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Patricia's POV

It's been three days.

Three days since i've eaten anything.

It's the same routine.

Skip breakfast, skip lunch, skip dinner.

But sometimes Trudy forces me to eat.

So I throw it up.

I have lost five pounds, but it's not enough, it's never enough.

No One's POV

Everyone (except Patricia) are in the living room.

It was silent until Fabian said"I am so worried about Patricia, i've never seen her act like this."

"like what" Eddie asked,although he knew the answer.

"Like, she doesn't know who she is, she doesn't even talk to anyone, she lashes out, she's always moody well she always has been moody but not quite like this, it's like-like..."

"She's lost her self" Eddie and Fabian said at the same time.

Before they could continue talking Trudy called for dinner.

When Patricia said she wasn't hungry Trudy went up there and got her to come down.

Patricia POV

"Dinner" shouted Trudy.

Again, god i'm so hungry but I can't go downstairs, I won't go downstairs.

"I'm not hungry."

I thought that since there was no reply it was fine but instead Trudy came up saying that if I don't come eat dinner that she'll call my parents.

Crap, I have to go eat.

At dinner table.

Everyone said "Hi" to me except KT and Eddie who where to wrapped up in there own conversation to notice I was there.

Why won't he notice me.

He doesn't see the pain I go through everyday, wishing he was mine.

Crap,everyone including him is staring at me did I say that out loud, shit act normal pretend nothings happend maybe I haven't said it out loud.

ACT NORMAL PATRICIA.

"What are you all staring at"

Everyone was silent.

"Well?"

Jerome spoke up "you where just standing there looking lost in thought, and you looked upset, is something wrong Trixie the goth pixie?"

"I'm fine, just tired." Which was technically true, but not completely.

I realised I was still standing and went to the only open seat next to Joy and Jerome opposite Eddie.

Awkward Joy still isn't talking to me I can't really blame her I wouldn't talk to me either.

I didn't look at anyone.

I couldn't.

It was chicken and chips.

It looks so good.

Food is all I think about anymore.

Maybe just one bite wouldn't hurt.

PATRICIA DON"T DO IT.

Soon enough all that control slipped through my fingers and I ate more then anyone in the house.

Shit, no.

What have I done, I realised to late.

I ran out straight to the bathroom, I was so worried about what I ate I forgot to lock the door, I stuck my fingers up my throat and vomited my dinner out but it wasn't enough.

More vomit.

"Patricia what are you doing?"

KT, shit she's caught me with my fingers down my throat.

"Nothing" I said and ran out of the bathroom.

KT POV

This isn't right I just saw patricia with her fingers down her throat.

Why?

I need to go after her.

I barged in and no this isn't right Patricia the strongest girl I have ever met is crying?

"Pa-" I only got as far as that because she threw a pillow at me and shouted at me to get out.

I went.

I need to tell, Eddie, Joy and Fabian they are the closest to her after all.

I just hope she gets better.

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Chloe