quick bye to Logan before hanging up and speeding out of the building. She climbed into her car that she got two weeks ago and drove to the hotel.

She called Katie, telling her that she was going to surprise her brother and to worn security that she was on her way. When she got there she flashed the bulky guy her ID and was permitted a pass.

She parked her car and fasted paced her way to his room. She stood in front of his door, fist ready to knock on the wooden door but the two voices of laughter stopped whatever intention she had to knock.

Her phone started to ring loudly, almost echoing in the empty apartment. She was quick to shut it off, fearing of getting caught. When the silence returned there were no voices coming from the other side. She stood still afraid to make any sudden movements.

Then hear fears came true, the door swung open and there was Kendall standing behind Jo. Tori almost felt her angry tears spill from her eyes.

"How could you?"

"Wait! Tori, it's not what you think!" Kendall tried to reason with her but she turned on her heel and walked away.

Jo looked at Kendall and apologized before grabbing her stuff and walking out. Kendall cursed and slipped his shoes on before running towards the stair case, trying to beat Tori from leaving.

Tori felt her vision turn black as she felt her unshed tears swim in her eyes. She knew she was running away but she was angry that he had lied. There had to be a reason he lied to her but whatever it was, she didn't want to know. She didn't want to know the obvious.

Walking away from the lobby entrance she ran straight into Logan's firm arms. She tried to push him away but that made him hold on tighter. He held on till she quit squirming and let her body completely shut down. Her shoulders shook with the wreck of sobs that she held in.

Kendall ran to the open lobby to see one of his best friends hold onto the girl he was beginning to fall in love with. A strange feeling of jealousy cursed through his body as he glared at the pair wrapped in a lovers embrace.

"What the hell is going on?!" Kendall demanded.

"Fuck you." Tori spat in between her cries. Logan looked up at Kendall almost asking what was going on.

Tori held on tighter, hiding her face into Logan's chest.

"Get me out of here." Tori whispered.

Carlos and James stood behind the scene and tired to make the group of people who were gathering despair. Kendall frowned as Logan started to walk away, almost dragging Tori with him.

Kendall was going to go after them but Carlos and James both stood in front of him, blocking him from going any further.

"Thanks for getting me out of there."

"It was getting a little crowded."

Tori had finally calmed down as Logan drove them to the nearest ice cream parlor. She had explained everything. Including the way she felt about Jo. Logan sat down and listened only adding his input when he felt was needed.

"Tori, you have to stop running away from him. You have to face him head on. I know if the accident hadn't happened and you two got into a fight, you would never walk away and let the anger die down before going over to apologize. You guys would probably have a screaming match, forgetting why you guys were fighting and start a new fight about who can scream louder." Logan said.

Tori giggled as she ate the last spoonful of her cookie dough ice cream. She looked at Logan and felt sort of guilty. She never saw him more than a best friend but the kiss didn't feel wrong.

But Tori knew she would never be able to let herself try anything with Logan, it would mean seeing Kendall, the boy she was really in love with.

"Thanks, for always being there, saying the right things." Tori reached over and gave his hand a squeeze.

"That's what best friends are for." Logan said.

She knew at that moment he felt the same way about her. Maybe he had more of a friendship feeling for her, but crushes are meant to be crushed. She was Kendall's girl, will always be Kendall's girl.

Logan drove them back to the hotel because he was driving her car. He asked her if she was going to come up. Hesitantly Tori agreed, locking her car and following Logan. They took baby steps; it seemed like because it took twice as long to get up to their apartment.

As soon as Logan walked through the door an angry Kendall threw himself at him, "what the fuck did you with her? Where is she?"

"Calm down, man! You wouldn't be in this situation if you weren't going behind her back and lying to her!"

Tori didn't like the sound of two best friends fighting, especially because of her. She stepped forward making herself known. Kendall's eye shipped to her and the anger easily melted from him.

He reached forward and hugged Tori to his body, pleading apologies and assuring her that nothing happened.

"Kendall, stop." Tori said looking at the ground as she stepped out of his arms.

"What?" Kendall said dropping his arms at his sides.

"I kissed Logan."

Before Tori knew what was happening, Kendall's fist collided with Logan's eye.