The bright lights shone into my eyes causing me to strain my eyes and cower from the light

"Can someone please turn those frickin' lights down" I asked

"Well sounds like she's alive" Christian stated.

"Nice to see you too sparky" I said.

"Yeah she's back to normal" Lissa said getting up from her chair next to my bed "I'm so happy you're okay" she smiled hugging me.

"Well I so happy that they didn't get you too" I said cringing from the pain of moving my neck.

"Well you can thank guardian Johnston for that, he came out of nowhere and killed the Strigoi's" Lis explained.

I don't remember much of the attack and being bitten, I barely remember the car ride or at least the part I woke up in, I only really remember waking up in Dimitri's strong arms. Speaking of Dimitri, where was he? I couldn't see him, I would have thought he would have been sitting next to my bed waiting for me to wake up, or at least sitting on the room, but he was nowhere to be seen.

"Where's Dimitri?" I asked struggling to sit up.

"UM" Lissa said uneasily looking at Christian

"Lissa, where is he?" I demanded. Lissa was swapping looking between me and Christian until he nodded.

"Tell her"

"He was here until he walked out saying that he had failed us and the guardians and that he couldn't be here" Lissa explained.

In that moment I wished that we still had the bond, so I wound understand what she meant by that, but it didn't matter because I'll asked Dimitri when I find him. I began to pull the sheets off me and climb out of bed.

"Rose, please lie down you need to rest" Lissa said pushing back down on the bed.

"No, I have to go find Dimitri he needs me" I said resisting her. Christian somehow had leapt from his seat across the room to by Lissa's side trying to constrain me.

"Rose stop" Christian yelled "stop rose, you need your rest"

"Let me go find him and then I'll come back, I promise" tears were now forming in Lissa's eyes for some reason that I was unaware of.

"Rose, He's gone" Lissa yelled, instantly covering her mouth and let the tears flow. I wasn't sure if I heard her words correctly or if we were talking about the same person.

"What? Who's gone?" I asked confused but also at the same time not wanting to believe what she said was true.

"Dimitri, Dimitri is gone" Christian said sadly.

So many emotions spread through me at once, anger, guilt, fear, sadness; I didn't know which one to follow. But I knew I had to find Dimitri and figure out what is going on here and why everyone thinks that he's gone. Because he can't leave we had been to hell and back together for him to leave over me being bitten in a Strigoi attack. I didn't believe what Christian and Lissa were saying and I wasn't going to just sit there now. Lissa was crying, trying to say something to me but I didn't catch and I wasn't sitting around to hear it. Quicker than they could say stop I was off, a bit weak at first but when I got my footing I caught the wind and flew, off in the search of Dimitri.

Our room was the first place I searched. Opening the door in a rush I nearly broke it off its hinges. He wasn't there, but neither was his stuff. His favourite duster that lay on the chair by the window, his clothes from in the cupboard, his masses of western novels, they were all gone. But something caught my eye. There placed gently on his pillow a small note. I crept over to it like it was going to turn around and eat me. Lifting it up slowly I instantly knew what this note was.

Dear Roza

By the time you read this I will be gone. Please don't follow me or try to find me because I know you will try. I know this isn't the right thing to do but I just couldn't say this to you in person and watch as your bright and colourful spirit drifted from your eyes, even writing this is hard. I love you Roza and will always love you for the rest of my life. But I can't protect anyone when I'm around you because I realise now that I will always put you first, not them, you. I will always jump in front of you.

I'm sorry Roza, my love of my life.

Dimitri

It felt like someone had just sucker punched me in the face. The note slipped through my fingers and descended to the floor along with myself. He's gone. Dimitri is gone because he loved me too much. Tears streamed down my face. I buried my face into my knees. There I sat in the corner in the room that I once shared with the man of my dreams. Life was sweet but, now it most defiantly sucks.

Ok so that is it, sorry but that's the end of the story. I wanted to write another VA story and I love linking my stories, so don't fret readers I will continue my rose and Dimitri story in another story. You might have to wait for it though because I need to get back to my other stories. But stay tuned for a sneak peek later. Thank you to all my followers and reviewers. I hope you love reading this story as much as I loved writing it. Don't forget to review, because I love reading them and hearing your feedback. I feel like I have said love to much, oh well it won't hurt to say it one more time. Thank you, I love you all, see you later for now.

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