Awww thx for those reviews! especially the one ghiminaruho wrote because she's one of the three insiprations that made me write fan ficts : i love your stories! please please update 'When love find it's way' because it's one of my favourite's. Tee hee :D and of course i love the other reviews too! And to Elspiritdelmar, of course I will add more energy, it's just that I need to make Natsume way scary so Mikans seems more ... coward? hahahaha :p okay here goes chapter two!
BTW; howalons are those puffy pink candies from the movies – I think :p
Lots of love,
Janet :
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Since the incident, the girls in Mikan class started to get cautios near Natsume...
One morning, Mikan had just entered school when she saw her best friend, Hotaru (They're in seperate classes).
"Hotaru!" She shouted
"Hey ... how come you're not in your class?" Hotaru replied
"I'm, uh, scared" Mikan whispered
"Of?"
"You know that new guy, Natsume? My seat mate? Yeah, that guy know how to scare the hell out of me!" Then Mikan told her the whole cake-seat incident yesterday.
"Ooh, I see. How come he's your seat mate? I thought it was Reo?"
"Yeah.. well.. wait! Reo ! Yeah, I forgot about him! He's been in the hospital so long that I forgot the fact that he's my seat mate! How is he anyway?"
"I don't know, anyway, the point is, Natsume has got to go. Since it's Reo's seat!!" Hotaru reminded our dear,dear forgetful Mikan :
"I knowwww. But how do I tell him? I don't want to get shout at!"
"Tell him nicely, don't show the fact that you really wanted him to go!"
"Okay, thanks Hotaru!" Mikan smiled at ther best friend and wave goodbye as she step into her class …
Later, at break;
Mikan approached Natsume, to tell him the fact that Reo is her seat mate …
"Hey Natsume, can I talk to you for like, a … uhm, second?" she greteed him
"Is it important?" He said without even bothering to look up
"Well, uhm …"
"Is it?" He asks again
"Uhm, yeah! Yeah! Yeah it's very,very,very important!" She assured quickly
"Well, okay. But it really better be good" He said, now looking up, directly into her eyes
"You see, the seat that you're seating on… uhm, belong to someone else. Well, he's not technically, physically, here, but uhmm … it's still his seat"
"Really? Who?" Natsume seems surprised
"It's Reo's"
"Who? And where is he now?" Natsume asks again
"It's Reo's! A fellow classmate. He's in the hospital now because of a car accident. He's injured badly" Mikan explained
"Oh, so, when are you gonna go visit him?"
"Huh?"
Mikan did not understand what he says.
"Visit him?" She
thought. "I'm telling him to move seats and he's asking me
about visiting him?"
"Yeah, visit him. To tell him about this" Natsume explained
"OH! Uhm, maybe two days from now"
"So Thursday?"
"Yeah" Mikan agreed to… whatever it is he is talking about
"Okay" He said as he stand up and leave the classroom
"UGH! He's so weird!! Wait… wait! That means, I'm the one who had to move seats! Not him! Right? Oh, this is so fantastic I even forgot to smile. Where would I sit now? In the boys back? No way. Maybe I should just brought a picnic map and layed it down on the floor!" Mikan realized in HORROR.
Two days later, on Thursday… Mikan was getting the mails on her mailbox when a black car approached her house, and Natsume's head popping out of the window!
"Hey little girl. Still on for the hospital visit right?" He said without any "hello's" or "good morning's" first, just like that.
"Uhm, yeah. Sure. I was about to change my clothes, wait here I'll be down in a few minutes" She said
After two minutes, Mikan went downstairs again. This time wearing a white tank top, with a pink cardigan and black short skirt (NOT mini's), and went inside Natsume's car.
"Hey, how did you know my address?" She opens up a conversation with Natsume
"I have my informants" he replied flatly
And then they went silent again, and Mikan realized they're going the wrong way
"Hey, Reo's hospital is to the right" he reminded Natsume
"Yeah, I know. I've been there. I've talked to him" His answers shocked Mikan
"WHAT? Then why are you taking me???" She panicked
"Why? You don't want to come? You want to come back home?" His words was threatening, it made Mikan stop and shut her mouth up.
They stop on a dead end, where there are trees. Then, Natsume parked the car and just sit there … After a while;
"Natsume!" called Mikan, but he just sits there
"Hey Nasume!" She called again
"Natsumeeee!!!!!!" she shouted at him, but still no response
"IF YOU DON'T SAY ANYTHING IM GONNA JUMP OFF FROM THIS DAMN CAR, NOW!" and that startled Natsume, he looked at Mikan and took a deep breath …
"You know, I used to have a girlfriend ……" he started. "And she likes, she likes … flowers, while I like… riding fast motorcycles" He finished
"So?" Mikan asks
"So I took her to the flower field" He replied
"Oh! So that's why. She'll loved it"
"So he took me all the way here just to boast about that?" Mikan thought, but then Natsume talked again …
"I don't know" he said
"Why? You broke up?" She said
"No, she, she, she… she died" Natsume looked away from her
"What? Why? How?"
"We were riding motorcycles. And Anna (HAHA!) knows that I love riding them fast. 'Let's ride like the wind!' she says. So I went so fast, that I forgot to look, we went crashing to a brick wall and she was flown out… and fall three metres to the front… and went in a coma for three days before she, she died …"
Mikan was speechless …
"It's okay. That's already the past you know.. It's her destiny, you are only playing the role of her destiny. It's not your fault …" Mikan comforts him
"BUT IF I DID NOT TOOK HER TO THE FLOWER FIELD THAT DAY, SHE WOULDN'T DIE RIGHT? IT IS MY FAULT! IM A MURDERER!" Natsume suddenly shouted, making Mikan jumped to the very edge of the car
"But…" she started
"IT IS MY FAULT! OKAY? I KILLED HER! I DID! I SHOULDN'T HAVE TAKE HER THERE!" Natsume started shouting again and again
"OKAY!OKAY! IT IS YOUR FAULT!!!!! YOU'RE STUPID! IT IS YOU FAULT! You know what? I can die of shockness here!" Mikan decided to just agree on him, rather than being shouted at!
Then Natsume realized how scared Mikan was, and saw that she's already sitting on the very, very edge…
"Mikan! Gomen… sorry, so sorry" And he pulled her into a hug
"THIS PERSON! HOW EASY IT IS FOR HIM TO SHOUT THEN HUG PEOPLE!" Mikan thought
She quickly pulled away. "Then again, no one has ever been killed because of being shouted at" she quickly added.
"Sorry, I did not realized"
"Ha, it's okay"
"This will be our secret okay? Don't tell anyone" He said
"Yeah, sure"
"This is the reason I don't wanna be near girls, that's why Im so cold to them" he explains
"Yeah, I get it" Was all that Mikan could say, but then she remembers something…
"So, who's moving? She asks
"Huh?"
"You said you don't want to be near girls. I'M A GIRL. Or do I look like Kokoroyomi?" She joked, making Natsume laughed
"By the way, Sumire's birthday this weekend. Are you coming?" He changed the topic
"I'm not sure, why?"
"Can you please come? I'll take you there, okay?" He pleaded
Mikan widened her eyes. Natsume's eyes looked guilty
"Mikan, please! I need your help. If we come together, they think something is happening between us, I'm tired of them! Flocking around me everyday! Girls such as Sumire and her gang, those people are freaking me out!" he pleaded again
"But the consequences!" cried Mikan
"What? You have a boyfriend? Or a crush?" He ask, surprised
"No, but… if they really think that it's real …" she started, but cut off
"Than that's good! Please, mikan, just for fake, if there is someone that you like someday you can go! Please, Mikan, Pleaseeeeeee! I'll agree to everything that you said to them! Everything! You just made up the story! Any kind of story!"
Looking at the pleading face, Mikan slowly nodded, even though her heart is falling apart… at least I'll be the one closest to him, even though it's not real… she thought.
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Okiedooodles! That's chapter two! Reviews please : you're greatly appreciated! See ya next chap :D :D