So tired, so unbelievably tired. Sleep not coming…damn insomnia…can't focus. REVIEW! I beg you, no matter who you are, review my stories!
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Severus woke up and immediately swept the room with his piercing gaze, his eyes landing on the lump formed on his chest under the blanket. "Oh, please don't let it be," he lifted up the corner of the blanket and groaned when he saw two black, velvet ears," Potter." Letting his head fall back against the couch arm, he felt tension flow through Harrys' body as the-boy-who-forgot-to-die woke up.
In his sleep-fogged state, Harry didn't care why he felt warm and safe, all he cared about was the fact nothing was stopping him from being, well warm and safe. He snuggled closer to the warm thing beneath him and was about to go to sleep when he realized that it was none-other than Severus Snape his archenemy and soul mate. 'Please don't let him be awake,' Harry thought only to have his hopes crushed when Severus spoke.
"I already know you're awake Potter, so cease this infernal pretending and get off me," Severus growled and yanked the blanket off their bodies, shivering slightly at the sudden loss of warmth. He hoped to whatever gods there were that the teen wouldn't move lower down his body and encounter his stiff erection.
Similar thoughts were flitting in Harrys' mind as he scrambled off his Professor and rushed to the bathroom, once again mortified that he had to wank because of Severus. There was nothing more embarrassing than getting caught with an erection by a teacher, especially the teacher who was the cause of the stiff little problem.
Against his will, Severus smirked when he saw Harrys' erection before he slipped into the bathroom, making Severus painfully aware of his own problem.
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Christmas break was fast approaching; Harry could hardly look at Severus and not blush. This amused the raven-haired man to no end it also wreaked pandemonium on his hormones, the Golden boy looked fuck-able with a blush.
Harry was having mixed feelings about Christmas break. He didn't want the loss of his virginity to be meaningless, but he also wanted to have the burning desire he felt when he was in Severus' presence stanched. His friends had abandoned him for something he couldn't control, Ron was no longer speaking to him because he was gay and Hermione was trying to reason with Ron, but she never looked at Harry anymore. He had no one to talk to but Severus.
"Why is it always me!" Harry yelled during one of his private potions lessons. "Why does everything bad happen to me? My friends abandoned me and I'm stuck with you! The unmoving fountain of constant scathing! Not to mention, you have to take my virginity! It may sound make me sound a bit like a girl, but I want my first time to actually mean something!"
"Well, Potter, do you think you are the only person bad things happen to?" Severus growled, a dark light taking place in his onyx eyes. "I was bloody tortured for my entire life! Between my own Father and your bloody Father and his damn friends, I am fucking lucky that I survived to graduate Hogwarts!"
"At least you had friends!" Tears were streaming down Harrys' face now. He didn't care if he looked pathetic, he had a megalomaniac after him, he was entitled to a break down here and there.
"I had one friend and it was your Mother!"
Harry stopped mid yell and stared at Severus, this man had been a friend of his Mother? That wasn't possible, was it? Slowly his tears stopped coming and he stared at this man, a man who had been tortured since he was a child and still was. Suddenly there was a pang in his chest, a sudden urge to go comfort Severus. Giving into the urge, Harry hugged Severus, his arms wrapped around the mans' waist, his head resting on his chest listening to the steady beat of his soul mates' heart.
Startled, Severus stared at the teen. Hesitantly, he awkwardly rubbed Harrys' back, making the raven-haired teen purr. As much as he hated to admit it, hugs were on the verge of enjoyable.
Harry smiled and nuzzled Severus' chest, his purring steadily growing louder. They stayed like that for what seemed like an eternity, before Harrys' potion began to boil over, forcing them to separate and stop the bubbling mass.
Standing on tiptoe, Harry hesitantly pressed his lips against Severus' in a soft kiss.
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Harry sat outside under a willow, the non-womping kind, reflecting on the tender kiss he had given Severus only an hour pervious. It wasn't the fact that he himself had instated the kiss, it was the fact that the normally cold Severus had responded just as tenderly as he had.
His ears twitched and he turned to see Hermione and Ron walking over to him. He did not want to deal with them right now. It was bad enough that they didn't accept him for him, now he would have to hear why.
"Harry, we're sorry," Hermione said and sat down beside the cat boy.
"Yeah, you're my best mate. I-I'm sorry I acted like that. It's just, after I turned you into this and then you tell me you're bonded to Snape, and then that you're gay, it was over whelming and I wasn't thinking. C-could you forgive me?" Ron asked, sitting down by Harrys' other side.
"I don't know, being accused about wanting to rape my best friend isn't something I forgive easily," Harry said and his tail swished as he thought.
"I understand, I just hope can be your friend again," with that Ron and Hermione left to go pack, they were leaving Hogwarts to go home for the break.
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The only ones left at Hogwarts other than the Professors was Harry and two girls from Ravenclaw. Slowly over the course of a few days, his relationship with Severus had grown to the point where they comforted each other; their lives were very much alike, they began to talk to each other about their past and realized how remarkably similar they were when Severus was Harrys' age. Both were beaten and raped by their family and both had been tortured by rivals and both were being controlled by something against their will, Harry was by Dumbledore and the wizarding world, while Severus was by Dumbledore and Voldemort.
At breakfast Harry sat next to Severus, his hand resting on his soul mates knee giving away his discomfort. He was nervous, he was going to lose his virginity in two days, he could hardly look at Severus without a blush spreading across his face.
Severus knew he was a magnificent lover, but he too was nervous about the up coming day. He didn't want to accidentally hurt the teen, a flicker of doubt formed in the back of his head, he was worried that he might not be able to hold back and really hurt Harry during their first time. As if it had a mind of it's own, Severus' hand slipped under the table and held Harrys' as they ate.
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Sorry for the sudden drop off, I'm tired and just want to get this chapter up…and eat my chocolate caramel filled candy bar. So, better chapter up next time, promise lovelings.