Santana was having a lazy day on the sofa whilst Quinn was at Yale, when her cell phone began to ring rather loudly. She was so tired that she couldn't even bring her self to pick up the phone! But as Brittany's name popped up on the screen she felt a rush of excitement go through her, she snatched the phone and pressed it to her ear eagerly. "Hey Britt Britt! It's been so long baby!"
"Santana! I know i have been so busy with my senior year! I am gonna try really hard to graduate this time but its so hard i just don't seem to make sense of things!"
"Aww well I'm sorry about that honey! You just gotta concentrate and it'll be fine i promise!"
"I know i know! I really do try y'know! Where are you at the moment? Any where interesting?" Brittany said that last bit hopefully.
"I am in New Haven! With Quinn actually! It's really good to catch up! I try not to miss you too much... It's hard though, y'know being so far away from you and everything... But it's kinda nice to have a break..."
Brittany paused then spoke quietly, "What do you mean... it's nice to have a break? I miss you like hell and lord tubbington is missing his other sexy mama."
"No don't get me wrong... I love you and miss you so so so much but I feel like we kinda needed a break y'know?"
Brittany's voice began to break, "no I don't know what you mean because I love you and never wanted to part with you! But you seem all out to part with me!"
'No it's not like that Britt i love you please-" Before Santana had chance to finish her sentence Brittany had hung up!
Santana sighed deeply and then let her head fall back against the arm of the sofa. What had she done? She loved Brittany she didn't mean to upset her she was just keeping it real... something she did a little too often... Just on cue Quinn marched into the apartment.
"Hey San! How's your day been?"
Santana grunted and Quinn laughed, "Not good? Aww i feel your pain sweetie! Come on move your feet let me sit down!" She shoved Santana's feet till they fell to the floor. Santana groaned and shifted her feet onto Quinn's thighs making Quinn yelp"Sweetie what's up?" Quinn said concerned. Santana lifted her head and shook it practically growling. "San something is wrong now I want you to tell me what's up?" Once again Santana shook her head groaning pushing Quinn away. Quinn shook her head loosing her patience and threw her arms around Santana's neck, "San if you don't tell me now there will be severe consequences." Quinn said exasperated. Santana gave up and said sighing, "It's Britt, we kinda had a fight... well it could have been a fight but Britt hung up before we could properly talk things through. I don't know I am just confused, I don't know where my feelings lie anymore..." Quinn nodded her head acting as if she understood then replied with a simple, "Hun, that's life, its very confusing and cruel, take it from me, I had a teen pregnancy and all sorts of confusing and cruel things happen to me, you just have to deal with it." Santana nodded, and Quinn patted her back to confirm that everything would be ok.
Quinn ordered pizza for the two whilst Santana lay lazily on the sofa complaining about stupid people on stupid shows and scoffing at posh snobs on reality TV shows, Quinn got entertainment out of Santana's moodiness. They gobbled the seafood pizza up in less than ten minutes, leaving just enough room to consume huge amounts of ice cream and candy. As much as Santana missed Brittany and felt confused about their whole relationship, she was having a great night with Quinn and almost completely forgot about the argument.
For the rest of the evening Santana and Quinn watched films none stop, they laughed, they cried and sometimes they gripped each other's hands because of the suspense of the film. At just gone midnight one of the many films they watched ended and they were left in silence. They turned to face each other and for a moment there gazes locked.
Santana leaned forward, feeling the confidence to just go for it and kiss her. Then she realised that Quinn wasn't leaning forward or looking as if a kiss is what she wanted at all, Quinn was leaning back her head resting on the sofa. Santana used the little will power she had to pull back and unpucker her lips. But Quinn's lips looked so resistible, Santana couldn't stop herself, she trust herself forwards her lips pursed and pressed them against Quinn's, Quinn looked startled and pulled back astounded. Santana was expecting Quinn to say something along the lines of, "Wow that was great, you're such a good kisser why haven't we done this before, you are amazing!" But Quinn simply said: "Wow." Santana blushed, she was mortified, not only had Santana kissed a STRAIGHT girl but this straight girl had also pulled away in a freaked out manner. Quinn smiled; leaned forward and kissed Santana right on the lips then sashayed out the room in a flirtish manner leaving Santana laid on the sofa, mouth open, hair ruffled, clothes crumpled and eyes blinking.
Santana was gob smacked, Quinn was so… sexy… Santana knew these emotions she was feeling weren't supposed to be felt… So she pushed them aside… locked them in a box and threw away the key.
Santana knew that everything would be better in the morning, what she felt would have changed… she just needed to look at a picture of Brittany to realise that she didn't need anyone else but then she remembered… Brittany wasn't all to please with Santana, "Great, I have no girlfriend and I might be in love with a straight girl." Santana thought to herself.
Santana was tired of thinking, she just needed to sleep. Santana pulled the blanket that permanently was slung on the back of the sofa over her slim body closing her eyes slowly. Within minutes she was fast asleep snoring softly dreaming sweet dreams of Quinn.
