"Well um, it, I, uh…" what was I supposed to say? 'Oh it was nothing, I kissed Bunny, he rejected me, and I felt like shit, so I took the scissors in my room and cut myself up. Oh and while I'm at it I better tell you that me and Bunny are together now, so if you aren't shocked enough at the self-harm I'll through that in with it!' that would freak out everyone, make Bunny feel bad and at the same time embarrass him. How the hell was I going to get out of this situation!
"Jack you can tell us!" Tooth told me, holding back tears.
I started shaking from the anxiety, I was so fucked. There were no other words for it.
"Jack please tell us!" Tooth cried in desperation.
I looked up to Bunny for help; he stared back at me, and then looked up at the guardians. He reached out and took my hand in his paw. I was shocked, more speechless then I thought possible.
"Jack and I had a miss-understanding, a couple of nights ago," Bunny began, I looked forwards to the other three guardians, the only guardian that didn't seem shocked by the hand holding was Tooth. North on the other hand eyed our hands like they were a bizarre looking animal, he was clearly shocked.
Bunny continued, "We got into a lil' fight, well as ya could tell we weren't getting' along to well, when in the middle of it Jack, I still wonder what possessed him ta do it, kissed me by surprise," I looked at North, his eyes wide now with shock, "I rejected him, out of a reflex, but in reality all that night I wondered why I did. And I realize now it's because I couldn't translate the feelings I had inside, I had loved him ever since he made Jamie believe in me again, I just haven't felt those feelings since the last of the Pooka's were wiped out, they were unfamiliar, and they bothered me. So I would always fight them, but when he kissed me I realized what they were. I went to go see him the next morning but instead found the note he left, also a very bloody comforter," I frosted, 'Damn it! I forgot about that!'
Bunny went on, "and that's why I wasn't here, I was out lookin' for him, I checked all of Antarctica the best I could and burgesses and pretty much every were else in the world I could manage to get to in three days. Then I come back to hear that Jack had also kissed Tooth. Wasn't that a bucket of fun for me. So that night I saw him fly back from my window, waited a few minutes then went to see him, well sparks flew and I made a move of my own, I admitted my feelings and unbelievably because of all the hell I put him through Jack accepted. All though I may have accidently touched his arm, he yelped a little, I asked him what was wrong, he was reluctant to tell me, but I found out anyway. I had understood why he had left; it wasn't because I was an ass, it was because he had been hurt far worse than he cared to show, which leads to this," Bunny pointed at my chest with his other hand.
"So yes Jack and I are together and we are happy, well, I am," I squeezed Bunny's hand, "okay we're both happy, so yes this may be strange, but I've decided that I don't care. I really don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks, this is love, and that's what I want. And for anyone who thinks this will never work, that this is too messed up, well I have news for you. We are all messed up, I'm an alien rabbit, Jack's a dead, now resurrected Boy, we're fucked up people, this is a fucked up relationship. Nothings new here!"
Everyone was completely silent, shock was obvious. I frosted, Tooth blushed, Sandy gave two thumbs up, and North was in utter shock. Speechless completely, all of the blood looked as though it has drained from his face. Bunny was breathing hard, still holding my hand.
"I'm sorry if I sounded mean, it wasn't meant to be," Bunny said breathless, "I do love him, I really do," I wanted to say something like, 'I love him back,' but I think if I tried it may come out in gibberish.
"Vell," North began, but couldn't finish.
"One last thing before we proceed to see if something's wrong with Jack, if you wanna hound anybody for Jack's cuts, hound me, I was an asshole, it's my fault he's hurt. So don't take it out on him," Bunny told them, trying to catch his breath. Now I felt like shit, Bunny was willing to take on so much pain, yelling, and screaming for me. He had offered once before to take my anger out on him next time instead of me and now he told the others to beat him up over something I did. I squeezed Bunny's hand in guilt.
"Vell in that case ve better continue with checkup…"
When we were done with the awkward physical, North came up the conclusion that it was probably just a reaction of all of the damage I had taken in the past week and that I just had to rest it off.
Those past ten minutes were beyond awkward; no one said anything about Bunny's speech. We just all watched as North checked my wounds for infections including the one Bunny himself had repaired from the nightmare attack.
Bunny let go of my hand for the first time in the past twenty minutes just to bend down and slip his arms under my head and legs. I was hoisted into off of the table, and then pressed against Bunny's chest.
"I'll take 'em back to his room then I'll be back to talk," Bunny told them as he turned around to carry me back.
"Not so fast," North spoke up, "Ve vant to talk to both of you."
I looked up at Bunny, he looked down at me, "well here goes nothing," I said in a choked whisper that only Bunny could hear…
THIS ORIGINALLY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ALL ONE CHAPTER BUT TWO MAJOR THINGS HAPPENED AND I WANTED TO SPLIT THEM UP.
I AM TAKING ON TWO REQUESTS AT ONCE, KEEMBUR'S AND I'MBELLEGOOSE'S
KEEMBUR'S WAS JACK BECOMES SICK FOR A FEW DAYS
BELLE'S WAS THAT THE GUARDIANS FIND OUT ABOUT THE CUTS
SO I DID ONE COMPLETELY AND STARTED ANOTHER, THEN THREW IN A TWIST! TELL ME HOW I DID. AGAIN I TRIED MY HARDEST WITH ALL OF THE EMOTION, I'M NOT SURE IF I FAILED OR NOT. PLEASE REVIEW AND CRITIQUE.
THANK YOU ALL!
