Chapter 2: Memory of Time II

I never thought my existence

Would be so short.

That one day I would

Become a prisoner

Of my own mind.

For me everything is a blur,

All I can do is

Stare out through the eyes

Of someone else.

Someone that I created,

I am such a fool.

Was Pride and Loyalty,

Really worth that much?

I cannot even see

A clear answer;

The only thing that stands tall

Amongst this darkness is

The memory of what I lost.

Her face,

Her smile.

5 years,

Its not a very long time

If you think about it.

Just enough time

For a child to grow

Into a man.

For 5 years I was,

Stuck in place.

Rooted in the river of Time,

Watching the Memories swim by.

And now all I can do

Is struggle to keep my head afloat.

There are no more

Boulders to hold me back.

I am free to drown,

At my guise.

Funny how life works.

One second your sharing your first kiss,

The next, that person

is on the other side of a rift

you'd do anything to fix.

I'm such a fool,

But unlike other fools;

I cannot change.

I cannot change the past

And now I cannot even change the future.

I am stuck in a black river,

That no one can pull me from.

Hmph… great ending for a prodigy

-Kurin