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Sorry for my late update, I was in a hospital etc. and wasn't able to write.
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I hope you like the chapter. Sorry for any mistakes.

Chapter 3

It is one of these moments, you want to shout instead of sitting there and get those glares and feel embarressed, because you're such a bitch.

Steven wouldn't talk to Candice and Zach wouldn't even dare to look in her direction.

"What were you thinking?" Ian whispered, when he sat beside her on her bed.

Tears rolled down her cheeks. "I don't know." She cried. "I wasn't thinking at all!"

Ian turned Candice torwards him and embraced her into a warm hug.

"It's ok." He tried o hush her. "It's ok."

But she knew it wasn't.

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"You're supposed to be happy."

Yeah, he knew that. She was right, but he wasn't. Not a little bit.

He didn't know what to do anymore, if he could handle it. If he wanted to.

It was the first time in his whole life, Paul felt completely lost.

"But you're not." Kat stated simply. "What is it?" She asked.

He would tell her sooner or later anyway.

"I love her." He whispered. "I loved her since I first met her, Kat. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. There is nothing I don't like about her. Nothing."

He looked down at his shoes and went silent for a minute, then he jumped up from the banch, he and Kat sat down in the garden.

Suddenly he yelled "Damnit!" and breathed heavily.

"Paul, calm down. Sit." His friend tried, but he shook his head furiously.

"I'm not ready for this. Any of this." He hissed and looked up. "I don't want to be father, I can't be."

Slowly with waterly eyes he turned around to face the brunette woman.

"I don't even know if I love her, Torrey, or that child. I ..."

Paul couldn't talk. The pain in his chest... it felt like his heart was ripped out. It was hard to breathe.

Kat was so worried, it was like she shared his pain with him.

She stood up and walked over to him. Throwing her arms around him, she hugged him.

It was comfortable and warm. Paul felt like she understood him, what he was going through.

"It's Nina. I love Nina." He mumbered, while his friend thightened her tiny arms around him.

He let the tears, he had tried to hold back for so long, ran down his cheeks freely.

"I know." She whispered in his ear. " I know."

You can't fool friends, that's what makes them friends.

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"Seriously?"

It's not like Michael was mad at those idiots, he just thought it was pathetic, how they acted around each other.

"What are you two, 5?"

Steven rolled his eyes at him, Zach didn't say anything either, he continued to stare at the dancing flames in the fireplace

Dude, his friend made out with the girl he liked for so long now.

What was he supposed to do, besides feeling like a peace of shit?

Just forgive and forget? Of course!

"Come on! Say something, anything!" Michael tried again.

Silence. Again. "That's it, I'm out of here!" He exclaimed and rushed out of the living room.

And again one of those awkward moments, Zach thought.

After a while Steven glazed over to Zach. "Michael is right. We're acting like dumb kids."

"Yeah I know that." Zach replied.

They fall in silence again.

"So? That's all you're going to say? You know that?" Steven got angry. There he was making the first step and what did he got?

"What do you want me to say?" The blonde asked him, trying to calm himself down.

"Anything but 'Yeah I know'. You're such a dick."

Zach shook his head furiously. "I am? You were to one making out with her."

"So what? Just because you're the pussy here, not man enough to tell her how you feel?" This was provoking.

Zach jumped to his feet. "What the hell is your problem?"

"Don't you get it? I was-"

"You were wha-"

The doorbell rang and both felt silent, looking at each other, nobody moved.

They heard footsteps, Michael ran down the stairs and grinned at them. "Don't you feel a little better?" He smilked.

What an ass, Zach thought.

Opening the door, Julie and Kevin stepped inside. "Hello." They smiled at them.

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"Julie said it's going to be a nice evening."

"Of course. It's just I don't feel like it." Candice muttered under her breath, while Sara pulled her off of the bed and downstairs.

"Candice, I haven't seen you all day." Kevin looked a little worried.

"Yeah, I was upstairs, didn't feel well." She tried to hide her sadness behind the smile.

It worked. Why wouldn't it? She was an actress. She could tell people she was pregnant even if she was not and they would believe her.

"Why is Nina always taking so long?" Ian frowned.

"I'm here!" The brown haired woman walked over to the rest of the group.

Ian could tell she has been crying, even she tried to cover it all with make up. Her eyes were still red.

"Let's go!" She shot Paul a quick look over her shoulder as she ran forward to catch up with Kat and Michael.

Ian eyed Paul in confused, who looked after Nina.

What did he miss?

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"Tomorrow evening, you all have to be ready. We'll fly to Atlanta." Julie explained her babys, as they sat in the restaurant, eating.

"Why tomorrow evening? We could just take the fly in the morning." Matt suggested.

Kevin shook his head. "Too many paparazzi." He winked.

"Yeah, that's it." Julie agreed with him.

"Anyway, you separate into groups and sleep in a hotel. The next morning we'll pick you up and give your fans a visit."

Before Julie could continue, she was interrupted by a cellphone.

"It's mine, sorry!" Nina laughed. "Kayla, hey! What's up?" She stood up from the table and walked outside the restaurant to talk to her friend.

"What was I about to say?" Their writer asked herself and sighed. "Damn it!" She cursed.

While the other cast members were laughing and talking, Matt put his hand on Sara's tight and queezed it lightly.

She gave him a warm smile and returned to her food, but he wouldn't remove his hand. She again looked over to him.

That was, what he was waiting for. When her eyes met his, his hand slid up her tight, under her dress.

Sara's eyes widened. 'No' she mouthed. He gave her a charming smile and continued.

"I need some fresh air", Kat smiled at the group and got up.

Sara quickly slapped Matt's hand away, before Kat could notice.

Nina and Kat met at the entrance of the reastaurant. "Where would you go?" Asked Nina.

"Outside." Kat aswered and pulled her friend with her, so nobody would hear them talking.

"What is it?" Nina seemed to be nervous.

"Paul. You. Torrey. The baby. We have to talk about it."

"How do you know? Do the other know it too? Oh god, what am I supposed to do, I.." Nina's brown eyes wide in shock.

Kat put a comforting hand on her shoulder.

"Nobody knows. It's just me." That soothed her.

Nina wasn't able to hide the tears though.

"You can always talk to me Nina. I'll be there." Kat promised and hugged her tight.

"Thank you." Nina sobbed and hugged he back.

After a little while they pulled back.

"We should go in. You're coming?" Nina asked.

"I'll stay for some minutes. You go in." She gave her a comforting smile.

Nina nodded. "Ok." Turned around and entered the reastaurant.

Kat watched her walking away, then turned around to meet grey eyes staring at her.

"Hello Beautiful Katerina. I'm a huge fan." The stranger said.

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Almost ten minutes past, but Kat wouldn't come back.

"Where's Kat?" asked Ian, looking around. He didn't notice her leaving. He was talking to Michael.

"No idea." Michael looked around too.

"She's outside, I guess." Nina answered their question.

"Why would she be outside? Is she alone?" Ian wondered.

Nina nodded her head. "Yeah, she is. Maybe she wanted to be alone? I have no idea."

"I'll look for her." Ian stood up from his chair and left the restaurant.

It was dark outside and only the lamplight enlightened the streets. Ian looked around, but there was no sight of Kat.

Suddenly he heard a sob. It came from the even darker alley behind the building.

Ian walked around the corner. His eyes widened. A man, 30 maybe, was all over the woman he was looking for.

"Hey you!" Ian yelled, but there man wouldn't pay any attention on him.

Kat was crying. "Please stop, please!" And tried to push him away, but it didn't work. Her fragile body wasn't strong enough.

The man infront of her had her blouse open, his hands holding her sides, so tight that it obviously would leave bruises and his mouth on her jaw.

Ian ran towards them and took the guy by his shoulder to turn him around.

"Dude-" the man started but couldn't finish. Ian punched him right in his face.

Not once. Not twice. The man got nosebleed, his lip was bursted and so was his eyebrow.

Ian was damn furious. Who the hell did he think he was? Treating a woman like that. And then it wasn't just any woman.

A last punch in his stomach, he released the starnger, who ran away, as quick as he could.

When Ian turned to face Kat, she was still standing on the spot she stood when that guy was all over her.

She was sobbing, her back against the wall, head in her hands, her knees all wobbly.

In her whole life, she's never been so scared and disgusted. Watching scenes like that in movies, but never thinking it would happen to her too.

"Kat" whispered her hero, when he walked closer. She didn't move away, but didn't look at him either, she was just tembling.

"Kat" He tried again. Slowly he reached for her heands and pulled them down. She started to cry again, turned her head away from him and tried to pull out of his grip, that tightened. "Please, don't, please."

"Hey, it's me. Look at me, Kat." He said gently and turned her head to face him, looking directly into her eyes. "It's me."

She let out a sharp breath. "Ian." She whispered. Her skin was flushed, he noticed, her blouse was still open, showed her bare stomach and black bra.

When he reached out for the buttons, she flinched. Looking up a little, she met his gaze. His look was so warm and comfortable.
So when he reached out a second time, she let him button up her top. He did it without touching her skin, not wanting to hurt her or give her a sign for it.

After he gently pushed her hair out of her face, she suddenly wrapped her arms around him, breathing heavily, burying her head into his neck.

Ian hold her tightly against him, feeling her tears on his shoulder. "It's ok." She nodded her head. "Let me take you home."

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"Ian, where-"

"Home."

"Ok, what about K-"

"Home."

Silence.

"So everything's ok?" Michael asked and was happy he wasn't interrupted this time.

"Yeah, everything's fine. Just wanted to tell you not to look for us." He cleared his throat. "You guys gonna stay longer?"

Michael laughed. "Yeah, were having fun actually. Steven suggested a club, some miles away. Why are you asking, man? Are you two having a secret affair or what?"

That one took Ian by surprise. "What? No!" Michael laughted harder. "I was just asking."

"OK, see you later then."

"Yeah, later."

Ian hang up and put his cell in his pocket.

After Kat and Ian arrived, he took her to her room. He wanted to stay and make sure she was ok, but she insisted, him to leave her alone. So he left.

He called Michael and then went upstairs again. She wasn't ok and he knew it. But she was too stubborn to admit it.

Ian wouldn't let up so easily.

He didn't knock on her door, he just opened it.

Looking inside he couldn't see her. "Kat?" No answer. Shit. He walked in, looked around her room. Then he saw her. She stood on her balcony, looking in the direction of the city, with a blanket around her shoulders.

He walked on the balcony too and when he stepped beside her, he could see the glas in her hand. She took a slip. The whiskey burnt as it made its way down her throat,
that was sore. Everything hurt. She felt so weak. The alcohol didn't help.

"I didn't tell anybody." Ian said, claiming it was the thing she was afraid of. She was silent. That wasn't the point, he thought."You ok?"

It was like she didn't hear him, not daring to glaze over to him. Was she afraid? Of him?

"Kat?" He narrowed his eyes and payed more attention to her drink now. "What the hell?" He snapped the drink out of her hands and smelled it. "Whiskey? Come on!" That's when she finally looked at him.

Her beautiful green eyes were empty. There was no sign of the beautiful green intense colour. They were watery.

"What are you expecting me to do? Go back to the others, talk to you about what happened?" She hissed.
"You want me to tell you I'm ok? That I can easily forget something like that? That I was about to get raped? That's what you want?" Her voice was harsh and getting louder and louder with every word.

"I'm ok, Ian. I'd love to go back to our group. Maybe I'll see the stranger again and just ask him if we could discuss what happened between us-" Her voice broke, tears rolled down her red cheeks.

Ian was speechless, he had no idea what to say. Of course he didn't expect her to do any of this. He didn't want to upset her. And now that she was crying again didn't make him feel better.

Hell, he blamed himself for what happened. Why didn't he noticed earlier she went out? Why didn't Nina stayed with her? He should have killed that bastared, who wanted to rape her. He didn't deserve to live, damn it!

So he did the only thing he could.

He held her.

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"Let's dance." Sara grinned at him and let him take her to the dance floor.

Matt spunned her around, her back was against his chest. His hands moved with the beat of the music over her body. It felt like they were everywhere!
She moved hers up in the air and swung her hips from side to side.

He wanted to get closer, couldn't get enought of her.

His fingertips brushed against her skin, when his hands rested on her hips. They moved up her body.

The beat got heavier and she purposely moved her butt against his groin. He growled lightly in her ear. He then flattened his hand against her stomach to press her harder towards him.

She hissed and his lips curved upwards.
Leaning into her, Matt inhalted her scent. She smelled like vanillia.

Candice finally looked away from the carefree couple. "They look so cute togteher." She told Nina, using her characters line.

Nina smiled at her. "Yeah, they do. I'm really happy for them."

Candice nodded her head. Looking to her right, she was Steven, who sat next to her, at the bar. "Mix me something good." He grinned.
The blonde didn't know what to say. Should she even talk to him. She did want to, but a club wasn't the right place for it now, was it?
But she told herself it she would get a chance, she would talk to him.

"Steve, I'm sorry."

"I know. I'm sorry too."

That was confusing. Why would he be sorry? She was the one to apologise. "What, why?"

"Because I acted like a 5 year old about it." He aid and looked in Michael's direction, who was flirting with with a random girl. "I should have just talked to you." He said looking at Candice again. "I didn't."

She smiled at him. "Thanks."

"Nina, do you have a minute?" She looked up at the handsome man standing to her left.
"Yeah." She nodded and followed him out of the club.

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"Where's your car?" He muttered against her lips.

"There." He took her hand and quickly went towards it. Paul pressed Nina against the driver seat door, and kissed her again. She could feels his hard groin, as he rocked against her tight, it made her wet and she moaned. "God."

"Nina." He groaned. "The keys." She was breathing heavily when she looked for them in her pocket, enjoying Pauls sweet kisses on all over her neck. "Here."

Paul opened the car, they climped in and drove away. Paul accelerated the speed, he couldn't wait to feel her skin against his, he just wanted her so bad. To tell her how much she ment for him, how much he would do for her. Tell her that he loved her.

His plan was to drive home and make love to her for hours. But he was distracted of Nina's hand caressing his tight. "Nina." He warned her.

She smiled innocently, leaned in and left open mouth kisses on his jaw and neck. "I'm driving damnit." He whispered.

The street framed by forests, were empty. When Paul couldn't handle it any longer, because this woman on his lap, who already took off his shirt and was unbuttening hers, was driving him insane, he just stopped the car in the middle of this street.

Paul turned the music louder and kissed Nina. She kissed back with so much passion. He took off her already unbuttened shirt, leaving her in her bra and skirt.

He pressed her against the wheel as he ripped her skirt away. His eyes widened, then he smirked. "No panties Nina, how risky."

She stopped unbuttening his belt. "You know I like risks." She grinned.

"Yeah." Paul nodded and his finger brushed against her wet center and she gasped. "I know that."

When they finally were naked Nina put her legs on either side of him and lowered herself on his erection, while Paul put his hands on her hips and groaned in pleasure.

She rode him, like there was no tomorrow.

"God, I love you." Escaped Pauls lips.

Ups.

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Ella