The actual story that I did originally was much longer than this. I had to squeeze in many chapters into one. Like this one. I plan to just have 5 chapters in this. The original story had like 25. I kept the seemingly important parts of course but the story is choppy. Still, thank you for reading.
Jane eyes opened at about 07:00 am. A midst sleepiness, she noticed a warm body next to her. A body that's a little closer than she was used too. She looked down and saw Maura's hands on her toned abs, her head nuzzled on her neck. She was spooning her. Panic immediately set in. She cannot be this close to Maura. She thought of breaking away even though she would disrupt the blonde's seemingly sound sleep.
Maura: You smell good.
Jane froze. Did Maura just say that she smells good? She might still be dreaming. She pinched herself and then knew that she wasn't. Then, it must be Maura who's still dreaming. Her mind contemplated if she should just stay like this for a few more minutes or just settle to this. Her heart started pounding.
Maura: What time is it?
Maura was not asleep. Jane then broke away from Maura and stood up. Maura was fully awaken by this.
Jane: It's 07:00, Maura. Get up.
Maura: It's just 07:00. Why are you up so early?
Jane: Monday. Cases will uh.. come in.
Jane couldn't even make sentences that made sense. Maura sat up and nodded. Jane noticed that she looked a little somber.
Jane: I'm gonna take a bath.
Maura: I'm gonna head out.
Jane couldn't explain it but that statement from Maura broke her heart. She couldn't explain why exactly so she looked into Maura's eyes. She couldn't be sure but she saw some hints of sadness of her eyes too. Jane tried to revive the situation.
Jane: You don't have to go. I'll prepare breakfast.
Maura: I need to change, Jane. I'll see you later?
Jane nodded. Maura stood up. They looked at each other at first then Maura leaned into Jane and hugged her. Jane was caught off guard but hugged back. They broke off and Maura headed for the door. Before she went out, Maura looked back and smiled at her.
Jane was left dumbfounded. She sat back down in her bed and just stared at the air. She replayed all that has happened and she still couldn't understand why it did. Everything happened so fast. As bad as it sounds, Jane was hanging more with Maura to take advantage of little moments that they can't have at work. That was a hell of a moment and Jane backed away. Why? Jane was so upset at herself that she lied back down and threw a pillow over her face.
Korsak: Jane? Are you okay?
Jane: Huh?
Korsak and Frost looked at each other and then looked at Jane. Jane raised both her eyebrows to the two men.
Korsak: Something's bothering you.
Jane: No. what makes you say that?
Frost: Well, for one, you don't have any cuticles left.
Jane shot Frost an annoyed look. Korsak giggled.
Korsak: What's bothering you?
Maura.
Korsak: Maura.
Jane was alarmed.
Jane: What?! No.
How did they know? Korsak and Jane has been together for a long time now, they know each other almost more than most people will but there's no way her behavior said that she was thinking of Maura. She ate her cuticles when she's bothered about something, yes but she didn't say anything to clue in that it was Maura. She then saw Maura come in, folder in hand. The blonde smiled at the three.
Maura: Sergeant Detective Korsak, here's the results you wanted.
She handed the folder. Korsak accepted it and nodded. Jane was able to recollect herself and breath a little easier. She then noticed how beautiful Maura was today. She looked better than ever wearing a tight leather skirt and a surprisingly low cut salmon top. The outfit was a very sexy version of what Maura usually wears. Again, Jane looked at her best friend a little too long than normal.
Korsak: Thank you, Dr. Isles.
Korsak went back to his desk and Maura walked over to Jane's table. She sat on the chair next it. Jane looked up and smiled. Maura returned.
Maura: So, lunch later?
Jane: Sure.
Jane examined Maura's face, looking for hints of awkwardness after the morning they just had. Maura seemed okay. The look on her face that she had earlier was gone. It was like it never happened. Jane suddenly felt very embarrassed about herself. Now, she feels like she's making it all up in her head.
Maura: See you later, Jane.
Maura touched her right arm and squeezed it. She stood up and transferred her hand to Jane's shoulder before she walked away. Jane ignored Maura's touch, she took a deep breath and thought about what happened again with a clearer mind. If Maura wasn't affected by what just happened earlier, maybe there really is nothing there. Maybe they're just friends and Maura's getting more comfortable because she has been. She did sleep on her lap.
Jane: Huh.
Finally, a logical answer. As much as it hurt her to shut down that part of her that's saying there's something there, her head won. She tried to erase the yesterday and this morning's memory and went back to her old self.
As Jane walked to Maura's office, she convinced herself that she was over it. Jane knew that if she would be described by anyone, she would be described as tough. She could easily bury down those feelings even if it was towards Maura. She was determined to do so.
Jane: Maura?
Maura looked up from the papers she was reading and flashed a smile at Jane.
Maura: Yes, Jane?
Jane walked towards her. Maura narrowed her eyes at Jane.
Maura: Do you want something from me?
Now, Jane narrowed her eyes at Jane. She stood in the middle of the room.
Jane: It's almost lunch time, Maura. You said you wanted to have lunch.
Maura looked at the clock. 11:45 am. She closed the folder and put it on top of the pile to her right.
Maura: Oh, yes. I did. Hold on.
Maura opened her drawer and got out a mirror and an expensive lipstick. She looked at the mirror, pouted her lips and put on some lipstick. Jane had no choice but to look at her. After finishing by rubbing her top and bottom lips together, she looked at Jane. Jane quickly snapped out of it when she met eyes with Maura.
Jane: Are we doing something special on this lunch? Why the...
Maura got her perfume and spritz some on herself. She also put her hands on her hair and shook twice.
Jane: What are you doing?
Maura: I feel like I'm not aging well.
Maura stood up and picked up her bag. She walked towards Jane who was still fixated on her, trying to understand the sudden vanity.
Jane: You look fine. When did you start thinking about this?
Maura: Since I noticed a few lines last night. C'mon.
Maura started walking out her office and Jane was still standing at her office. Confused. She followed immediately when she saw Maura nearing the elevator. Jane stood beside Maura, still couldn't get over the fact that she thinks she is aging badly. Maura turned to her.
Maura: Do you think i'm aging badly?
Jane absolutely didn't. Maura is the most beautiful thing she's ever laid her eyes on. She couldn't be more perfect but since she's trying to be normal and all...
Jane: No, Maura. You look okay.
The elevator opened and the two ladies got in.
Maura: I look okay. Okay, then.
Maura looked hurt with Jane's pick of the adjective. Jane rolled her eyes. As much as loved this woman, Maura can be difficult sometimes. She can easily be very emotional about things.
Jane: Maura, you're the most beautiful person I know.
Jane looked at Maura's hazel eyes. She said it seriously. She wanted to know that she doesn't need to be worried with her looks. Maura smiled back and looked into Jane's brown eyes. They looked at each other for another 3 seconds or so before Jane realizing that she haven't even pressed 'G'. She quickly looked away.
Maura: Thank you, Jane. That's very nice.
Jane just smiled as she rolled her eyes again. She looked at Maura and she was smiling. Heart pounding, she took a deep breath again. She composed herself. They got off the elevator and as Jane passed by the cafeteria, she noticed something. She stopped and looked closer.
Jane: Oh my...
She grabbed Maura and pulled her closer to her. Maura got off balanced and landed on Jane.
Maura: What is it, Jane?
Jane moved and hid behind the pinto in the lobby. Maura instinctively followed.
Jane: Look at my mother.
Maura then looked at the cafeteria and saw Angela being rather cuddly with Jane's boss. She gasped at the scenery. Jane face registered disgust.
Jane: Oh my god, mom. Really? Cavanaugh? If they actually get together, I'm never gonna hear the end of this.
Maura glanced at Jane and touched her shoulder, then smiled at her.
Maura: I think it's sweet. Your mother is a lovely person. She deserves a man like Lt. Cavanaugh.
Jane couldn't believe what Maura just said. She shot her a disapproving look. Maura smiled disappeared and her eyes wandered to them again. Finally, Jane pulled Maura's wrist and started walking. Maura followed while still looking at the two. They both got out of the building. While walking to Maura's car...
Jane: I have a headache.
Jane rubbed her temples and closed her eyes. Maura looked at her.
Maura: Because of what you just saw? You know, Jane, there are 200 different types of headaches, classified into two groups...
Maura continued her headache lesson to Jane as they got in the car. Before Maura started the car...
Jane: Now, you're giving me the headache. Go to Uncle Rob's.
Maura stopped talking and smiled at Jane. She started driving. After some time, Maura parked at some fancy diner.
Jane: Maura? I said Uncle Robs! Why do you get to pick where we're gonna eat?
Maura: Because I'm driving Jane.
Jane shook her head and looked down.
Jane: Well, if I knew, I wouldn't have let you drive. I don't want to eat here, Maura. I don't even know how to pronounce the name of the restaurant.
Maura sighed at her.
Maura: You have to try new things, Jane.
Jane looked at her with big eyes. Then a laugh shot out of her. As annoying as it is, Jane still adored that Maura wanted her to try new things. If only she would... Jane erased the thought before she voiced it out. Maura on the other hand, seemed confused with her reaction.
Jane: Let's just go to that new diner then, just two streets from here, please? I'm starving.
Maura: I have never tried this place. Please, Jane? I'll treat you.
Maura then smiled enthusiastically at her. Her smile was so wide that her dimples showed. Jane had a lump in her throat.
Jane: Maura, I don't think they're gonna let me in.
Maura: Why?
Jane: Are you kiddi-
Jane pointed to the waitress on the window. The waitress was wearing something that put Jane's best blazer to shame.
Jane: Look! The waitress looks better than me, that's why.
Maura looked at her with caring eyes. She laced her hands with Jane's and used the other hand to turn Jane's face to her. Jane was surprised at Maura's actions. She knew this is nothing but Maura showing affection to a friend who's feeling a little insecure but she didn't need this right now.
Jane: Don't kiss me.
Jane then backed up while Maura laughed.
Maura: You're beautiful, Jane. You don't have to be concerned with what you're wearing. You wear clothes beautifully.
Jane smiled awkwardly. The lump in her throat was making it harder for her to breath. Maura's smile was melting her armor, her sarcastic self. She knew she had to regain control before she makes a move that she would regret. She shook her head in approval, still looking unsure. Maura smile got wider then she thrust one fist in the air.
Maura: Yes!
She was just saying all that? Jane couldn't help but be hurt with what just happened.
Jane: I'm ordering everything on the menu.
Maura giggled as they got in the restaurant. She walked up to the hostess and asked for a table for two. The hostess happily obliged but still shot Jane a look. Jane was tempted to show her her badge so she would stop judging her because of how she looked. The hostess escorted them to a table and handed them the menus.
Hostess: A waiter will be right with you.
Jane: Fan-freaking-tastic!
Maura: Thank you.
Maura then shot Jane a look.
Maura: You're gonna get us kicked out of here.
Jane: Okay, sorry.
Jane looked at the menu and saw nothing familiar. It wasn't her first time in this kind of restaurants, Maura has taken her to these kinds of places before. But she didn't dare to order. The last time she did, she ended up eating an animal's intestines. She looked at Maura who seemed to have made her choice. She probably stared for too long because Maura looked at her.
Maura: Jane?
Jane: I don't know any of these.
Jane threw the menu on the table and crossed her arms.
Maura: I'll order for you okay, Jane?
Jane: Please order something that I can actually eat, 'kay, Maura?
Maura raised an eyebrow at Jane. She then called a waiter and said a bunch of words that she didn't understand. The waiter nodded and walked off with the menus. Awkward silence settled in. Jane looked at the other couple on the table. It was on old couple that was bickering. They were pretty close and Jane could make out what the couple was talking about. They were arguing about the food. Finally, the old guy cut off the old lady with a kiss. How sweet.
Maura: Jane?
Jane didn't realize that she has been thinking for way too long. She snapped back into reality and saw Maura with a concerned look on her face.
Jane: Yeah?
Maura: Are you okay? You seemed distracted. What are you thinking?
She immediately redirected and acted alive.
Jane: Nothing. Uh, meant to ask you. Have you completely gotten over Dennis?
Maura was surprised with Jane's question but expected it somehow. She knew Dennis would come up as some point.
Maura: Well I haven't thought about him for weeks now, Jane. I guess i'm over it.
Jane: Will you ever date again?
Maura laughed at the question.
Maura: Eventually but not right now. Is anyone asking?
A smile formed on her face.
Maura: Are you happy about that?
Jane's breath was caught. She then looked at Maura, who is smiling at her. After what seemed like an eternity, plates started making their way through their table. The food came. Jane was relieved that they now had something to do other than tip toe their way through conversations. Jane looked down at her plate and saw something that she knew. Meat. Good job, Maura. She started eating.
Maura: You never answered me, Jane. Are you happy that i'm not dating?
The food was outstanding good, Jane didn't bother to put color into Maura's statement.
Jane: Well, if you keep dating creeps, yes. You have bad taste in men, Maura.
Maura's eyes widened. The statement was true but still cut through her. She stopped eating and crossed her arms. Jane noticed.
Jane: Are you seriously upset about that? You do.
Maura exhaled. It was true. It doesn't take much to swoon her. She loved romance. And once she's under that spell, all of her genius goes out the window. Her usually meticulous eyes misses a lot of things, her usually sound judgement isn't as sharp and she's always bordering on naive. Love is her kyrptonite.
Maura: Okay, fine. I may not be as successful with picking mates as I am in other fields in my life.
Jane scoffed with the word Maura just used.
Maura: What? You know, not everybody will put up with your abuse.
Jane couldn't help but laugh at that comment. She has been mocking Maura for her ways since they became friends. She could even remember the first time they saw each other and how she was such a bitch to her. Still, they became friends.
Jane: But you love me.
Maura continued eating. She expected a response. A fact, denial or even a funny quip. Nothing. This is too confusing. They both were silent until they finished their meals. Maura wasted no time in getting the cheque.
Jane: Do you want to split it?
Maura: No. I said I would treat you.
Jane: Are you mad at me about that crack I made earlier. Be honest, you don't want to get...
Jane stopped and remembered what Maura used to call this. When she remembered she said it in the most annoying way possible.
Jane: Urticaria.
Maura was impressed and didn't seem to mind that she was again mocking her. She smiled at Jane.
Maura: No. Like you said, I love you too much.
The next chapter might take longer to be posted, to be honest. Exams are coming up. Don't hate me. :)