Disclaimer: I don't own the song Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park.
A/N: This story just turned into a hurt/comfort and drama.
"WHAT WAS KIKO THINKING?!" Ace was pacing in waiting room of the Acme hospital.
The Loonatics have been in the waiting room for six hours waiting to hear the news about Kiko. Kiko was found in her room thanks to Tech for noticing Kiko acting strange going through the kitchen to her room. He had found her with many gashes on her arms and legs were she was dying laying on her floor. Oddly enough she never cut her veins. She was mostly bleeding to death.
Everyone was quiet during the waiting except for Ace who was still infuriated with the situation.
"You need to sit down Ace," Lexi said tired of the yellow rabbit's rampage. "You yelling isn't going to make this any better."
After about a hour of silence the doctor came out the room. Everyone recovered to their feet and headed towards the doctor.
"How is she doc?" Ace asked.
"She'll live," he said. Everybody sighed in relief. "But for right now she's still unconscious and weak from the blood loss."
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(One week and a half later)
Kiko started to open her eyes. Everything was a blur until she waited some seconds for her eyes to be back to normal.
"Glad to see you awake." She heard a guy say.
Kiko squirted her eyes and looked to the side of the room. She saw a dark grey coyona with a long red ponytail sitting on a visitor chair.
"Zack, what are you doing here?" Kiko said in a strain and tired voice.
"Concerned and talking to my baby sister." He answered. Kiko sighed to his response. "What were you thinking?!"
Kiko was quiet. "It's not your problem," Kiko said. "I'm not your responsibility anymore. You don't have control over me."
Zack glared at the coyona. "Just because your old enough to be out on your own doesn't mean I can't care for you. Your my little sister I'm still responsible of you while you know it or not."
"Funny. If you are still responsible then why haven't I seen you in the last four years?" Kiko asked looking at him.
"You needed space after Hooleo's death. Remember what happen last time?" Zack asked.
"That wasn't suicide." She argued.
"Oh yeah. If it wasn't suicide then why did you did you take those pills?"
"I wasn't trying to overdose myself. I was just taking depression pills so I wouldn't be depressed. I just accidentally token too many pills."
"Accidentally? You took the WHOLE bottle Kiko!" He mildly shouted.
Kiko closed her eyes and was quiet. She made a loud sighed.
"Is there something you have to say?" Zack asked knowing the silence was too much.
"Get out," she said turning to her side laying down. "I want to go to sleep."
Zack gave a annoyed look at Kiko and got up to leave out the room. Kiko heard the door closed before she looked back. She sighed again.
'He's good.' She thought.
Before she closed her eyes she heard the door reopen.
"I thought I told you..." Kiko was cut off seeing Rev coming in the room. "Rev?"
"Hey Kiko. You feeling better?" He asked in a closing the door.
"More or less." She said shrugging.
Rev pulled out a chair next to Kiko's bed. "Well that's good." He said with a faint smile sitting down.
"So, how are things?" She asked acting like the whole suicide attempt didn't exist.
"So far, not good." He said.
"Is it a certain reason?" She asked nervously.
Rev looked at her like she was crazy. This made her even more nervous.
"Before you say something about the suicide attempt. I just wanna say is, I rather not talk about why I did it. Okay." Kiko said laying back on her pillows.
"I- wasn't - really - going - to- ask - you - about - it- because -I- knew - you- wasn't-going- to- tell- me- in- the- beginning."
"Well I saw a questioning face so I thought you was going to ask it." Kiko said confused. Rev shook his head at the response. "Well what were you going to ask then?"
"I was wondering… was it my fault you attempted?" He asked not looking at Kiko.
"What?! Of course not! What made you think that?" Kiko asked astonished.
"Well I think it was my fault because I think I failed you?"
Kiko was baffled looking at Rev, "What? What made you think you failed me?"
"If I just made my parents never said any insults they were saying about your species than you wouldnhmgdj…" Even when she was tired more than ever Kiko manage to grab Rev's beak shut, but not as strong as she normally do.
"Rev that has nothing…then again not much…the reason why I committed suicide," Kiko said tired. "Rev, I am a very depressed girl who has been depressed for three years now. I once attempted suicide two years ago, but I was stopped." She let go of the listening roadrunner's beak. "During the years though I couldn't let the guy I only loved go. Everyday I thought about trying again, but I was able to stop myself before it got serious again. That's why I joined y'all. Zadavia heard about my situation by my brother and thought this could help me get rid of this. But it hasn't all the way. That's why I tried it again. I just wanted to end the pain." Kiko explained both startling her and Rev.
Kiko was startled about how she just told Rev her unknown three life period. She wasn't suppose to tell anyone that.
"I'm sorry Kiko." He said sympathetic. "I had no idea."
The two were quiet for a few minutes. Kiko broke the silence with the song Breaking the habit.
Memories consume
Like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
(Yeah I put the whole song on this)
Kiko took a deep breath after she sang the song.
"I'm sorry Rev that I put you and the others in this much trouble with this. It won't happen again." Kiko said.
"Promise?" Rev asked.
Kiko knew if she made the promise then she was no longer to do anymore harm to herself.
"Promise." She said taking another deep breath.
You should really listen to this song if you never heard it.