Hello all sorry for the delay, please find chapter 3 of breathing space. This chapter has some err adult themes! so if you aren't up for that i wouldn't read its not heavy or hard going but it is sex.

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Will woke up and noticed he was alone in the bed. He worried for a few seconds that it had all been a dream, that he had not asked Mackenzie to marry him and he was infact alone. But then he spotted the nightlight he wouldn't have bought that for himself. He looked around noticed it was 5.30am where was Mackenzie. Will got up and pulled on a tshirt and checked the bathroom she wasn't there. he noticed her things were still littering his room so she hadn't gone home. Walked out to the balcony and saw her sitting with his ipod and a blanket curled up on one of his deck chairs. She was pulled into a small ball staring out towards the city scape. Will though she must be frozen. He pulled a blanket from the sofa and walked towards her. He waved to catch her attention. "Hey" he said giving her a smile. "Hey yourself" she said back looking surprised to see him taking the headphones off and placing them on the table.

"What you doing out here Mac its freezing" said Will offering her the blanket. Mac shook her head and Will sat beside her and wrapped himself in the blanket.

"Just thinking, woke up and didn't want to wake you, hope you don't mind i borrowed your ipod" said Mac holding it up.

"Not at all" said Will, "You should have woken me"

"Don't be daft Will you were sound asleep, and you needed the sleep" said Mac watching the sky.

"Mac if anyone needs sleep in this building its you"

"I got some sleep, more than i have in weeks" said Mac looking over at him. there was something behind her eyes he couldn't quite put his finger on what it was.

"Mac seriously why are you sitting out here in the cold at 5.30 am" said Will rather more forcefully.

"I just needed some space to think Will, look at all thats happened in the last 12 hours even"

"You regret saying yes?" Will asked sadly. Mackenzies heart broke, his self worth and confidence was really so low that he would think that.

"No Will, I love you and want to be with you, do you really think i would have said yes only to repeal it the next day?" mackenzie asked looking at him.

"No" Will mumbled. Will stood up and walked over to her he bent down and took her hands in his. He heard her sigh as she looked up at him.

"Mac you need to start talking to me, we are together now, what worries you worries me and i don't want anything to worry or upset you" said Will

"I'm not upset or worried, i just needed to think, you really dont think its been fast? you went from hating me to firing me, to asking me to marry you in the space of a few hours Will, its a lot to take in, my whole life is about to change, and its scary" said Mac looking at him.

"I know its scary, don't you think i'm scared? i know we have a lot of shit we need to work through but i love you and want to be with you and i'm so sorry it took me so long to admit that" said Will looking at her. He felt his eyes want to water but he wasn't going to. He didn't want anymore tears because of him and Mac other than happy ones.

"Will you are making something out of nothing here. i just didnt want to wake you, and thought i would take advantage of the view" said Mac she rubbed his hand with her finger. "Everything is fine" she said with a smile.

Will continued to stare at her. He knew what she was worried about, he was worried about the same thing, what if he said the wrong thing or mentioned Brian, he knew it was going to happen, they wernt over everything but he wanted to be. He thought a few sessions may be needed with Dr Habib.

"Will?" Mackenzie asked and Will realised he had just been staring at her.

"Sorry was miles away" he said with a Smil. "Struggling to believe my luck that you said yes"

"Did you ever think i would have said no?" She asked standing up and pulling Will to his feet.

"I don't know. I hoped you would say yes but part of me thought you didn't love me"

"Will I never stopped loving you, its been so hard being so close to you and not being able to touch you, kiss you, make love to you when i want to" said Mac sadly.

"I didn't think about that"

"I didn't expect you to" said Mac pulling him towards her and she kissed him so hard that Will thought his lips might bleed.

"Im yours Will, there isnt anyone else for me, I will always love you" said Mac pressing herself to him. Will smiled that was all he needed to hear. He picked her up and carried her back into the bedroom. he didn't care about the door being open or anything.

He practically threw mackenzie on the bed and was very pleased to see she was just in her panties. She gave him her best 100 megawatt smile at his face and he pulled his clothes off. He pulled her panties off with his teeth and rose up to meet her face. Mackenzie was still smiling, "What's so funny?" he asked. "This, you are doing all the work" she said and Will laughed. She pushed him over onto his back and slid down him, she could feel him shiver with anticipation under her. Her breasts touching every part of him she could. She got to him and took him in her mouth she could feel him move under her. She let it go and placed her breasts around his penis and began to move. Within seconds Will was groaning. He pulled Mackenzie up to him he placed a kiss on her lips and turned her over, he sucked and kissed his way down to her nipples, they were rock hard and she was clearly aroused. He sucked them as Mackenzie made noises. he kissed his way down her stomach stopping for a second at the scar on her abdomen that hasn't been there before. He kissed his way through the wiry hair and sucked her and stroked her until she came screaming his name and rubbing her nipples with one hand the other stroking Will's hair. Will came up to her face and she kissed him even though she was out of breath. She could taste herself on him. She wanted nothing more at that moment to have Will inside her.

"Please Billy" she panted and Will was more than happy to oblige. He slid into her and both groaned, it was like he had never been away from her, they moved at the same time in perfect rhythm. Will's movements got faster as he kissed her breasts Mackenzies hands in his hair and gripping his shoulders, her legs wrapped around him as tight as she could arching her hips with every thrust Will made, "Harder Billy" she breathed and Will did as asked, it didn't take long for them to reach the peak together at the same time as they always did. Will rolled off her, scared he might hurt her and Mackenzie moved closer to him, she placed her head on his chest her finger playing with the hair she found there. Will kissed her head and wrapped his arm around her after pulling blankets over them both.

"Fuck Billy" Mac panted kissing his chest.

"Mac why the fuck did we wait so long to do that" said Will smiling. Mackenzie propped herself up on her arms and smiled at him, she hadnt seem him look so happy in 6 years if not longer.

"I fucking love you William Duncan Mcavoy and dont you ever forget it or keep anything from me because you are scared it will upset me do you hear me?" Mackenzie said

"yes" Said Will

"But that goes both ways Mackenzie Morgan Mchale, you need to start trusting me not to hurt you again, and you need to remember you can talk to me about anything regardless of what it is or how stupid you feel for it" said Will stroking her hair.

"I promise Will" said Mac leaning in and kissing his mouth. Will smiled as Mackenzie climbed on top of him.

"I think we might be late for work today" said Will with a naughty smile.

The enda

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