Chapter Eight: Betrayal

I got up finally trying not to cry. I could feel my heart just ache with pain. My stomach pretty much just flipped. I walked out and saw the guys all huddled around each other eating pizza,even April. Everyone...except Mikey... As they saw me enter the room,they all turn and look at me. April comes up and hugs me. My eyes never looked away from Mikey. I saw how hurt he was and that sent a spear through my heart. I have just betrayed one of my best friends... Raph came up to me and kissed me then held my hand. I just let him do it,as much as it hurt me. I suddenly saw Mikey leave the room as we held hands. "Hey Raph... What do you think is wrong with Mikey?"

Raph looked at me "Don't know. He's been like this ever since this morning. I think he's jealous 'cause he doesn't have a girl like me..." He held me close. "Don't worry too much about him...You know Mikey! He'll be back to his normal self tomorrow."

That night I couldn't sleep. After Raph was asleep,I snuck from under his arm and knocked on Mikey's door. "Mikey..." I opened the door and looked across his bed Empty... He's gone somewhere,but where? Then I sighed as I knew.

I jumped across the buildings to the motel. There he was...Standing there in pain... I saw the tears stream down his face in pain "Mikey please stop crying..." He turned his head to me "W-what are you doing here? Can't you see I'm busy?" I saw the blood drip down his arm

I held my mouth "Mikey...I'm not worth it..." I went over to him and put him on his knees. I held him close and made him drop the blade. His hands were sticky with blood. "You are worth it... You're the only girl I've ever had loved with all my heart! I swore you were into me then you...you...slept with Raph... I saw you guys... kissing... at first I thought he was forcing you but I saw you liked it..." He cried into my arms. His tears mixing into his blood. My white hair now red and wet, I looked at him.

"I thought I had feelings for Raph but you were the first I had feelings for..." I kissed him on the head.

He looked at me and smiled "So what now?"

I smile at him gently "Whatever you want..."

He smirked as he kissed me. It wasn't as passionately as Raph's but it felt like there was more love put into this one. I could feel his chest pumping and mine was too... Then I felt the passion again...The burning flame...

I suddenly stop and look at him "Wait.. If we do this..." Mikey looked at me and shook his head "I don't care..." He kisses my shoulder "All that matters is that we love each other." Spoken like a god, he began kissing my breasts while I slid my fingers underneath. As he got more and more passionate,I moaned louder and louder...our bodies feeling amazed beneath each other.

We laid there on top of the motel...My chest moving up and down quickly... I look over at him "I'm not going to lie to you but I feel like a slut right now..." He smiled as he grabbed me and held me close. "Don't... You loved the wrong guy... I'm fine with that... It doesn't make you a slut."

I smiled. He made me so happy... But what was going to happen when Raph found out?