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The rest of Sayuri's day had been long and restless, it had broken into the early hours of the morning when she was finally able to get back to her room. She collapsed on her bed beside her cat and lazily dressed into a white tank top and small black sleep shorts. Sayuri was asleep before her head hit the pillow but even in her dreams she was avoid of rest.

(Sayuri's Dream)

The winter wind was fierce and there wasn't much place for shelter or warmth. Sayuri was only young, her small hand clutched to the older girl. She looked down at Sayuri and smiled, snow flakes catching in her ebony locks and her warm honey-coloured eyes showed determination.

"It's ok, Say-chan, come on I'll find us somewhere warm, I promise" She grinned lifting Sayuri into her arms "but Ren-chan every where's full and all the water is frozen" Ren chuckled at her "There is always somewhere, I'll even make a place if I have too"

The snow had numbed their bare feet and frozen their fingers, Ren was taking them out of the district knowing that the caves were their best luck right now. Sayuri clung to Ren jealous of her strong will to keep both of them. "Onee-chan, I could carry some wood if you want" Sayuri wanted to be strong like Ren. Sayuri had carried an arm full of wood taking her mind off of the numbness that was running through her.

The wind seemed to peel an invisible layer of warm off them making them feel raw every time the moved. They soon found a cave, it was small but kept out the window and the floor wasn't damp. Sayuri and Ren had gathered lots of wood enough for two nights maybe, Ren had knowledge of how to make a fire, Sayuri sat back and watched in awe as she made the damp wood light. Ren pulled Sayuri closer to her and tried to warm her feet and rid Sayuri of her numbness. They huddled close and Ren let the blanket she had stolen dry out and warm up.

"One day Sayuri, I'll become a Shinigami and I'll buy us a warm cosy house and let you keep all the cats you want" Ren said holding Sayuri in her arms "We'll be warm in the winters and I'll train you to become a Shinigami too. I'll be a famous Captain and prove that I'm strong" Sayuri smiled up at her "And we'll have all the water and food we want?" Ren chuckled and stroked Sayuri's long scruffy hair "Of course, and we'll have a big beautiful garden filled with cherry blossom tree's" Sayuri always loved to hear Rent talk about how their future would be. "And no one will hurt us no more" Sayuri watched Ren look out of the cave to the now calm skys looking at the night sky.

"Onee-chan? What do you think you're Sword will be?" Ren looked down at her and smiled "It'll be a big beautiful tiger, and it'll be powerful and graceful" Sayuri giggled and snuggled closer to Ren "I think yours will be a woman of cunning plans and playful tricks, you'll be a legend amoung them all, and all the men will look at you" Sayuri scrunched up her nose "ew!" Ren laughed and smiled with her honey eyes.

"Onee-chan will have the men stare at her, and you'll find someone who'll treat you like a princess and you'll have a big family" Ren looked at her and sighed with a serene smile.

'I smell a delicious soul!' Ren Jumped up pushing Sayuri behind her as a hollow peered into the cave. "Get out!" Ren growled at it, her eyes darkened as she glared at the horrid creature.

'HAHAHA! I love it when they fight' it went to swab its ugly tentacles into the cave when something whizzed past cutting of the ugly limb. Sayuri clung to Ren not wanting her to get killed, she watched as the hollow turned and lashed out at something. Ren ran to the entrance and Sayuri kept close behind and watched as a man dressed in Shinigami form attacked the monster again, Sayuri gasped as more showed up.

She looked on in wonder as two more shinigami showed up, Sayuri wanted to fight like them, she wanted the power to not be afraid and struck down by her enemies. Ren's face was gleaming as she watched them fight the beats, "Onee-chan? Are you happy?" Sayuri asked not taking her eyes away from them fight. "Very, one day, we'll be as invincible as them. But something was happening, the hollows seemed to be gaining strength from somewhere. The shinigami weren't holding out as the hollows bit back at them.

Ren's grin began to drop, something was wrong here and Sayuri could feel it, Sayuri gasped as the hollow consume one of the shinigami. The blood splattered everywhere, the other two began to retreat, Ren watched helpless as one of them got pulled back and only one survived. Sayuri gasped and held tighter to her sister. "Onee-chan?" She whispered loud enough for her to here.

Ren grabbed Sayuri and ran dodging the hollow's attacks and picked up one of the swords that was lying on the ground. Ren began to run as fast as she could to get them away from there, but she met three shinigami who had stood watching it all, Sayuri couldn't make out their faces. "This isn't good" the one in the middle said, his voice was deep and made Sayuri shiver "Please help!" Ren asked them. But they just stood there. "We can't let them live" the one on the left spoke. "Indeed" the first one spoke again.

They both looked at them horrified, Ren ran in another direction, she heard one of them coming after them. Sayuri's eyes were wide with fear, Ren put her on the floor and grabbed her face making her look at her "Run, little sister, I will come find you, stay safe" Ren said pushing her "Onee-chan!" Sayuri cried out but Ren pushed her away and blocked the attack that was aimed at her. Sayuri ran and managed to climb up a near by tree. The snow began to fall again. Sayuri was hoping she was unseen but she watched as Ren fought back with all her might. Her shoulder was split open and bleeding heavily as she tried to stay standing.

Sayuri could see her getting weaker and weaker, hot tears streamed down her face, as she watched her blood soak the pure snow. Ren had only made scratches on the man she faced, Sayuri watched her raise her sword but the shinigami was to quick and went to pierce her chest. "ONEE-CHAN!" Sayuri cried out.

Sayuri ran down and ran to her, but it was too late, her blood now soaking her face and clothes. She watched as her sister's body slunk limply to the ground. Something woke in her as she watched Ren's lifeless body hit the snow, an energy full of anger and despair rose up. She stepped forward and slowly looked up at Ren's murderer with a new light in her eyes and this light was anything but good. "Put down the Katana and run away" this wasn't Sayuri's voice "I mean it, leave" He went to raise his sword but her spirit power began to raise dangerously high, at that moment she was more powerful than him.

Sayuri's spring green eyes began to change, gold began to mix in with them and she bared her now sharper teeth to him. She began speaking words that she had no idea of what they meant or what they did, a strong wind began to pick up around and a gold glow formed around her hands. Sayuri thrust her hands towards him "LEAVE!" she yelled. And they did just that as the shinigami was thrown back a couple hundred of feet.

Sayuri sat beside Ren as the new energy depleted and hid deep inside her. Sayuri pulled Ren's head into her lap and cried loud and long "Onee-Chan!". She had only the moon as company as it watched her mourn for her sister.

(End of Dream)

Sayuri woke up with a gasp, she felt the tears pour down her face, Sayuri held her cat close and cried heavily remembering the night her future was taken away from her, She cried for her dead sister.

"Say-chan!" Sayuri looked up to see Rangiku, Rangiku looked to her and pulled her into a hug and stroked her hair. "Shh, Say-chan, you're ok" She murmured knowing exactly who she cried for. Sayuri had told Rangiku one night when she had had the same dream and woke up like this, she wouldn't let anyone know but her.

Sayuri hadn't realised she had slept so long, it was evening and she had no jobs so Rangiku had brought over lots of sake so she could take her mind off of it all. "I hate all this commotion. There's going to be so much paper work after it's all finished" Rangiku sighed. Sayuri downed half a bottle before laughing "Why do you care, you never do work anyway Ran-Chan" they both laughed and looked at the empty bottles that now littered the floor of Sayuri's room.

"We should go annoy Renji-san, ne?" Sayuri slurred pulling Rangiku to her feet "Yesh!" She said. They stumbled to Renji's room and knocked rather loudly on his door. "Renji! There are two very sexy women waiting to get more alcohol, open up!" Rangiku yelled. When he opened the door he looked annoyed, he'd just got out of the shower and he was only dressed in his pink robe. "Fine" he grumbled. It wasn't long until Kira showed up with more sake.

The night soon ended up playing a human card game that involved stripping but even when drunk Sayuri still won most games. And as usual they all ended up passed out on the floor only with Sayuri with most of her clothes still left on.

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Rangiku had woken up early much to her dislike and she found all of her clothes and pulled them back on, she looked at Sayuri and smiled lightly and woke her up. Sayuri gasped and went back to her room to dress quickly and get back to her duties for the day. But since Kira was still sleeping she had no idea what they were, and she had no intentions of finding her captain to ask him.

But her captain found her first, she felt trapped under his gaze "Kira slackin' again" he said appearing behind her as she sorted out the paper work. "I hear ya' al' had a party last night" he said with his ever-lasting grin. Sayuri nodded slightly feeling so unsure in his presence. "No worries, I'll find Kira!" He said leaving just as quickly as he had arrived.

Sayuri shivered and sat back and felt her eyes slipping shut again. She was so tired from last, she just wanted a dreamless comfy sleep and hoped it would come soon.

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