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Sorry i havent updated for a while but my computer decided to die on me, but its back working now so I shall carry on with the story :)
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Sayuri knew the day was going to be long but she wasn't expecting such a horrible feeling that followed and unfortunately it had nothing to do with the fact that she was wasted last night of sake but the sick feeling in her gut that something was going to happen. Her dream had brought up old fear that she had preferred buried deep down. She adjusted her glasses once more that day as she helped take another injured shinijami to squad barracks 4. She wished they were attacked closer to it so her day wasn't wasted on hauling away the weak. Her thought were bitter and cold.
"Sayuri!" She turned and gasped as Rangiku pulled her tightly into her chest. Sayuri failed to breath as her head was squished against her giant boobs "Ra..iku...br...th...eded" but she ignored Sayuri's plea's "My mean Captain won't let me have any breaks so have to cancel our lunch and tonight diner plans" Sayuri managed to get free "Thats fine just let me breath" Sayuri gulped at the air like there wasn't enough left. Rangiku giggled and patted her scruffy hair "Anyway, see you tomorrow?"
Sayuri nodded and watched as she vanished away back to the paperwork she probably wouldn't do. She shook her head and realised she could leave since nobody was paying attention and she felt up to playing hookie. She sneeked quietly to the wall and creeped up onto the roof tiles. A grin spread across her pale face as she flash stepped closer to her freedom for the day. "Hold it" Sayuri was caught, a cold hand gripped the back of her uniform. She hated this man, his quick steps made her green with envy.
She turned to the Sixth squad captain "What do you want?" Sayuri growled darkly at him not caring for his high status. "As i heard, your job for the day wasn't to spend it freely" his cold voice made her want to beat him till his blood covered the floor, 'I hate your heartless fame, i want to kill you for your shame' Sayuri thought as his grip on her never lestened. "And as I heard you're going to let your sister die" Sayuri was in no mood for his lectures or icy orders "Let go and there won't be trouble" but then she grinned "but then again i could do with a good fight" he vanished and Sayuri grinned darkly and laughed and carried on her way. Her antics were winding her up making her want the adrenaline of the fight even more, to taste the sweat and blood as blades clashed.
She crashed down onto the fresh green grass and sighed heavily, the smell of the sun and flowers made her think of her summers in the rukongai. Stealing bread from the stalls and tricking the old man, and drinking fresh water from the falls. Sayuri smiled thinking of the others as they ran in the grass playing childrens games. She could still see Ren as they lay in the grass watching the clouds, talking about the better life they could only wish for. Sayuri closed her eyes thinking of Zaraki, he was playing on her anxious mind and her thought were boardering on obsession.
"You left you're guard down" the cold metal against her neck made her now golden green eyes open to see the vicious ones of Zaraki, she grinned "Are you sure? This could all be a cunning trap" she purred up at him making no plans to move, the jagged blade against her skin lit a fire deep under her skin, he chuckled "It's a shame, I can't fight right now" Sayuri's grin slipped and she glared up at him quickly slipping out from under his blade and grabbing him with malice "Then when?! I'm not waiting forever! If you found the time to find me then you can Fight me!" Zaraki looked down at her determined eyes loving the dangerous warning, he wanted to make her wait till she was on the edge of losing all control, and then he wanted to taste her blood as she let out her delicious rage that was building up quickly.
He laughed at her and grabbed her small body pulling her closer "Don't worry, i'll find ya" he chuckled letting her go leaving her there as her anger roared around her, he could feel her glaring eyes as he waked away. Sayuri stood there fuming as he walked away like she wasn't even a danger to him, she grinned sarcastically "HAHAHAHAHAHA! I'll get him, I'll make him bleed and I'll laugh while doing it!" She screamed at no one, Sayuri sank to the ground laughing maniacly. That was until she felt renji's reaitsu, she looked up and growled, "I always miss it!"
Sayuri slunk back to her room, but the room was dark and the presence inside made her skin crawl with fear, she turned to man that could make her sink to her knee's without even touching her. The door closed and felt cold breath on her neck "Seems like you haven't mastered that 'little' power you have, shame isn't it, to be trapped in such a weak body" Sayuri lost the will to speak "funny how you still cover up those scars. You entire outfit makes it a little obvious" she jumped as his hand traced an invisible line on her neck "What's the matter Say-chan, Cat got your toungue" He chuckled darkly.
Her whole body was frozen, blood covered images passing through her mind "that's right, you won't tell anyone, the old man won't even believe you, I mean who knows which side to listen to" Sayuri gasped as she felt him leave. She ground her teeth together and let out a long frustrated cry. She crawled into the shower and scrubbed at her body not letting herself look at the scars that covered it, she rubbed her skin raw with small hope that the memories would leave. 'For once why can't I stand up to him, I shouldn't be cowering in fear!' Sayuri changed into her shorts and top re-wrapping her body with the thin white gauze, she went to go lie down on her bed when angry knocks hammered her door.
Sayuri slipped on her glasses and opened it "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!" kira yelled at her, She cowered back from him she didn't need this right now "Please don't star...- he burst into her room and her cat slid past him jumping onto her bed watching them curiously "YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO HELP NOT LAZE AROUND ALL DAY!" Sayuri snapped and pushed him back away from her "Watch your mouth boy! I'm not in the mood for your lecture, now get out" He looked at her stunned but his glare returned "no, you'll help out tomorrow wether you like it or not or you're going to make up for the time you spent lazing around" he left no noticing the pink haired liutenant who had also been watching "Did you fight Ken-chan today?" She asked looking at Sayuri confused "no, he only spoke to me today" Yachiru grinned "Good, I don't wanna miss it" She laughed and sat on Sayuri's bed next to her cat, she stroked it and giggled as it purred loudly.
"What are you doing here, Yachiru?" Sayuri said rubbing her aching eyes "Ken-chans being boring, he's looking for someone called 'ichigo' so I came to see you" She said looking around her room and snooping through her draws "huh?" she looked to the pink-haired girl "yeah, he's going to fight the boy he beat up baldy" Sayuri felt angry like he had cheated her, he was going after someone else for a fight, she growled darkly "I'm going to rip him apart" she growled crawling into her bed Yachiru laughed and left her to herself. Sayuri fell asleep still feeling angry at him.
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In the morning Sayuri went to work with Kira glaring at her but she ignored him, 'how dare he go fight someone else before me! I'll make him sorry he fought that weakling first!' It didn't take long for Kira to forgive her but she couldn't care less, she was close to killing someone with the anger that was bubbling deep beneath her skin. Luckily she was dragged to lunch and away from an apologetic Kira.
"You okay Say-chan?" She asked looking to her quiet friend before knocking back a shot of sake "well you know how I need to fight to came her down, well I haven't fought for a while" Rangiku looked at her with a pained look "And?" Sayuri took a deep breath "Well I met suggested I fight her captain. He seemed to agree when he met her but he's keeping me waiting going off to fight one of the intruders and I can't stop thinking about fighting him" Sayuri looked up to see Rangiku grinning as she started to drink from the bottle "What?" sayuri asked confused "Oh nothing!" Rangiku said before laughing widly holding her sides. Sayuri glared at her as Rangiku fell to the floor still laughng uncontrollably. "WHAT?!" Sayuri growled at her. Rangiku was laughing too much to answer her. Sayuri grabbed the bottle from her and leaving.
"Stupid, big breasted, alcoholic!" Sayuri grumbled under her breath, she trudged along gulping down the sake, Kira had let her go since, there seemed a little less to do now. She was accompanied by Kyoshi on the way around seretei. Sayuri thought back to Ren and sighed, she would've loved to be there, she would be running around, making friends with everyone she came across. Sayuri laughed as she thought of the summer they had spent by the waterfalls, no hollows had bothered them and it was just the two of them and the cat Sayuri was helping heal. Sayuri took a long inhale of the air smelling the cherry blosoms near by. When she found herself back at her room she grumbled unhappily. Sayuri locked her door then sat on her bed and unravelled the white gauze revealing scarred skin, she traced the slightli pink jagged lines on her legs remembering the harsh memories. She hated every single one of them, each telling the horrid story of her past.
She quickly covered herself back up and reached for her favourite book but Zaraki's grinning face kept creeping into her mind distracting her from the words in front of her. His malice made her squirm with anticipation, the embers of her anger still burned brightly within her, She thought back to Rangiku's reaction still confused, Sayuri saw no reason for her friends laughter. Maybe it was something about Zaraki, Sayuri shrugged not feeling satisfied. She would get her fight one way or another. If she had to for him then she would, and hopefully Kira wouldn't complain so much, Sayuri sighed and tried to get to sleep but something was happening and she knew all too well that the bad feeling in her gut, tomorrow was going to be a strain on her control.
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