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Joy POV

What is wrong with Patricia.

It's like she's on a downwards spiral, it's been like this since the beginning of the year.

I hope she will open up to me, I am her best friend after all.

I told everyone that I was going to talk to her they agreed that I should.

I knocked on our door and heard a faint come in.

"Trix, what's going on? Don't tell me nothing i'm your best friend I can tell somethings up just help me understand, please."

"Joy, theres nothing going on just leave it."

"Please. I can tell you've been crying and you never cry."

"I HAVE NOT been crying just leave me alone."

"Why won't you just tell me what's going on?"

"BECAUSE THERES NOTHING TO TELL GET THAT THROUGH YOU THICK SKULL YOU JUST DON'T KNOW WHEN TO LEAVE SOMETHING LIKE NINA AND FABIAN THEY LOVE EACH OTHER BUT YOUR SO FOCUSED ON YOURSELF YOU CAN'T SEE THAT YOUR BLIND AND I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND ANYMORE, MERCER. YOUR A SELFISH BITCH"

Everyone in the house had seen that blow up from Patricia, i took of crying.

She called me Mercer only Mercer.

I can't believe her all I wanted to do was help.

"Joy"

"Nina, what are you doing here?"

"We all went looking for you, we split up."

"I'm sorry about Fabian, she's right i'm a selfish bitch."

"No, your not. Patricia she is so wrong about you now lets get back to the house."

"Thanks, Nina"

Back at the house

Everyone (except Patricia) is in the living room.

"Eddie, I think you should talk to Patricia, you understand her and you love her."

"Joy, I will talk to her just not yet she needs to call down and what makes you think I love her, she's the selfish bitch, who disowned her best friend for trying to help."

"How dare you say that about me Edison, I hate you and actually i came down here to apologise to Joy but it's nice to know what you think of me."

"Yack-"

"Don't talk to me."

Patricia's POV

Why did I say that to Joy, she's my best friend.

Well I guess she won't be after what I said.

Maybe I should go down and apologise, yeah thats what i'll do."

I walked downstairs and heard there conversation

"Eddie, I think you should talk to Patricia, you understand her and you love her."

"Joy, I will talk to her just not yet she needs to call down and what makes you think I love her, she's the selfish bitch, who disowned her best friend for trying to help."

"How dare you say that about me Edison, I hate you and actually i came down here to apologise to Joy but it's nice to know what you think of me."

"Yack-"

"Don't talk to me."

I walked out.

I can't bear this anymore.

I need to lose weight it's the only thing I can control.

Control.

Control, is good.

Everyone is downstairs.

Today I ate toast, cereal and a sandwich then I decided to lose weight but how many calories have I already eaten today before I decided to lose weight 500,1000,1500?

I dashed to the loo.

Locked the door.

Stuck my fingers up my throat.

One finger, two fingers, this is harder then I thought one more push

vomit came pouring out, it felt horrible but i had to keep going I had to.

"Patricia are you ok in there." said KT? Why is KT here.

"Fine, now LEAVE.

"Ok."

When I knew she had gone I broke down and cried but put on the shower to make sure no one could here me this is what i'm gonna have to do to be thinner.

Thinner, I like the sound of that.

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Chloe