Never Too Late

by Johnlockforthewin

When Lestrade shows John an old video of Sherlock, John realizes he knows nothing of Sherlock's past. As he learns, he isn't sure he wants to anymore. Rated for drug use, dub-con, abuse/child abuse, self-harm, and other themes in further chapters.

5. Chapter 5

On My Own

John was shocked when he saw Sherlock run off the stage. After four minutes, him and the bassist came back on stage. Oh no; Sherlock's eyes were glazed over, he was smiling slightly, his sharp cheekbones tinged pink. He was high. John heard Lestrade sigh.

Then, the bass started another low beat, joined by guitar. When Sherlock started singing, John was surprised at the slow pace of the song.

I walk alone
Think of home
Memories of long ago
No one knows
I lost
My soul long ago

Lied too much
He said that he's had enough
Am I too much?
He said that he's had enough

Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home

I need to run far away
Can't go back to that place
Like he told me I'm,
Just a big disgrace

Lied too much
He said that he's had enough
Am I too much?
He said that he's had enough

Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home

So now I'm
standing here alone
Learning how to live life on my own

Lied too much
I think that I've had enough
Am I too much?
He said that he's had enough

I'm Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home

So now I'm
standing here alone
I'm Learning how to live life on my own

Forget about the past I'll never know
Forget about the one I left at home.

Author's Notes:

By the way, 'he' was originally she, but I changed it to he. Also, 'he' is Mycroft, Sherlock's brother.