Disclaimer;
Victorious still isn't mine.
Warnings;
This fanfiction contains femslash - Jade and Tori. This fanfiction is rated M for a reason, as I've stated before - fair warning right here. If you don't like the pairing or mature content, kindly do me a favor and don't read this.
Author's Note;
Part five is here!
If you don't like mature/adult content, please skip this chapter; I'll get you up to speed in the next one if you miss anything.
Well, it took a while, but I'm back again, and feeling much better. My hand finally healed up a few weeks ago, but it took me a while to get back to being able to type normally for longer amounts of times. But thank you for the good vibes and "get better" wishes! They made me feel much better.
I'm not going to give any spoilers, but we're finally getting to the point in this story that I had originally intended this fanfiction to be about. There will be something recurring, as there has been before; but perhaps this one won't be quite so obvious.
It feels good to be back, and as usual, I just want to say thank you to all of ya'll. You guys make every day that much better for me. Anyway, enough of the sappy stuff and my unbearable rambling; let's get to the femslash.
I hope you enjoy part five.
Can't Stop
Part Five
If Tori hadn't been able to trust Jade before, she was learning to at that very moment.
The road was long and old and completely desolate, with only the rubble of some old abandoned building lying a few hundred feet from the road about three miles in. Beyond it, it seemed as though the life of LA was completely behind them, and there was nothing out here that could disturb or interrupt their drive.
There was very little green, all for the sparse vegetation that was scattered almost haphazardly across the rolling landscape, dotting it with darkness against the half moon that shone down on the earth from a clear and cloudless sky. The headlights of Jade's car showed just how old and mottled the road was, although her car drove smoothly and effortlessly over every bump and crack.
Jade had turned on the radio so that it played softly and quietly as they drove along, and Tori found that she couldn't help but stare out the window as the scenery went by; vast and endless and seemingly empty, although there was certainly life out there that she wasn't able to see. When she felt something looking at her, however, she turned to find that Jade was intently looking over her - the way she sat there with her head propped up on her heel of her hand, her eyes and mind obviously elsewhere.
But now that Tori was staring back at her, the girl couldn't help but give a small smirk as she turned back to the road. In a voice that could only be described as a purr, she asked, "Wanna see something cool?"
The brunette looked over her briefly, as if pondering exactly what she was going to do, (and weighing in the possible consequences if it was something absolutely terrifying,) and she nodded and gave a quiet "sure" before sitting up straight in her seat.
Jade's grin grew wider across her lips, and her left hand reached down to the switch just beside the steering wheel. She turned it, and suddenly the headlights of her car were shut off.
Tori felt as though she was going to be sick; the thought of crashing in total darkness made her stomach clench, and she couldn't help but grab onto Jade's sleeve. However, a few moments later, her eyes began to adjust to the darkness, and instead she found that she could see the world in an almost surreal light. The road was pale and silver, surrounded by a vast gray-golden sea on either side with dark shadows jutting up from their surface, and it traveled on and on before merging with a deep and mesmerizing violet sky.
And she could see Jade, who was smiling softly to herself as she watched the road before them.
"This is amazing," Tori said quietly, and the dark-hair girl gave something close to a snort. "How did you know you could do this?"
"I told you I like driving at night," Jade said with a thoroughly delighted grin. Jade's blue eyes darted down and caught sight of Tori's hand still lightly clenching the sleeve of her shirt, and with her smile slowly becoming softer, (more thoughtful,) she looked back to the road. "It's pretty great."
She drove like this for about another mile before she began to slow her car, convinced they were far enough from the city limits to be seen, much less approached, by anyone looking for trouble, (or by whoever owned this barren land, if anyone really even did.)
Jade pulled the car over and off the road about ten yards before she turned the key in the ignition and the engine died with a slow rumble. Tori, again, was giving her a quizzical glance, and when the dark-haired girl caught her eyes, she couldn't help but stare into them. Brown wasn't the most extraordinary color, Jade had thought, but when they were as deep and as enticing as Tori's (and Cat's - who she was deliberately pushing out of her thoughts for the time being,) she decided they were beyond compare.
"Come on," Jade said quietly, opening her door. She didn't bother to take the keys out of the ignition, as she decided there wouldn't be anyone out here to steal them, (as if anyone could really see them here in the darkness if they were wandering about.)
Tori followed her and watched as the blue-eyed girl took her place on the hood of her car, leaning back on it as she stared up into the sky. It was quiet, only the sound of a steady breeze sweeping around them, lightly brushing strands of wildly loose dark hair into Jade's face, which she pushed back with her beautifully thin fingers. She was quite possibly more stunning then ever, as if she belonged here in this cold and surreal world of night. Unlike the harsh brightness of the sunlight, which could expose every flaw that riddled one's physique, (if Jade even had any at all,) the moonlight seemed to be more forgiving, highlighting only the beauty she had to offer. Her pale skin was luminescent, and her lips a stark contrast, dark and luscious, and Tori found her eyes stuck there, (at the mouth that was slightly parted as she took in the cool and breezy air,) rather than at all the other scenery that this girl's slight smile was putting to shame.
Yes, the girl decided, Jade West was quite possibly the most beautiful being she'd ever come across.
"See something you like?" Jade asked rather flirtatiously, and Tori finally realized she'd been staring for a bit too long.
The brunette moved so that she was facing her completely, leaning on her hand that was placed dangerously close to Jade's on the still-warm hood of the car, and looked over her. For a moment, the blue-eyed girl grew still, her breath catching and eyes darting away as Tori's lips curved into the smallest of grins.
"Yeah," she said, and the dark-haired girl's attention turned to her completely. "I do."
Jade felt her core grow warmer and then gave the other girl a smug look, her eyes traveling from her face and to her body. The shirt was low cut enough that she got an eyefull of cleavage, but the stretchy (tight-fitting) fabric was pink. Pink. She couldn't help but despise the color. It wasn't that it was too girly - it was that it was too bright. Too ordinary. No edge to it. She forgave the garment, as at this angle, with Tori slightly lower than she herself, she caught a good glance at what was underneath, and she couldn't help but feel a satisfying tinge of adrenaline and excitement come over her.
In a moment's time, Jade moved so that she was now pressing Tori's left shoulder, turning her so that her back was to the hood of the car. The brunette watched her, a familiar heat now showing obviously on her cheeks, as the dark-haired girl's hands snaked their way around her waist and found their place in the back pockets of her jeans once more. Jade, though silhouetted by the moonlight behind her, seemed to look more predatory than ever, her shape looming rather powerfully over the other girl, who's lips were parted as she drew in a sharp breath.
Jade leaned in, and taking in the girl's scent for a moment, she paused. Tori knew this was one of her challenges; a game she played as a way to say, "Prove to me you want this." And of course the brunette wanted it, and the blue-eyed predator before her was teasing her, making things so easy and yet so incredibly difficult.
But the thought quickly passed, and before Jade could so much as blink, Tori's hands reached up and cupped her face before crashing their lips together.
Jade gave a sound so close to a growl that it caused Tori to shiver, and having already taken the chance to slip her tongue between the other girl's teeth, the dark-haired girl began to fight for her dominance once more.
She leaned closer and closer still until Tori was forced back onto her hands on the car, and immediately her own clasped onto them, their fingers intertwining as Jade broke the kiss. Her lips traveled down until they met the side of the girl's neck, where she stopped and nipped only harshly enough to elicit a whimper from Tori's throat.
Tori leaned her head back to allow the girl more access to her throat, and once more Jade was suckling and nibbling on the soft, sensitive skin there, over the mark she'd left on her neck, (no longer hidden by the choker, which was lost somewhere in the back of her car,) and down to the collarbones exposed by the cut of the girl's shirt. The scent that came from the brunette's hair was beginning to stir up that feeling of hunger inside of her once more, and Jade couldn't help but feel that she wanted her, right there, right then.
It had only been a couple months, but it seemed like years. Jade desperately needed to be touched and to make someone feel good - to make herself their world, their escape. She wanted to be Tori's guilty pleasure, to make the girl want her almost as much as she herself wanted the brunette.
And still, as she moved one of her hands to slide under Tori's shirt, she heard her mind saying, "She's just your release."
Just her release. Something sexual, something to help her stay sane with those awful teenage hormones that coursed through her. That's all she would be.
She wouldn't make the mistake she'd made with Cat; she wouldn't develop feelings for her. She wouldn't be crushed when the girl decided to move on, and she'd concentrate on the moments like this when she was sure she was the only thing Tori could possibly want in the world, if only for this fleeting bit of time.
But she had a feeling in the pit of her stomach that she was going to get hurt in this either way.
Angrily, she pushed those thoughts aside, and her fingers formed claws against Tori's flat stomach, and smoothly (soft as the touch of a ghost,) she ran them down the skin there, beneath the thin material of her shirt and down to her jeans. She slipped her fingers beneath her jeans there, and Tori couldn't help but raise her head, her chin now resting on Jade's hair.
"Jade. . ."
Her voice had a questioning tone about it, and Jade understood why. Here they were, in the middle of the desert, and Jade was feeling her up outside the car where anyone could see. But who would see them? There was nobody here for miles and miles. Jade had tried things inside the car before, and she'd decided that they weren't nearly as fun as one might think.
"Nobody's here," the dark-haired girl murmured against her neck. "Relax."
Tori was in no position to argue, and she leaned her back against the car and placed a free hand in the other girl's hair.
Jade continued, sliding her hand down over what felt like silk, until she reached the wetness that had gathered there between her legs. Tori inhaled sharply, and almost subconsciously, she quickly but softly gripped the back of Jade's head, pulling her closer. She'd been there before; earlier in the janitor's closet, only this time, it was her fingers, and they were on the inside of her jeans.
The dark-haired girl's lips formed a smile against the bare skin of the brunette's neck. She had done this sort of thing numerous times before, but at the moment, her mind was focused on the girl beneath her touch. This was her first time to make someone else feel good - someone other than that redhead and her ex-boyfriend. She couldn't bring herself to even think about them, as she slipped her other hand from off Tori's and up to the hem of the girl's shirt.
As she drew her lips away from the brown-eyed girl's skin, she removed her hand from her jeans and tugged on the girl's shirt. Hesitantly, she lifted her arms, and Jade removed the garment, tossing it onto the hood of her car rather haphazardly. There was that pink bra again, and the dark-haired girl decided she didn't want to see much more of it. She reached her right hand around Tori, who stood awkwardly as she tried half-heartedly to cover herself, and unsnapped the bra in a moment's time with two fingers.
She was pretty good at that, Tori noticed.
Jade moved her hands so that they gripped Tori's wrists, and pulling them apart, she watched as the bra slid down exposed her chest. Releasing the girl, she pulled the pink garment off her and threw it somewhere to the side, not at all caring as it landed in the dirt, and looked over the girl in the light of the moon overhead.
She was gorgeous. She reached up and took them into her hands, feeling the nipples grow harder beneath her touch, and she couldn't help but relish in the amazing feel of them; a good size, firm but with such amazingly soft skin.
Tori gasped as she felt Jade's hands begin to massage them. The hands were cold against her newly exposed skin, and Jade's eyes moved up and settled upon the brunette's face, which burned bright red in the gentle light. Tori's eyes, half lidded, refused to meet Jade's, and the dark-haired girl shook her head as she silently leaned in and captured the brunette's lips once more, her hands still working the girl's breasts.
In her mind, Jade was only half in the moment; part of her was elsewhere, at some different time and place where she had been with someone else. It wasn't the first time she'd been with someone, but it certainly was a completely new and strange sensation - doing something so intimate out in the open, where anyone could see, with no walls to muffle the sounds they made. It felt almost as if God (or whatever was up there) could have looked down to find you there, with your back on the hood of his car and his hands touching you in places you thought only you would ever see.
Dirty. It felt dirty. And she remembered the feel of him against her, even now as she had the taste of someone new and different lingering in her mouth.
There came a muffled cry, and immediately Jade drew back. She looked over the girl before her quizzically, her eyes scrutinizing, as she saw Tori raise a hand to her lips to wipe away a small drop of red liquid that had begun to run down the side of her mouth.
"You bit me," the brunette said, sounding more than just slightly surprised. Jade arched a brow, running a tongue over her teeth and registering the metallic taste of blood in her mouth. Slowly, a small smile came to her face, and she moved back toward the girl, pressing her back and against the car with just enough force to cause Tori to gasp.
Once more, she was on her, like some sort of animal starved for the taste of the girl's skin. She was leaned over her completely, one hand placed on the car beside Tori's shoulder and the other pinning the girl and keeping her bent back and onto the warm surface. Jade's lips quickly found a spot on her collarbone, where she sucked and nipped at the skin there feverishly.
The brunette lifted her head to watch, but the angle at which she was flexed over the hood of Jade's car strained her neck, and immediately she lowered her head back once more, her eyes looking instead up to the sky. There was still a sense of panic at the pit of her stomach that threatened to rise, (and it had already escalated severely at the feel of Jade's teeth piercing the skin of her lower lip.)
She had never thought her first time would be like this - she'd never even imagined she'd ever do it like this. And yet, here she was, her back against a car as the girl that she'd become so infatuated with began to take her, right there, in the middle of the desert.
Tori was suddenly brought back to reality when she felt the girl's mouth coming dangerously close to where her hands had been only minutes before. The feel of Jade's tongue swiping over the soft and sensitive skin of her breast made her shudder, and immediately her hands reached for the girl's hair instinctively.
Jade smirked against her skin, placing a kiss there at the top of her breast, before she opened flicked her tongue out and right over the girl's hardened nipple. Tori made a sound close to a whimper, her body jumping as the warm, wet muscle came into contact with the place that she so desperately wanted touched. The blue-eyed girl had touched her there before, but much to the brunette's surprise, it was something different entirely when Jade used her tongue.
Her tongue began to work over the hardened little peak, and Tori couldn't help but let out soft sighs with every stroke over the center. Jade took it into her mouth, and suddenly the brown-eyed girl's body jumped, her chest pressing into the girl's mouth as her hands gently gripped her closer by the hair, and Jade gave a muffled groan as she allowed her teeth to scrape over the girl's skin.
Even now, as her tongue began circling the girl's nipple as she sucked on it gently, Jade's mind was slipping off again.
It had done this with Beck and Cat as well; she couldn't be with one without thinking of the other, and how they would touch her, or how they would hold her or kiss her, and how different they both were from one another. And now, as she was with someone new, treading territory she knew she should be keeping well away from, she only thought of the two of them - and how, for once, she was only giving, not receiving.
Tori wasn't like Cat - aside from the way they both smelled of something delectable, she felt as though they showed nothing in common with one another. They were two different people on two completely different levels; and because of that, she couldn't gauge why her mind kept wandering back to the girl from what felt like too long ago.
Cat. Cat had been something else; that night all those months ago when she had finally made the first move, Jade had been prepared to keep her walls up. She didn't want to do anything to the girl that she'd end up regretting, or anything that Cat would end up regretting. For so long, fear had kept her from indulging in those fantasies she had long since harbored about the girl with the red velvet hair.
And even now, after everything she had once shared with Cat had seemed to have simply disappeared from existence to the redhead, she felt as though she couldn't regret any of the time she had spent with her.
And the memories made her sore.
As the dark-haired girl moved her mouth to press over the other breast, Tori felt as though Jade had completely detached from consciousness. She'd never been touched like this before, but the way Jade began become quieter against her, her hands and mouth working slower and softer, she couldn't help but feel as though the girl was almost mechanical in her movements, no want or need in them as there had been before; as if she wasn't there.
And she wasn't. As she tried to tear her thoughts away from the girl she would never have admitted to having feelings for, they were replaced with thoughts of her boyfriend - her ex boyfriend, she reminded herself.
Jade told herself that she hated him - that she wanted something absolutely terrible to happen to him that would hurt him, (like he had crushed her,) if not completely kill him inside. She wanted him to suffer before he'd come back to her on his knees and tell her that he was sorry, and that he could do better with another chance if she'd take him. And in her mind, as the scene played out, she could see herself reaching up with her hand and taking his face into it as she smiled, her head shaking as she whispered the word almost inaudibly: "No."
It made her bitter knowing that her thoughts were thoroughly unrealistic.
There was a voice saying her name, and for the first time in several minutes, Jade stopped what she was doing and opened her eyes to find Tori looking down at her. Blinking, Jade removed herself from the girl's body, her eyes blatantly looking in any other direction they could find.
Tori gave a small, nervous smile, moving her arm to cover herself.
"If you don't want to do this. . ." she said, her voice trailing off.
"I do," Jade snapped, and immediately she realized just how defensively (and quickly) she'd said it. She shook her head for a moment, thinking over her words for a moment as she moved back toward the girl, her eyes closing. "I do."
The brunette stood there, watching as Jade moved to reach behind her and grab her shirt off the hood of her car before she pushed it into Tori's hands. For a moment, she was unsure what was going on; Jade looked as though she was angry, and Tori couldn't help but feel that panic rising in her once more.
"Come on," Jade said, moving over to the driver's side and opening the door. "We're going to my house."
Tori nodded, slipping on her shirt before she made her way to the passenger's side, and she couldn't help but notice the wetness that had gathered between her legs, (and the feeling made her rather uncomfortable as sat beside the girl.)
As soon as Tori was in, the car roared to life. Jade switched on the headlights and turned back toward the highway. In a few minutes' time, they were rolling back down the old, mottled road, the clock on the dash reading "11:35."
A few minutes later, Tori looked to Jade with a rather worried look.
"Did you pick up my bra?"
When Jade smiled and gave a quiet laugh, Tori knew she wouldn't be seeing it again.
x-x-x
As soon as Jade turned the lock to her bedroom door, she felt a familiar thrill rush through her, and immediately she turned to Tori, who, as accustomed as she was becoming to Jade's strange ways of advancement, was looking almost timid as she stood a few feet off in front of the pitch black comforter of Jade's bed.
And as the dark-haired girl came closer, Tori couldn't help but notice that in every way, the girl looked to be some sort of predator - the smooth, fluid sway of her hips as she came toward her, like a dangerous beast stalking, and the way those green-blue eyes seemed to come alight in what little illumination the clock on her dresser provided only reminded her of the glowing stare of an animal in moonlight. The brunette had come to the conclusion that out of the many things that she found herself becoming more enamored with about the girl, the attribute she was most attracted to was the sense of dominance that simply exuded from the girl.
With only inches between them, Jade couldn't help but revel in the feel of the warmth that seemed to radiate from Tori; perhaps she'd gone a little too far to simply stop in the middle of it all out there in the desert, but now that she had Tori in the privacy of her room, (where she felt that the girl would be slightly more comfortable, at the least,) she was over any regret she had previously felt. Her hands came up and found a comfortable place on her hips beneath the fabric of Tori's shirt, and with a smile that looked almost slightly insane, she leaned in and placed her lips on the brunette's.
Tori gasped in surprise, and instantly Jade's tongue was violating her. The brown-eyed girl immediately noticed the taste of her own skin mixed in with the flavor of whatever mint Jade had popped in her mouth on the way home, and for whatever reason, it made Tori feel impossibly dirty.
Jade lifted Tori's shirt, and their kiss broke only long enough for her to tear the garment off Tori's shoulders, only to land carelessly on the ground a few feet off, and as Tori moved to cover herself, the dark-haired girl pulled back on her hair with just enough force to cause the girl to yelp as her head followed Jade's grip. Immediately, Jade's lips found the soft, sensitive skin behind her jaw, and after placing her wet lips there, she softly scraped there with her teeth, (which caused Tori to shudder beneath her.)
Pulling her hand from Tori's thick hair, she took the girl's left breast into it, her other hand finding its way down to the waistband of her pants. Tori couldn't help but groan, and when she felt Jade's fingers slip under the silky garment beneath her jeans, her hips moved toward the touch instinctively.
Before she went any further, Jade removed her lips from Tori's neck and to her right ear. Her hand slipped lower still, the other now gently rolling the girl's nipple between her fingers. Finally, she touched the top of the girl's slit, and Tori began to feel that familiar throbbing stirring up between her legs.
"Already wet for me, Vega?" the blue-eyed girl murmured, her hot breath tickling Tori's ear. The sound of her voice, so low and soft and sexy, could've driven Tori crazy if the girl's hands weren't already thoroughly doing so. Breathlessly, she spoke some sound of concurrence, and Jade smiled with a quiet chuckle.
In one fluid movement, Jade's hands found the button to Tori's jeans and immediately had them undone. She pulled them down around Tori's ankles, and the girl (timidly) stepped out of them. Jade's eyes were immediately on her underwear. Pink. Of course. Rolling her eyes, she pulled them down as well.
Tori was taken aback by the quickness of it, and her hands instinctively went to cover herself between her legs. As she stood up once more, Jade pushed back on the girl's shoulders, and the brunette found herself stumbling back two steps before her thighs pressed against the dark, silky blanket that covered Jade's bed.
When she looked back to Jade, she found that the girl was already undressing - and she couldn't help but enjoy the eyefull she was now getting of Jade's chest. She'd often found herself staring at it before, as the girl wore shirts that quite simply showed off what she had, but now before her stood a topless girl who was moving to unfasten a black, lacy mesh bra. The burning feeling in her stomach seemed to double in temperature as Jade smirked back at her.
With the shift of her fingers, the bra was unhooked, and she slid the thing over her arms before tossing it to the side.
Tori had imagined her shirtless, but the real thing was more enticing than anything she could have ever envisioned. They were round and supple with two smaller, dark centers, and she felt the desire to reach out and take them into her hands as Jade came closer, simultaneously undoing the jeans around her waist. Only a foot before Tori, she stopped, capturing the brunette's gaze with her own. For a moment, she only looked down at her, the girl sitting so awkwardly on the bed before her, and with a small, smug grin on her face, she bent over and slid the jeans the rest of the way down before stepping out and kicking them somewhere across the room, leaving only a pair of mesh boyshorts that obviously matched her bra.
Tori didn't realize her eyes were lingering on the other girl's breasts until Jade let out a small laugh. Her face turning an even darker shade of red, the brunette tore her eyes away, looking instead to the newly exposed skin on her hips - and on the right side of her abdomen, where she guessed it could only be partly noticeable with only jeans, she found a set of foreign words written onto her skin there.
Before she could make out the exact text in the dim light of the room, Jade spoke.
"You can touch me, you know," she said, her voice sounding rather amused. Standing and still half-heartly attempting to cover herself, Tori put her hands on the girl's hips, (as Jade had done to her earlier,) although her eyes were quite obviously distracted by the girl's breasts.
Her hands faltered there, and the dark-haired girl could feel her trembling before her.
"Really," Jade murmured in a gentle tone, (although inwardly, she knew the sweetness had spawned from the need to get things moving,) "Just do what you like."
Tori nodded, letting out a breath as she finally reached up and ran her hands over Jade's breasts. Jade sighed and smiled, and the sound prodded Tori to continue, and she began to knead them gently, relishing the softness of her flesh and realizing just how different they felt from her own.
Growing slightly more confident, Tori leaned forward, her lips firmly pressing into Jade's, and the girl reacted immediately. The dark-headed girl's hands reached for Tori's hips, and in a rough movement, she tugged them closer to her own. Jade's hands slipped further behind the girl before finally she gripped her ass, squeezing it firmly with her fingers. The brunette let out a soft whimper, which was muffled by Jade's lips, and moved so that her hips were nearly touching the other girl's.
The blue-eyed girl lifted one of her hands and took Tori's in it, gripping it and moving it down her body until she held it at the waistband of her underwear. Tori's eyes opened as she removed her lips, only to find that Jade was already staring at her, a look of incredible primal hunger burning in her pale eyes.
She pressed Tori's hand lower still, until the girl's fingers touched her through the mesh material, and Jade's eyes softly lidded as she sighed something unintelligible. She was wet, and for some reason, this excited Tori, who began to press into her. The fingers of Jade's left hand squeezed the girl's ass harder, and the brunette found that this only caused the heat in her core to burn even hotter.
Tori moved her hand so that it slipped beneath the last garment left between them and slid lower until she reached the wetness that had gathered between Jade's legs. Jade arched into her in anticipation, and finally, Tori's middle finger brushed over her clit, where the dark-headed girl needed so desperately to be touched.
"Shit," she hissed through clenched teeth as the brunette's finger began to trace circles over the hood. Tori's other hand began to play with the nipple of Jade's left breast, and the girl beneath her touch could only grasp onto her hips for support.
Jade knew she could be left satisfied in a matter of minutes, but with the girl before her already naked and quite obviously willing, she knew that she wanted to make things last much longer.
Pushing Tori's hips, she sat her back on the bed. The brunette released her, and Jade immediately felt her body ache to be touched again - but she immediately forced herself to push the feeling back in her mind and focused on the girl before her.
"Lay back," Jade said, and for a moment, Tori only watched her, cheeks burning and eyes wide.
It was her first time doing anything like this - and a few months ago, she would never have guessed that her first would be with a girl, much less Jade. Jade - the girl who, for so long, had gone out of her way to make the the new girl's life a living hell. From day one, she was sure they would never get along; even now, as she sat completely naked before her, - doing things with her - she couldn't be sure if they were actually "friends" or "girlfriends" or "frenemies" or anything more than what they had been all those months ago. She knew she wanted the girl; but in what way? It could have been something sexual - if it wasn't for the fact that she was beginning to enjoy the time she spent with her when nothing physical was happening. But that didn't mean she felt anything more than attraction.
Tori thought about none of this as she looked up at the pale, bare skin of the girl before her, completely fascinated by every move that was made.
Jade pushed back on her shoulders, and Tori laid back so that she was resting on her elbows, her knees bent over the bed and pressed together still.
The blue-eyed girl knelt so that she was before the girl, and with her hands, she pulled on the girl's legs gently, prodding her to open them for her. When Tori didn't comply, Jade shot her a look.
"Do you not want me to?" she asked, the tone of her voice sharp and demanding.
Turning her face away, Tori took a sharp breath and parted her legs. The coolness of the air around her caused her to shake as it came into contact with the wetness between her legs, and as she opened her eyes to look to Jade, she found that the girl had a smirk on her face.
Tori shaved, and Jade couldn't help but prefer it to trimming - it just made things look better down there to her. Moving so that she was between the brunette's legs, Jade placed her hands on the sides of the girl's thighs. She began to stroke them softly, and she leaned in further to place soft, wet kisses on the sensitive skin on the inside of her left leg.
The other girl watched her through half-lidded eyes, and she began to feel an ache in her center. She needed Jade there, and she felt she would go crazy if she didn't get there soon.
As if Jade could sense this, she began to slow her administrations. Pausing only inches away from where Tori was soon to beg for her to be, she began to suckle there, nipping as she ran her tongue over the wet skin. Her blue eyes shot up to Tori, who, rather than looking impatient or angered, looked as though she was in some great need. She smiled against the girl's skin.
"Tell me what you want me to do," she said, barely audible to the brunette above the beat of her heart.
Tori shifted beneath the girl's hands, letting out a soft whimper as she felt the ache growing more intense inside of her. Jade's brow quirked at the lack of a response, lashes fluttering as she gave a smug grin.
"What does Tori want?" she asked in a voice that sounded far to innocent to be genuine.
"Touch me there," Tori spoke, her eyes looking wherever else they could.
"Touch you where?"
Tori gave an exasperated sigh, closing her eyes. Jade laughed quietly, leaning forward and placing a kiss just above Tori's slit, causing the girl to jump beneath her.
"You're such a prude," the blue-eyed girl murmured against her skin. "It's almost cute."
Without further warning, Jade flicked her tongue over the girl's spread lips and Tori felt as though some sort of electric current had shot through her. Placing her hands on the girl's hips, she began to pay attention to the sensitive little bud, slipping her tongue over it gently before beginning to trace little circular motions over the hood.
Tori had never felt anything like it, and as Jade began to work more feverishly than before, she couldn't help but place a hand in her thick, dark hair, as if to support herself. The feel of something hot and wet sliding over a place so sensitive was more than foreign to her; it was genuinely, thoroughly amazing. In a voice barely above a whisper, she let out little cries, particularly when Jade's tongue flicked beneath the hood.
The blue-eyed girl's grip tightened on Tori's hips when they began to move toward her, as though to hold them in place, although she began to ride with her movements as if it was something natural to her, (and in a way, it was.) Her right hand removed itself from Tori's side and moved so that it was poised at the girl's entrance, and she ran her fingers around there, all the while keeping her tongue focused on her clit.
The brunette felt the new touch at her opening, and for a moment she panicked, thinking the girl would take her right then. She'd never had anything in there, and she was aware that it would more than likely be at least slightly painful, (and as much as she was enjoying the girl's work right now, she didn't want anything to ruin it.)
The girl's fingers dipped inside, barely passing through her lips, and the strange sensation caused Tori to shudder. The grip she held on the girl's dark hair tightened, and Jade groaned something Tori could only guess was a swear into the girl's skin.
Jade parted her lips, and, as gently as she could manage, took the bud of nerves into her mouth, softly suckling on it and running her tongue over the exposed head. Tori's hips pressed closer to her mouth as she let out a low, throaty moan, her head leaning back as her eyes closed completely once more. Her left hand gripped the silky comforter beneath her as her legs began to shake with every flick of Jade's tongue, and once more, as she had felt in the janitor's closet earlier that day, there began to come a heat, growing from her core and spreading downward. It was white hot, like liquid fire coursing through her veins, and she began to rhythmically move her hips against Jade's hand and tongue.
"Oh God," she groaned, her voice sounding desperate and strained.
The dark-haired girl's blue eyes flickered up so that they stared at Tori. From the angle from which she looked, she saw the girl's head thrown back, her breasts moving as she ground against her touch. The light sheet of sweat that had begun to form over her body caused her to shine a strange light-red, illuminated by the glow of her alarm clock a few feet off.
The hand that rested on Tori's hip reached up and took her left breast, immediately pinching the nipple between her fingers. The brunette let out low cry at the sudden harsh sensation, but immediately her torso pressed itself toward her hand as well, and though her left hand still held her body halfway up for some sort of support, she felt as though the angle was straining her back, (and causing the feeling of burning alive to grow stronger within her.)
When Jade's teeth lightly scraped over her clit, Tori felt the need grow urgent, and suddenly, she was rising to a new level of heat.
"Jade. . ."
Her voice was pleading, and Jade removed her mouth. Hesitantly, Tori raised her head and opened her eyes, a pained look on her face, and found Jade's eyes staring back up at her, capturing her gaze and holding it. Her mouth was hung slightly open, and Tori could see her own slick on her lips and chin, causing the blush on her face to grow hotter and brighter.
Standing and removing her hand from between Tori's legs, she looked down at her for a moment, simply inspecting her work; the girl's chest was rapidly rising and falling, as she sat there gasping for the breath she didn't know she'd been holding, and her body looked as though it was burning, with the way the sweat covered her and the color of red from her clock and from the blood that had risen to the skin.
"Move back," she said, her eyes lingering on the girl's mouth, which was ajar as she gasped for breath.
After a moment, Tori complied, letting out a sharp breath when she felt the ache beginning to stir between her legs once more. Her head now rested more comfortably on one of Jade's pillows, eyes quizzical as she watched the girl at the end of the bed.
Jade slipped out of her underwear and wiped a wrist over her mouth before climbing onto the bed between her legs. She moved so that she was hovering over Tori, her breasts nearly touching the other girl's, her mouth only inches away from the thinly-shaped set of lips before her.
Her lips captured Tori's, and in an instant, the strange taste of herself filled the brunette's mouth. It was sharp and sweet, and for a moment, it caused her to feel gross - but the moment passed, and the feeling was immediately placed by an even higher want, which she hadn't known was possible.
The blue-eyed girl positioned herself over the other girl before pressing their bodies together. When Jade's hips pressed into her own, Tori couldn't help the low moan that escaped her throat, and immediately her hands found their place in the girl's dark hair.
"You like that?" Jade asked with a small laugh, pressing her hips further into Tori's.
"Yes," she replied breathlessly, and at the sound of the girl's voice, quiet and small and pleading, the dark-haired predator came to life.
Jade moved so that her lips were at the side of Tori's neck, and she began to suckle the skin there. Her body moved so that their breasts slipped against one another smoothly (due to the light sheet of sweat that had gathered on Tori's body.) When their hips ground against one another, and Tori began to feel that much needed sense of relief once again, the brunette angled her hips and wrapped her legs around the girl above her. Jade felt Tori's skin slide over her swollen clit, and suddenly, she felt as though she was on fire.
"Goddamnit," Jade hissed, and her back arched so that her center could press against the other girl's. Jade's hands, placed on each side aside Tori's breasts, formed claws, gripping the comforter below her as she raised her head and let out a loud groan at the new sensation building between her hips.
Tori's hands were on Jade's shoulder's now, lightly scraping the skin with her nails, (and further driving Jade insane.) The girl above her was grinding against her with abandon, and Tori only guessed that the girl was getting to that high that she'd come so close to before. She was moving back against her, and although the aching in her core had receded once more, the burning had not.
The blue-eyed girl was so near to finally finishing herself that she could no longer keep track of the thoughts running through her mind. Her eyes were tightly shut, so as to only feel the sensation growing between her legs. There were images of people she knew she shouldn't be thinking about - Cat and Beck. The memories of the times she'd done things like this with them. The thoughts that had crossed her mind when Beck had taken her virginity resurfaced as she realized she was taking that of the girl who so desperately moved against her from below, and there was a slight sense of guilt that had accompanied her from the first time she'd been with the little redhead.
The thoughts moved so quickly through her psych that she was able to keep from dwelling on them, and finally, without much warning, her body convulsed in her release.
In a harsh, sudden movement, her hips slammed into Tori's, and she let out a moan that sounded more like a strangled cry than anything else. Her fingers could have tore holes into her comforter with the tightness of her grip pulling against it, but all she felt was that hot wave of sensation surging through her body, starting at her clit and moving it's way outward and all the way through her limbs.
Tori laid beneath her, watching as Jade's lips trembled as she whispered three or four times, "oh God," her body shaking.
She didn't know exactly what Jade had just gone through, but she knew she wanted to feel it as well.
Jade moved so that she was beside Tori and collapsed onto her side, gasping for breath now. Her eyes still closed, she placed her left hand on the brunette's stomach and worked her way down, until her shaking fingers found Tori's slit once more.
The brunette shifted beneath her, enjoying the feel of the girl's hand, but as she looked to Jade, who was, for once, sweating, she became aware that her release had taken a lot out of her.
"Jade," she began quietly, gasping when the girl's finger slipped over her, "you don't -"
"Just... hold on," Jade breathed, brows pressed in slight annoyance. You'll get yours.
A few moments passed like this, until the blue-eyed girl shakingly sat up and moved between Tori's legs once more. Bending so that her mouth was parallel to the girl's lower abdomen, Jade took in the scent of sex that permeated from her. Her body was so thoroughly exhausted that it didn't cause much of a stir, but the desire to get Tori there drove her, and she began to place hot, breathless kisses down the girl's stomach.
She knew that Tori had been close when she'd originally left off, and without any further delay, she ran her tongue up the girl's slit with just enough pressure to cause the brunette to buck when it came into contact with her clit. Tori's left arm raised over her head, her hand gripping the pillow behind her, while her other found its place back in Jade's hair.
Jade opened her mouth and began to suck on the girl's clit, less gently than before, her tongue moving rougher and faster. Tori let out a moan, the sound loud enough to cause Jade's eyes to shoot up toward her; as far as she knew, her mother wasn't home, (and she would have heard Jade's cry before this,) but the sound was so helpless and weak and hot that she couldn't help but watch the girl's body as she began to whimper more softly.
While her left hand was wrapped around Tori's thigh, her right moved so that it was once more at the girl's entrance, only this time, she pressed further - and was met with resistance. She really is a virgin, she thought almost absently as her tongue slid over the girl's clit once more. Her right hand reached under the brunette and gripped her ass, her fingers squeezing it harshly as she continued.
For a third time, Tori felt that heat rising in her core once more, only this time faster and even more brutal than before. She heard her cries grow louder, and as her hand pressed down on Jade's head, she felt as though she was about to explode. The feeling flooded through her abdomen and lower, lower until she felt her toes curl.
She was nearing something incredible, and all she found she could do was call out for God and keep her hips moving against the girl's mouth.
Jade squeezed her ass harder until there were little crescent nail marks embedded into her skin, and flattening her tongue, she dragged it over that little sensitive spot, her eyes still placed on Tori, who's head was thrown back against the pillow behind her.
Come for me, Jade silently thought to her, and as if on cue, Tori finally felt what she'd been longing for.
It rapidly came over her, sharp and electric and sensational as it rushed in a wave over her body. Her back arched off the bed, her right moving and gripping the blanket below her, (and saving Jade's hair.) A loud, unrestrained moan escaped her throat, followed by softer little whispers that came almost as praise to the girl between her legs, and for a few moments, she stayed like that.
Finally, she felt herself coming down from the high, and her body simply became deadweight. She tiredly laid down once more, her body quivering as Jade moved beside her once more.
Minutes passed in silence, all for Tori's breath and the little gasping sounds she made every so often. Jade only watched her, entranced by the way her name would occasionally slip quietly from Tori's mouth, as if asking for some sort of assurance.
However, the dark-haired girl was beginning to feel unsure of herself. Finally, they'd done it - broken down that last wall that stood between them. They had done things that Jade had only done with two others - and for Tori, it had been her first time. And it had been amazing.
But as the girl moved and curled into Jade's chest, her head tucking away and warming the blue-eyed girl's collarbone with every breath, she knew that something wasn't quite between them. It was beginning to stir a sick feeling in her stomach, and the fact that Tori was so easily pressed against her now only unsettled her further, although she absently began to run a hand through the girl's brown hair.
Glancing over at the clock just behind Tori, she nearly swore. 3:07AM.
She didn't bother to tell Tori that they'd have to be ready for school in less than five hours, as she honestly didn't know if she'd be able to wake up by then. Jade didn't care if they missed school that day, or the day after that, or if the girl's mother ended up coming to knock on her door to see if her daughter was there (if Mrs. Vega even knew where she lived.)
None of that concerned her at the moment.
What worried her was that she'd come to the conclusion that she was beginning to feel more attached to the girl lying beside her.